(63) Afraid of parting, looking forward to seeing each other
Under the dark sky, I couldn't see my fingers. Suddenly, a lightning bolt streaked through the night, and in the light, Kuangshi stood there in full armor, and there were a few pools of blood on the ground. Around him, there were many monsters with strange shapes, teeth and claws, all looking at him, and besides, in the hands of these monsters, some of them held meat and some of them held bones, and the flesh and bones were dripping blood! They seemed to be going to eat Kuangshi at any moment. In an instant, when another lightning flashed, the scene on the ground changed, and it became An Jiang and Rong Yue. A monster-like woman stood beside her and said loudly to them: This woman has one year to live. There is still a year of longevity! A year of longevity -- the voice has been ringing and ringing! Even though the light has faded for a long time, the voice is still there! With the echo, not only is it not small, but it is getting bigger and bigger, and it is becoming more and more poignant.
"Mommy, Mommy, Mommy—" Ann cried out and woke up. When she woke up, she found that she had a nightmare again! This dream was so terrible that she was so scared that her whole body was soaked with sweat.
It was the first time I had such a terrible dream since I came to the dream paradise! Even in the past, although I had dreamed a lot, I had never had such a bloody dream! Could this be some allusion? What was the omen? Mother! You must not get sick, you must wait until your daughter comes home! An Qianqian's heart began to tangle. She was worried about her mother's body, and at the same time, she was still thinking about that 'man' in her heart. She just sat there, covering her face with her hands, so helpless! After calming down for a while, she was able to think normally. She began to regret in her heart again, the last time, when she peeked at the book of life and death. Why are you selfish, you just want to see your own longevity, why don't you think to look at your parents! And him! Why don't you want to look at it! If his name is also in the book of life and death, then he should be a human being, not some kind of 'demon'! However, there is nothing wrong with being a demon? Am I not also a demon now? I don't think there is any difference between me and a human being! If he is really a demon king, then his Taoism and skills must be much stronger than mine, so I don't have to worry about him!" As soon as the word 'worried' appeared, her heart jumped! The brain is constantly questioning itself: am I 'worried' about him, am I 'worried' about him, why am I 'worried' about him, and why am I 'worried' about him?
"I don't want to, I don't want to! I'm still worried about my mother!" An Qianqian shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of those thoughts that shouldn't be.
"Little girl, do you have a mind, what are you muttering here?" said the voice of the mother-in-law.
"Mother-in-law, when did you come?" As soon as An Qianqian heard the voice of her mother-in-law, she stood up and asked a little embarrassed.
"I've been here for a while! Granny Kai'er replied with a smile.
"Ah, you've been here for so long, why don't you call me?"
"Mother-in-law is appreciating your little girl's thoughts!" "Mother-in-law Kai'er happily teased An Qianqian.
"Mother-in-law!" An Qianqian cried shyly.
"Okay, okay, mother-in-law won't say it, don't say it!" said Kai'er's mother-in-law with a smile.
"Mother-in-law, do you have something to do with me?" An Qianqian hurriedly diverted the topic. To solve their own difficulties.
"It's okay, I just want to come and see you!" "Kai'er's mother-in-law also put away her smile and said very seriously.
"Mother-in-law, are you and the Demon Saint Mother-in-law going to drive away?" An Qianqian thought of leaving. If you want to be separated from your mother-in-law, your heart will be empty all of a sudden.
"Little girl, what are you talking about? How can we be willing to drive you away? Besides—" Granny Kai'er sighed. Didn't say any more.
"Mother-in-law, I really don't want to leave here, I really don't want to leave! Just let me stay!Okay?As long as I am allowed to stay, I don't have a problem with what you ask me to do!Okay?" An Qianqian said to her sincerely, she really didn't want to leave. It's been a few years, and it's easy for me to live a peaceful life, and I don't want to live that kind of life anymore, and I don't know tomorrow today.
"Really, are you telling the truth?" Granny Kai'er listened to An Qianqian's words, looked at her with a serious face, and asked very seriously.
"Of course, of course, it's true!" replied Ann with a firm voice. However, as soon as the words were spoken, the scene in the dream appeared in her mind, and her heart did not feel a sourness.
"Little girl, since you are so willing, why do you still feel melancholy? I don't understand it!" said Kai'er's mother-in-law to An Qianqian with a smile.
"I, I?" said in her mother-in-law, a little unsure of how to answer.
"Little girl, you have thoughts, your mother-in-law can understand, and your mother-in-law also came from your time!" said Kai'er's mother-in-law earnestly.
"Mother-in-law, you?" An Qianqian let her mother-in-law's understanding move.
"Little girl, stay here for a few days! It won't be long before you have to go back to the Demon Realm! You are needed there!" Kai'er's mother-in-law also reluctantly took An Qianqian's hand and said to her with affection.
"Mother-in-law, why should I go back to the Demon Realm? Didn't you say, "Can I go home?" It's just that she really wants to know why.
"Little girl, my mother-in-law didn't lie to you, you can indeed go home, but you have to go back to the demon world before you can go home. Otherwise, you won't be able to go home!" said Granny Kai'er with a serious face.
"Mother-in-law, is there something going on in the Demon Realm again?" An Qianqian asked in a low voice.
"Little girl, let me tell you again: if you don't go back to the Demon Realm, you will never see your family! Moreover, it is very angry.
"Mother-in-law—" An Qianqian wanted to ask again.
"Little girl, get ready! I'm leaving. Granny Kai'er ignored An Qianqian's words, turned around, and floated away.
"Mother-in-law!-" An Qianqian wanted to say something more, but Granny Kai'er didn't even reply.
An Qianqian looked at Kai'er's mother-in-law drifting away, and her heart was very uncomfortable! Kai'er's mother-in-law was in such a hurry just now, and she should be in the same mood as herself! This moment, I have known Kai'er's mother-in-law for some time, and now, if I really say that we are going to separate, this is really uncomfortable! The important thing is that listening to what my mother-in-law means, it should be that after separation, it will be impossible to see each other again! This is the point of my sadness. However, why can't we see each other again after separation? Although we are far apart, it should not be difficult for us to meet as long as we want to meet! It is not easy for mothers-in-law to go where they want to go and who they want to meet! Why do we have to say goodbye forever? It is really strange. I remember when I was at home, my grandmother passed away, and my mother often said: It is better to be separated by a thousand mountains than by four pages. At that time, I didn't understand what it meant, so I asked my mother: How thick are the four pages, how can it be compared with thousands of mountains and rivers? However, for Granny Kai'er and Granny Demon Saint, Yin and Yang are not a problem! Why are they? I really can't understand the psychology of these high-level gods and demons! If we really don't see each other again, I will definitely miss them very much! I should say: When I was at the lowest point in my life, no, I should have been the most desperate time, they extended a helping hand, brought me here from the eternal future of the underworld, and taught me a lot of skills, this kind of opportunity, not everyone can encounter! If I go home and tell my mom and dad about my story, they won't believe me!
An Qianqian's brain, since Kai'er's mother-in-law floated away, has not been idle. She's been thinking about it all the time, thinking about it all the time. When she thinks of her parents, she has a dozen flutes. If I go home, how can I tell my parents? Can I tell them the truth? Will my parents be frightened? But even if I tell the truth, my parents will definitely not believe me? Besides, how can I say it? I can say to my parents: I accidentally strayed into the demon world, and then I crossed over to the Zhou Dynasty, and I lost myself somehow! I am not myself in the Zhou Dynasty, I am Yang Xuewu. When Yuwen Yong died, I accompanied him to the underworld. I'll tell you the truth, can my parents believe me? Especially my father, who is an absolute atheist, if I tell him that, he will not believe it, and he will be furious! He will say that I am a bunch of nonsense! So what should I do? I am so homesick, I miss my parents so much, no matter what, I don't care if they believe it or not, I must go home and see them! When she thought of going home, her heart was excited, inadvertently, she clasped her hands and poured out, and her heart instantly became cold. Why? Because, all of a sudden, she remembered that she was now just a ghost.
"Well, what do you think? What do you think about in vain! I am just like this, how can I go home? Even if I am allowed to go home, if I have the opportunity to go home, what is the point of me going back?" An Qianqian said to himself in annoyance.
"What kind of fate am I? How can such a strange thing happen to me? I am so good, how can I become a demon!" An Qian complained again in annoyance. After complaining, she sat down very depressed, the person sat down, but the brain was still not idle. She was thinking: Will she really find herself? Will my physical body still be there? It's been a few years, who would be so kind to help me protect it? Thinking of this, a figure flashed in her mind, and her heart couldn't help but heat. The horrific scene of the dream came back to mind. (To be continued......)