Chapter 29: Lin Yingbin's unfortunate childhood 3

'Knock~', the sound of the cold door colliding as if the door to heaven was closed, without the slightest hesitation, so ruthless.

Outside the door, the little Lin Yingbin looked at the knife that his father threw on the ground and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time. It took a long time for his stomach to growl and bring him back to his senses.

"Alas, I don't have anything to eat today......"

Helplessly, Kobayashi Yingbin picked up the knife that his father threw on the ground. "I'll have to figure it out on my own. He looked at the gate of the courtyard with a little disappointment, and he wished that someone would now secretly open the door for him to enter. However, he waited for some time and no one came to open the door for him, so he finally decided and walked in the opposite direction of the house.

The sky gradually darkened, and a bright moon hung high in the sky, and then you could see the rising smoke. In the woods, not deep, there was a not-so-faint fire. Kobayashi Yingbin was lying on the stone pier next to the fire. With a roasted sweet potato in his mouth, he looked at the familiar starry sky, saying that it was familiar because it was not the first time he had looked up at the starry sky like this. Every time he didn't meet his father's request, he would be forced to come here for the night.

"Why do I suffer this sin? ”

For some reason, a wave of grief rose from my heart. Probably because he saw his peers on the way home, before that, Kobayashi Yingbin had almost never seen his age, and he had the impression that the reason why adults could grow up was because of the experiences he had experienced. He also feels that children his age are also going through this kind of test. However, on his way back today, he accidentally passed by a small village, and he found that the children there, although their lives were hard, did not accept a similar experience as his.

Trust is shaken.

The desire for fairness in the heart of everyone who has encountered unfair treatment is very strong, even when he first faced his father, although he did not show disgust on the surface, but deep down he was already tired of this trial.

The fire was still burning, and he turned his head to stare at the dancing flame, as if there was a flame burning his soul deep inside. A different artistic conception appeared in his eyes, and his pupils changed into an emerald-like dark green.

Strength, Kobayashi Kagebin's understanding of the meaning of power is still very vague, but he can feel that his body is undergoing a different kind of change.

It didn't take long for him to fall asleep. However, the moment he opened his eyes, he found himself lying outside the woods. He slowly got up and looked around, only to realize that he was still on the same big rock, but all the surrounding woods seemed to have experienced a storm, and the trees were broken by the waist. He didn't know what had happened at night, and the fire beside him had disappeared. He developed a fear of the changes around him, and with this fear, he walked in the direction of home.

"How so?"

Kobayashi Yingbin returned home, but what he saw shocked him. He couldn't believe his eyes at all, the mansion that was originally Lin Ying's family had disappeared overnight.

What an unusual thing, in the space of one night, a mansion the size of a city would disappear into thin air. This, no matter who you are, would find this to be an extremely unusual and terrifying thing.

"No... No... Gone, gone?"

Looking at everything that was barren in front of him, the little Lin Yingbin's heart was shocked.

Unable to believe what had happened, he stood there from morning until the third day. He couldn't believe the facts in front of him at all, but he accepted it silently because of hunger and exhaustion.

After that, Lin Yingbin spent several months alone, until one day he met an old man who adopted him with no children and no daughters. However, within a few years of such days, the old man passed away. However, on the day the old man left, Lin Yingbin still clearly remembered that he did not leave a single tear. It's not ruthlessness to the old man, it's that he can't shed tears at all.

Lin Yingbin told Long Ji that it was because of this series of blows that his heart was distorted. Previously, under the experience of his father, he had two extreme personalities, and due to this series of blows, he split, and finally formed a dual personality. One is his usual appearance, which is his original character, and the other is the previous state, becoming dangerously irritable and not trusting anyone, and becoming hostile enough to everyone.

and told the dragon that he would never forgive his father for what he had done to him and his family for being indifferent to him.

Lin Yingbin also told Long Ji that his other character is very dangerous. Due to his father's experience since childhood, the aggression of that character is also stronger than normal. In fact, everyone has a lot of personalities, and these personalities are good and bad. But normal people are all combined, and once something serious happens, these personalities are likely to be divided into two extremes or multiple extremes according to darkness and kindness.

This symptom usually does not flare up in normal times, and people with this symptom are generally well controlled. But if there are too many external stimuli, this psychological balance will be disrupted, that is, another dangerous personality will burst out, and it will not be controlled. Lin Yingbin's dangerous personality eruption is also because of this time. Because of the harassment of the pig's subordinates, Lin Yingbin's subconscious felt a sense of crisis, causing his subconscious to feel that he needed to have a strong force to bring him a sense of security, so this situation occurred.

After listening to Lin Yingbin's narration, Long Ji vaguely sensed something, and he gasped and remembered his childhood. Although I have never even seen my mother's face, I have only seen photos, and my father died when I was very young. But he has an older brother who is very good to him to take care of himself. Although sometimes I think my brother is very verbose, it is true that because of my brother, he did not feel that his childhood lacked anything compared to other children.

"You have such a tortuous childhood, and a father like that. Dragonji looked up at the ceiling. "Speaking of which, I haven't even met my mother. My father also left when I was younger, and I have no memory of them at all, except that I can remember that I was dependent on my brother for my life. As soon as he talked about his brother, a smile appeared on Long Ji's face.

"Well, actually, you don't have to worry, I can control myself normally. Just because of that day..."

Long Ji interrupted Lin Yingbin's words: "You don't need to say it, we all know that we are good brothers, I believe in you." ”

"We... Alas, don't talk about these sad things. ”

Lin Yingbin didn't turn his head to look at Liu Wufei lying on the next bed, lying there unusually calm, just looking at him like this, a feeling of guilt rose in his heart.

"Alas, I'm really sorry for him, let him be so badly injured, pity him. ”

"Don't say that, of course, you couldn't control yourself at that time, and you didn't mean to hurt him. Long Ji stood up, patted his buttocks and said, "The doctor said that you are not seriously injured and will be discharged from the hospital soon." ”

Lin Yingbin pondered for a while and said, "Forget it, I'd better stay with him." ”

"You stay, forget it. Long Ji smiled: "In case you ...... again"

"No, I won't be like that again, and didn't you say believe me?" Lin Yingbin suddenly became very excited when he heard Long Ji not believing it, and he was about to get up from the hospital bed as he spoke.

"Hey, hey, lie down, I'm just kidding. Long Ji helped Lin Yingbin back to the hospital bed.

"Then you can stay, you can't 'give up' him. ”