(35) Disturbance in the heart
An Qianqian sat quietly in the corner of the 'archive room', staring at one place in a daze. Seems preoccupied.
"Qianqian, what's wrong with you?
"Ahh
"Child, do you have a mind?" Granny Feng'er asked again with a smile.
"Granny Feng'er, I didn't, no!" An Qianqian replied a little embarrassed.
"It's good if you don't have it. My mother-in-law saw that you had been sitting here for a long time, so she came over and asked you. Mother-in-law Feng'er touched An Qianqian's head intimately and said gently.
"Thank you, mother-in-law!" replied with a smile. I can't say what the reason is, she just feels very close to this Feng'er mother-in-law.
"Child, you don't have to be so polite to your mother-in-law. Go to Mother Meng outside, otherwise, she will come to yell at you again in a while!" Granny Feng'er said to An Qianqian in a slow voice.
"Oh! Okay. As soon as An Qianqian was reminded by Feng'er's mother-in-law, she got up in a hurry and ran outside.
Today's bridge is not lively, I heard that there was a big car accident in the world, dozens of people died, there are young, old, they all lowered their heads, walked very quickly, sweaty, very hungry and thirsty. One by one, they waited expressionlessly for Meng Po to scoop the soup and drink.
"Meng Po, I'll come!" As soon as An Qianqian came out, seeing this scene, he hurriedly stepped forward to take the soup bowl in Meng Po's hand and went to deliver soup to those hungry souls. This time, maybe I have seen more of this kind of scene, or maybe I am numb in my heart, so An Qianqian is no longer as excited as the last time I saw Li Wei.
"Okay. Just give them soup, though. Don't look down. Do you hear that?" Meng Po did not directly give the soup bowl to An Qianqian, but stopped what she was doing and instructed her very seriously.
"Yes, I see. An Qianqian also replied expressionlessly.
"Then let's go. We're busy today. Black and white impermanence is gone again, and a large number of people will come in a while. Meng Po said breathlessly. and handed the soup bowl in his hand to An Qianqian's hand.
"How can this be?" As soon as An Qianqian heard Meng Po say this, she couldn't help but ask.
"Little girl, don't worry about it, get to work!" Meng Po did not answer An Qianqian's question, but yelled at her.
"Oh! yes. "An Qianqian knows: there are some things that cannot be asked. Even if she asked, Meng Po would not tell herself. Here, not all questions are answered.
It was nearly midnight, and the bridge had just calmed down. Maybe it's the relationship of mentality, An Qianqian's heart is very heavy on this day, she doesn't understand how these people can drink Meng Po soup, and float to the underworld happily. Have they ever thought about the family members who have been crying behind them, and will the worries in their hearts really be so easy to let go?
"Little girl. Why are you still sitting here?" Meng Po's voice came from behind her.
"Meng Po!" Meng Po's unexpected voice startled An Qianqian.
"Little girl, is my Meng Po really that terrible?" Meng Po said angrily.
"Meng Po, no. I-" Ann didn't know how to answer. In fact, in her heart, she has always known that Meng Po is a kind fairy with a knife mouth and a tofu heart. Since she came here, she has helped herself a lot. But despite this, every time I see her, I am still very timid. Maybe it's because I'm from the world. Are you afraid of all the creatures and things in the underworld?
"What are you? aren't you afraid of me? Or am I not right?" Meng Po may have finished today's work, and she is in a good mood, and she is still in the mood to have fun with An Qianqian. However, An Qianqian didn't know that she was joking with herself.
"No, it's not, Meng Po! I, I—" An Qianqian didn't know how to answer for a moment.
"All right, little girl, I'll tease you. Meng Po looked at An Qianqian at a loss, and actually smiled.
"Huh, you mean?" said An, thinking he had misheard. Meng Po just said that she was joking with herself when she said she was amusing herself! This is also incredible, isn't it? So majestic Meng Po is actually joking with herself?
"Alright, little girl, since you don't feel tired, sit with me for a while. "It's rare for Meng Po to be so amiable.
"Meng Po, Qian Qian has always wanted to say thank you to you, but I have never found the right opportunity. "It's the first time I've seen Meng Po so close. Therefore, she wanted to take advantage of this time to express her gratitude to her.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you, let you stay in this pass?" Meng Po thought this little girl was very interesting.
"No, Granny Meng, you have left Qian Qian at the pass, and Qian Qian has already thanked you. "Ann Qianqian is very honest and honest.
"That's right, then what else do you thank me?" Meng Po asked with amusement.
"Granny Meng, I want to thank you for finding the opportunity to send Qian Qian back to the Demon Realm! Although the Demon Realm did not take me in, I am really grateful for this friendship of yours. An Qianqian sincerely bowed to Meng Po to express his gratitude.
"Little girl, do you know? You know all the things I do?" When Meng Po heard what An Qianqian said, she was so moved. actually stood up and took An Qianqian's hand, and said in a very surprised tone.
"Granny Meng, although you look terrible on the surface, you know that you are a very kind immortal. It's just that Qian Qian is a bit stupid and can't express it. An Qianqian still said sincerely to Meng Po.
"Little girl, what you said really touched me so much, I didn't expect you to be such a caring child. No wonder Feng'er can give everything she has for you. I understand now. Meng Po was moved, and there were a lot of words.
"Granny Meng, Qian Qian is not very good at expressing herself, she just said what was in her heart. These days, Qian Qian has been trying to find an opportunity to say thank you, but because there are always some spirits around you, and Qian Qian is afraid that he will cause you trouble by talking too much, so he has not been-" An Qian Qian said thoughtfully.
"Little girl, you are indeed different. There are both thoughts and brains. Meng Po looked at An Qianqian with very appreciative eyes, and opened her mouth to praise. Who is this Meng Po? She will never praise anyone easily, it is very rare to let her take a look with her eyes, and it is not easy for this An Qianqian to get her direct praise.
"Thank you Meng Po Miaozan. Qianqian is just telling the truth. An Qianqian replied to Meng Po's words very respectfully.
"Alright, little girl, it's not early, let's rest. Meng Po said to An Qianqian with a smile.
An Qianqian quietly returned to his residence, lay down gently, looked at the starry sky, and couldn't calm down for a long time. Since leaving home, everything has come flooding up unexpectedly. The haggard faces of Mom and Dad made heart-rending calls. It made her nervous. When I arrived in the demon world, I went through so many tribulations, and I didn't return to the world, but I turned myself into a demon. When I thought that I had become a demon, I inadvertently thought of "him" in my heart. That evil 'man' who still doesn't know if he's a human or a demon. This man, I met him in a dream, but it seemed real. Over time, it has become a habit to meet him in dreams, and if you can't see him in your dreams for a long time, you will feel a little uneasy! Is it a memory? Or is it a concern? Thinking of this, An Qianqian actually smiled a little embarrassed. Unnaturally clasped his hands over his face.
"What's wrong with me? How could I think of him? Could it be that I—no, no, no, no! What does he have to do with me?" said Ann Qianqian, as if alerted to something, sat up straight, and muttered in his mouth. However, the brain is still thinking. Am I secretly in love with him? What are you thinking? I don't even know who he really is! If so, I seem to have seen him flash at the elevator exit once, and never saw him again. I remember that night, in a dream, he said to me: He saw me. However, if he is from the human world, then what about the quasi-demon king I saw in the demon world who looks like him? Why do I feel so familiar when I see him? It was as if he was the man I met in my dreams! Sometimes, even in my dreams, I could feel his sadness! His heart was distressed! Could it be that I was in love with him? Ouch, what am I thinking? Even if it was love, it was my wishful thinking. From the time I left the Demon Realm to the Great Zhou, and then to the Underworld, in the past few years, if he really cared about me as he did in his dreams, then he was a demon king, and it was not an easy thing to find me? Why let me wander around? If I think about it carefully, I only often meet him in my dreams, and his shouts and summons only exist in dreams, and in reality, they don't seem to exist! Even if I really have him in my heart, what is the use? Hasn't he already chosen the princess? All I have is just a dream! Now, my dream should also wake up. Stop kidding yourself. Thinking of this, her heart felt a kind of tearing uncomfortable, but she held back. Inadvertently, I realized that I was already in tears.
"An Qianqian, where are you? Where are you? Why don't you come back to see me?" An Qianqian fell asleep at dawn, and as soon as he fell asleep, his heart ached when he was called by this mournful cry.
"I can't ignore him, I can't ignore him! He has already chosen the princess, I can't pay attention to him anymore. Although An Qianqian was asleep, the nerves in her brain were very clear.
"You're back, you're back!" The cry became more and more poignant, and the cry became more and more uncomfortable.
"I can't agree, I can't ignore him, I'd better stay away from the demon world! This kind of man must be very flowery, or maybe, he and that man are not the same at all?" An Qianqian made up his mind in his heart, so he covered his chest with his hands tightly, and didn't say a word. Even in her sleep, her brain was not idle, and the turmoil in her heart did not diminish at all. (To be continued......)