Chapter 13: For Ruolan
"Qi Longhai, Qi Longsong personally cooks and makes the dragon tendons and tiger bones for you! Come, open your mouth! How can you do without eating, how can you do without eating? How can you recover without eating! If you don't eat, you will be able to dominate the world again in that year! Come, open your mouth, I beg you, eat something, I know you are a little uncomfortable now, but discomfort is part of recovery, the more uncomfortable it is, the more you have to be strong and resolute! How can a suave man like you Qi Longhai lose to a little sickness, come, eat some I beg you, Qi Longhai, you eat something! This is my wish, and it is also the wish of all those who care about you, can you not break my heart, can you not break the hearts of other people"!
"Ruolan! I'll never be like this!"
"No, how could it be, how could it be, who said it, who said it! Qi Longhai, although your situation is a bit serious, you can't give up! All the people who love you haven't given up! Qi Longhai and Lan Xin almost sacrificed their lives for you, you can't live up to everyone's wishes!"
"Ruolan, tell me the truth, what's wrong with me now!
I know that sooner or later you will know, then let me tell you the ins and outs of the matter: At the beginning, the ghost king killed Jianyu, and you, me, and Chiba Jinfeng held a grudge and swore to take revenge! However, the strength of the three of us is far from the ghost king, and you and I are hanging by a thread! In the end, Fang Ting gave up her life and fought with death, and in the end, she saved you and me! Unfortunately, for us, Fang Ting Xiang died! It's hard for you to accept the fact that in an instant, you jumped up to avenge Fang Ting, and you didn't hesitate to die together! In this way, you almost broke your bones! In three months, it took three months to save you! Your younger brothers, Qi Longsong and Lan Xin, did not hesitate to go to the snow country to find the legendary Misty Xi Nian! The Wandering Medicine Saint and the Hundred Grass Dragon alternated day and night, waiting closely! In three months, you finally came back to life! This is also the reason why I am still alive"!
"I'm never going to recover"!
"Maybe"!
Qi Longhai smiled wryly!
"Did you suddenly feel that you were right to take your own life?" asked Ruolan gently.
Qi Longhai frowned, when did Ruolan find out? Immediately after, his will was depressed again!
"Actually, I've seen it, through the window time, I saw through the crack in the door! I saw the stiff tongue that was about to bite down!
"Ruolan, forgive me"!
"Of course I want to forgive you, perhaps, this is fate! I still remember when you just woke up, you said that you dreamed of the core vine flower!'
"Revelation of fate"!
"Yes, maybe this is the revelation of fate! Maybe our core vine flower is destined to be half brilliant and half bone! Perhaps, the dream is enlightening me and pushing you off the cliff"!
"Ruolan, thank you! I don't want to trouble you anymore, and I don't want to live like this!"
"I understand, I understand everything! Every day with you, of course I know what is in your heart! Hey! I understand! How similar is the scene of my parents now, but my parents' is so painfully romantic! Back then, my father and mother fell in love with each other at first sight, and soon after, they were happy and knew each other! It's a pity, it's a pity, God is jealous! Within a few years, my mother was seriously injured, coupled with the wind and cold, and was even persecuted by the Western Xinjiang Shu clan with poison, and it was difficult to get out of bed ever since!
For two whole years, my mother's illness became worse day by day! Because of the incurable poison, my mother was seriously injured and could not recover, and even more of a cold did not heal! Do you know? What kind of feeling does my mother feel when she lies on the bed, probably the same as you? I never dare to feel my mother's pain! I only know that where my mother put her hands flat, the mattress is crumpled and as hard as broken rock! Where my mother's feet are extended, the solid wooden plank is sinking down in the heels and two deep depressions! My mother's voice has changed, and it has become dumb and torn!
I finally understood why my mother's hands were flat, the mattress was crumpled into a ball, as hard as broken rock, and where her feet were stretched, the planks were dented! Because of the pain, my mother was fighting in this way! It was only later that I figured out why my mother's voice was hoarse and torn! Because of the pain! But he didn't want his father to hear his pain, she deliberately suppressed the pain when she spoke, so her voice was deformed: dumb and torn! I think that in addition to my father, my grandfather and grandfather must also understand!
Later, my father invited the medicine clan's Baicao Tongue to treat my mother, and when I saw my mother, I was stunned for a moment! Because the pain my mother endures every day is equivalent to the pain when she gave birth to me, who in the world can bear such pain for such a long time! Baicao Tongue is powerless, and he found my grandfather, and he advised my grandfather to let my mother die sooner! If this matter were put on ordinary people, he would dare to persuade his father to let his daughter-in-law and daughter die, and he would definitely fight for his life! However, Grandpa and Grandpa were very calm, and they just shed tears silently for an afternoon! The two of them fought all their lives, and they had never seen any kind of wind and waves, and they had not experienced any kind of pain! Although they did not know medical skills, they could also know a little about their mother's pain!
When Grandpa and Grandpa carried their father on their backs to their mother's hospital bed, their whole body trembled, and their mother, who was not in human form, burst into tears! When Baicao Bird's Tongue checked her pulse, she knew that she could no longer hide her pain! What father in the world could bear to bear his daughter to endure such pain even for one more day!
The mother lay on the bed, lying calmly on the bed, numb in pain! She begged her father and father-in-law to let her continue to live, and she endured such pain! Her mother was brought up by her grandfather, and of course her grandfather knew whether her mother could bear such pain! Her mother knew that she could not hide it from her father, and she even wanted to kneel down and beg her father! That day, her grandfather was completely enlightened and did not say a word! Grandpa cried for a long, long time! The mother told the two old men that no one wanted to struggle in such pain, but she knew her husband too well, and she knew her husband too well! He was too good at being a bull! Once she died, her husband would never be able to come out of this shadow! She knew that she would die, but she would persevere, and she would persevere until the oil ran out! She knew that every hour she insisted on, her beloved would be happier in the world! What is there to be painful about death, the most painful thing in the world is that life is better than death! After all, my mother will not escape death!
The hour before my mother knew that she was doomed, all of us gathered around her! Do you know, when I saw my father's sad appearance at that time, I knew what the extreme of grief was! It was a numbing pain! I was very young at the time, and when I saw my father's extreme pain, my tears flowed down my eyes! My mother looked at my father's expression, and only smiled slightly, she knew that my father must have such an expression! She knows her father too well, what her own reaction is, what kind of expression her father will have, as if she has already corresponded to it one by one!
At the last moment, my mother called me to her side and wanted to talk to me alone, and of course my father! She took my hand, and at that moment, probably because of the return to the light, my mother's hand was quite strong and her voice was quite loud! She called me to her side and told me, "Tian Xuyi, I am leaving, I am most at ease, it is you and your father who I can't rest assured! Mother can't stand you, and she can't stand your father! After I leave, your father will definitely live in sadness, you must comfort your father a lot, live well!" By the way, from today onwards, you will change your name and call it Tianxuan Ruolan"!
Heavenly Order Ruolan, from now on my name is Heavenly Order Ruolan! Mother's name is Lan, so she wants my name to be Heavenly Order Ruolan!
I will never forget my mother's expression when she looked at my father when she was dying, and I will never forget it! My mother's eyes were filled with tears, as if she was squeezing water from a dry towel, and she was stunned to squeeze out a drop of laughter from her sad expression! But that sorrow! That laugh could not hide the deep remorse in my mother's heart! She hated herself for running out of oil and having no ability to live!
At the last moment, my mother looked at my father's eyes, as if she were revisiting a book, reliving my father's future life! I was full of wonders, why reliving my future life! Of course, it was like revisiting a book, reliving my future life! Because my mother knew very well what kind of life my father would have from now on--endless thoughts and endless sorrows!
"Core vine flower, flower bloom and miss! After I die, bury me next to the core vine flower! It's a pity, it's a pity, a good core vine flower, from now on, half bone, half brilliant"!
After my mother died, my father buried her next to the core vine flower in accordance with my mother's last wish! My father also followed his last wish and lived! My father did live and worked hard to live! You have seen my father, he used to be just like you, a man who stood up to the sky, and he liked to be unruly and unbridled like you! However, the father you saw was only a father who had lost his soul and converted to it! In her body, there was still a remnant of the former pride, but there was a lack of tender pride, crumpled, like elm bark!
From beginning to end, I have understood why my father's former abundant ambition has dried up since then! From beginning to end, I also remember why my mother's eyes seemed to relive my father's future life when she looked at him at the last moment!
"Qi Longhai, you have to go! I will send you away! After eating this meal, tell me your final answer."
Qi Longhai restrained his choked emotions, grew his mouth, and devoured it! To live, he must live strongly, live in style, and live until he can't live anymore. Rehabilitation, we must recover, we must let ourselves recover to the way we used to be, we must let the wandering medicine saint marvel, Qi Longhai can actually recover as before! For Ruolan, I must recover