"Nan Sheng, I'm curious, how did you come up with the idea of punishing them by cheating on death?"

"Not what I thought of." Nan Sheng looked at Zhou Wei, the corners of his mouth pursed into a straight line, revealing a slight bitterness: "I really wanted to die that night." ”

"But you're not dead!"

"It was my eldest son who saved my life." Nan Sheng pulled up his sleeves and showed Zhou Wei the scars on his wrists: "Before I encountered this incident, I, like many people, felt that people who committed suicide were fragile people, and I felt that it was particularly stupid and ridiculous to use my own death to punish someone who didn't love you. But when betrayal falls on you, you will find that all the great things that persuade others are useless. ”

"I know what you said."

"But you must not be entangled with me, I not only have a relationship with him for more than ten years, but also two children. At that moment, I completely lost the ability to think, and all I thought about over and over again was why he didn't love me. Why did he betray me? How could he bear to deceive me for so long? What should I do? What about our children? Those complex emotions were intertwined, and finally it became a feeling that I couldn't live without him. ”

"There is no one in this world who is more important than your life, if there is, it must be the person who gave birth to you and the person you gave birth to, as for the spouse, it doesn't hurt to change one." Zhou Wei touched his head: "What I just said, doesn't it sound like a scumbag quote." But that's just the way it is. Except for the person who gave birth to you and the person who gave birth to you, there is a choice. ”

"Yes, you're right, but I didn't think of that at the time." Nan Sheng looked at the wound on his wrist: "I just want to punish him, I just want to punish myself." If I could be as black as the heroine in the movie, I would probably kill him, kill Julili. But in a society governed by law, it is illegal to kill someone, so I can only hurt him by hurting myself. ”

"By the way, what's the name of a word? 1,000 wounded and 800 self-inflicted. ”

"Liar, for a person who doesn't care about you, even if you hurt yourself to death, he won't care."

"But you have to die once to understand this." Nan Sheng looked up and looked at the ray of sunlight above his head that passed through the leaves: "When I cut my wrist with a knife, I felt very sad, because I had to die quietly, lest I wake up the children." I imagined what they would look like when they found me, but I didn't expect them to be so helpless and so scared. ”

"They are children, children who need the protection of their mothers."

"Yes, but that's not what makes me feel the most depressed, what makes me feel the most depressed is that the real death is not as fast as it is on TV. At least, when my eldest son found me, I was still conscious, but I had lost too much blood, I felt no strength, and my head was dizzy. And you can feel the pain, the pain that the blood is coming out of the wound. ”

"And then?"

"I comforted him and told him to call my brother. He was better than I could have imagined, and at least told my brother what had happened to me in a very calm way. When the ambulance came, I couldn't see clearly, I could almost feel my life draining, but at that time I didn't want to die, I felt that I couldn't afford them. ”

"If you cheat to death, aren't you afraid that your husband will sell the house and run away with Julie?"

"Don't be afraid!" Nan Sheng said: "He himself is a particularly indecisive person, whether I am alive or dead, he has no ability to cut me off." He was a kid at heart, his mother took care of him from zero to eighteen, and I took care of him from eighteen to thirty-four. I am not only his wife, but also his mother of two children, I am also his little mother, and I am the memory of his entire youth. It's not that easy to erase me. ”

"It's not that easy, but it's not that hard either."

"If I do die, maybe in two years, he will really forget about me. But I'm not dead, as long as I don't die, the house is the property shared by our husband and wife, and if he dares to sell the house behind my back, I dare to sue him for transferring the marital property. Also, if he remarries Julie, it will be a clear bigamy, and it is not impossible to let him live in it. ”

"What if he tells the judge you're dead?"

"What about the evidence? I'm a big living person standing in front of him, all my identity information is still there, why does he say I'm dead? Nan Sheng said: "I have thought of everything you can think of, but what we can think of, they may not be able to think of." ”

"It's their business to think of it, and I don't care what you want to do. As for me, I don't know anything, I just want to get justice for myself. Zhou Wei stood up: "I should go back." ”

"Happy working together!"

"Happy working together!" Zhou Wei stretched out his hand, but the fingers of the two people did not touch together: "In the future, will we meet again?" ”

"I don't know." Nan Sheng shook his head: "I also decided to do this on an ad hoc basis, before the matter started, I didn't have a complete and detailed plan, and it is unknown how far I can go." When we need to meet, we naturally meet, but I hope we don't see each other again. You don't have that close relationship with Julie, and you shouldn't be stuck in this quagmire like I am. ”

"It's my choice whether to fall into this quagmire, I cooperate with you, not because of you, but because I think the method you use is better than mine." Zhou Wei shook his fist: "Before I learned what you wanted to do, I wanted to use this to teach her a lesson." ”

"It's not a good idea." Nansheng said to the point.

"It's not good, really. It's a big deal, and I not only have to take responsibility, but I also have to continue to give her money to spend. The blow was light, and I felt that I couldn't get out of the evil breath in my heart. I'm a science and engineering man, and I can't think of a better way. Since you have it, give it a try. ”

"Hmm." Nan Sheng waved his hand: "Goodbye!" ”

"Goodbye!" Zhou Wei waved his hand: "I hope that the next time we meet, they have already learned the lesson they deserve, and you and I have started a new life." ”

"Yes!"

"Nansheng?" Zhou Wei called out to her: "One last question." ”

"What?"

"Even if it's a fake show, you don't need to buy yourself a grave."

"I didn't buy the tomb, I bought it from my third uncle." Nan Sheng looked at Zhou Wei: "My third uncle bought it for my third aunt." ”

"Your third aunt?"

"Yes, they divorced because of each other's stubbornness. But after the divorce, the third uncle could not rest assured that the third aunt was not at ease, and planned for her everywhere. A few years ago, because of the geographical location, the price of Bishan Cemetery was reduced, and the third uncle who learned the news took out all his savings to buy a grave for the third aunt. You know, in the countryside, a married girl cannot be buried in the ancestral grave of her mother's family, but a divorced daughter-in-law cannot be buried in the ancestral grave of her mother-in-law's family. The third uncle is afraid that the third aunt will have no place to return after her death and become a lonely ghost with no one to worship. ”

This marriage