Chapter Ninety-Five: The Monk's Destiny is Bitter

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When he started singing, Lu Donglai forgot the purpose of his coming to the trading market, forgot what he should do, when he began to sing the first line, maybe there were some other ideas, but when he went on, he was immersed in his own world and fell into the swamp of music, but he didn't want to come out, he would rather be deep in it, because at this moment, he was just a singer.

Love always makes you yearn and feel annoyed

It has left you bruised all over your body

Once in his world, Lu Donglai immersed himself in hard study, experienced too much, nine years of compulsory education, as well as the sense of urgency to learn, the encouragement of teachers and the emotions between classmates, he also loves sports, likes basketball, runs indulgently under the sun, sweats and shoots, next to the screams of girls.

There used to be countless dreams that when I was a child, I could serve the people by being a policeman or being a lawyer or being a doctor.

I used to have a lot of dreams, to be a cartoonist, a calligrapher, a novelist, a scientist, a singer, and an actor...... The dreams of the past are not mixed with any distractions, only the most essential yearning in the heart.

Who doesn't think of yourself as the center of the world, and everyone revolves around you.

There used to be a beloved girl who inadvertently jumped on your back, raised her hand to speak during class, ran to chat with you during recess, and the teacher asked you to communicate with each other in English during English class, and she always had a sweet smile on her face, and that kind of smile was refreshing.

Maybe she is not too beautiful, but her young heart already has the figure of the other party, and then gradually promoted the grade, he was admitted to one city, and she went to another city.

The two have chats and phone calls, but they can't stand the distance of space, she has him, he still thinks about her, I don't know if she is doing well, I don't know if she still remembers that there was such a him in her heart.

After graduation, everyone went their separate ways, working hard for their own futures, some people chose to drift north, some people worked hard every month but only had a little salary, and some people inherited the family property and became a happy rich second generation.

She once went to a good working environment and started a new life.

The girl who made him feel distressed, but then gradually disappeared.

What is love? It is poison and sweet sugar water, which makes you crave and feel troubled.

It's not just Lu Donglai who has this feeling, but the other monks around Lu Donglai also have the same feeling, they think of themselves as ordinary people, some are high-ranking officials and nobles, some are children playing with mud, some are scholars, and some butchers and so on, that is their former life, they also have their favorite girls, but after stepping on the road of Xiuzhen, they abandon the past, every day is to be busy with various tasks, after sleeping is to repeat yesterday's life, everyone's goal is just to hope to go to the next level, the future will be broken void。

How long has it been......

It's been a long time, right?

It's been a long time, how long has it been since I remembered the old days, how long has it been, and how long has I really forgotten...... I'm afraid that in some days, they will really forget her in the past.

Lu Donglai felt something in his heart, and looked at the monks around him, both men and women.

What a lovely bunch of monks...... You also have the past, you have the past, and you also have the girl you love, that's right, you repeat a face every day, how tired it is.

At this moment, Lu Donglai sang the climax of the song.

Dilililidilililidenda

Dilililidilililidada

Dilililidilililidada

Walk on the road to courage

Dilililidilililidenda

Dilililidilililidada

Dilililidilililidada

There are sadness and excitement

Wow!

When these words came out, all the monks were boiling, not only those onlookers, but even those monks who were originally shopping for things instantly shifted their eyes to Lu Donglai's side, they felt their hearts beating hard, and there seemed to be a fire burning in their hearts.

Some people who were originally sneering at Lu Donglai also quietly surrounded him at this time, inside and outside, in less than two minutes, he was surrounded by nearly a hundred monks.

Many female monks looked at Lu Donglai, and felt more and more that this man was too charming and storytelling, in the past, they completely looked down on those little white faces, thinking that the little white face monks were unlearned, but Lu Donglai's singing broke their original boundaries, the white and pure skin, the slightly vicissitudes of life and the intoxicated expression, what a cute little Zhengtai, I really want to touch his face, and I want to dedicate myself, I really want to wet and touch his body...... Oh, what a rascal, how did he come up with such a shameless idea, such a little boy should be taken home and pampered to listen to his voice every day.

Lu Donglai continued to sing his song, unaware that a group of good-looking or ungood-looking female monks were looking at Lu Donglai with a naked gaze, as if a female goblin met Tang Seng.

Every time it's sad

Just look at the sea alone

I always think of my friends who are walking on the road

How many are healing

Yes, in the hearts of many ordinary people, monks are high immortals, they are omnipotent, they fly to the sky, they are the existence of all the people to worship, but who knows that the path of monks is actually more painful and torturous than that of ordinary people, and the ruthlessness of the years has worn out how much innocence of the heart?

They may not need to go to the streets to sell things, but they have to fight, fight with people, fight with demons, fight with demons, fight with the sky, get hurt, die, and sometimes lie in bed for months to recuperate.

When you are sad, you don't have any friends around, so you have to sit alone on the beach and look at the sea, and your mood will be a lot better, but who can know that their hearts are actually lonely, and they want to have a friend by their side to fight side by side or talk about some interesting things they have experienced during the battle, but there are too few things like that, and it is hard to cultivate the truth, and it is against the sky, among their friends, many people have actually been seriously injured in recuperation, and there is no monk who seems to be brilliant but has a smooth journey.

Dilililidilililidenda

Dilililidilililidada

Dilililidilililidada

I don't know how many lonely nights

Dilililidilililidenda

Dilililidilililidada

Dilililidilililidada

Woke up drunk last night

At this moment, not only the monks who were originally in the trading market came over, but even some monks who were originally flying in the air also stopped and surrounded Lu Donglai's surroundings, no one went to disturb them, everyone stood in an orderly arrangement.