Chapter 433: Peace of mind
No one instinctively does not value their life. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoEven if you go a fork in the road because of intense emotions for a while, as long as you figure it out, you will feel that it is a stupid thing. Just like now, Allman himself also regrets his second life, giving himself a humiliated previous life, and now this life has given him a very rare experience.
It's like a girl at the age of romance in the sky who tasted the taste of cake for the first time, and she will never forget the feeling after that. It is precisely because I have gone through such a depressing life that I seem happy at this time, if I can...... It's not a problem to live for a few hundred years, but now I'm afraid it's the last.
Allman also pities his own life, as arrogant, it is to be the character of not caring about other people except himself, I am afraid that in addition to the current self is the most important, in addition, even the demon god cannot enter his own eyes here.
However, as a warrior, I will not stop doing what I should do because I pity my life. The person who dies for his confidant, although he himself does not have half a cold for that kind of existence, is after all the person who has given him a second life. The freshman cuisine is really fascinating, but it's enough to just taste it from the beginning. Allman did not forget his original intention because he was too wanton in life, and although he was quite reluctant, he had no other regrets.
Since the demon god is so important to himself, he may not have much consciousness himself, but for Allman, he doesn't care what others think, the first thing is how much other people's actions affect him, and this is what he really cares about.
If there is no Demon God...... I'm afraid there is no so-called "second life". In the previous life, I am afraid that such heroic emotions could not emerge at all, but it was the life that re-shaped his character, and at this time Allman was simply the image of a rather hot-blooded hard-core man, who complained and took revenge, and was given the grace of a drop of water in times of crisis, and immediately repaid him with his own life as a bargaining chip.
At least do your own thing...... That's what he thought. It's a pity that I didn't really fight against the brave, and it was a pity that I didn't be able to do it, but the long-cherished wish of the entire demon race for thousands of years was also a pity. But in terms of importance, the actual leader of the kingdom is no less important than the brave.
It can well be imagined...... If left unchecked, Rena will one day become a capable person like a modern king. While the role of the brave as a "leader of faith and strength" is important, it is also a behind-the-scenes commander who does not seem conspicuous in war, but in fact he is a behind-the-scenes commander who has spent a lot of labor, and the role of the king as a "leader of spirit and support" should not be underestimated.
Most of the warriors who paid with their blood in the war were equally indispensable. Like a set of machines made of tiny gears tightly together, without any single component, the whole machine may become inoperable.
Since he can't fight the brave, it's a pity to fight the legendary boy hard, but in terms of the effect of the result, the effect of the two is equal. Not to mention the "buy one, get one free" promotion, and the future monarch of another Terran country is also here.
Just win...... If you win, you can say anything. But of course, there is nothing to say about those who can't win, and Allman intends to do his best for the sake of his own reserve, and it is not his business what will become after that. Leave that kind of thing to the demon god with a headache!
I have been living happily for hundreds of years, as if I had a dream in a trance. It was a dream, and although sometimes Allman could feel the pain no matter how he pinched himself, he still felt a little doubtful when he looked around: was he in a dream?
It is precisely because he knows everything that he has the illusion of being like this. Gaidia is an illusory world that makes people feel as if they are in a dream, and it has nothing to do with how much strength they have gained or how many enemies they have encountered along the way...... The fact that everything is enough to quietly collapse like a bubble.
The demon gods didn't hide anything from them, they knew it from the beginning. The "beginning" here is the day when the demon god grabbed the soul from the present world and stuffed it into the body of the demon king as a pawn.,At that time, although everyone's strength was quite weak.,But the world has a deep understanding of the world through the words of the demon god that is unimaginable to ordinary people.。
They put their mentality right at the beginning, so what they did in the future was quite unscrupulous, and they simply carried out large-scale sabotage activities at the cost of overdrawing the vitality of the entire continent. When every demon king wakes up, the first thing he wants to do is to launch an unprecedented and vast war, and in this world, wars between people will cause considerable losses, not to mention the war situation where soldiers from another world are simply sent out as if they don't need money. This...... It is the act of overdrawing the vitality of the continent. No matter what land it is, if there is no living creature living on it, it can only be counted as a dead land.
The land is often connected to living things, and living things can thrive because of places, and the land is also vibrant because of living things. Allman was exactly like this, and when he knew the truth, he immediately turned his nose up at this world that Hantuo still believed to be a romantic magical continent, and he sincerely felt the deepest disgust.
Because everything seems to be too unreasonable. It gives people the feeling of being played with by fate. Such a blatant mockery of any creature is beyond the reach of any sapient creature. Perhaps the so-called "revolutionary" level of consciousness is not yet able to reach that level for most people, but what is denied even the basic existence of living beings is bound to arouse all life, the purest consciousness of rebellion.
However, the longer you live, the more real your identification with the world becomes. By now, the disgust and disgust had faded. Every time he stood on a high place and looked around, all Allman could feel was a faint sadness.
The feeling of being indescribable is like feeling sorry for the damage of a beautiful work of art. Even if it really has nothing to do with me, I can't help but feel sorry for the crystallization that others have spent a lot of effort on.
So far, he has become open-minded. Since everything is not their own...... So what reason do you have to fight for it with all your might? At least that's what he thinks.
Of course, there are also guys who can't accept it, like that Osser. The human mind is inherently unpredictable, and since it is naturally rare for the five Demon Kings of the Sect Sin Series to have similar ideas as themselves, it is not surprising that even if completely opposite thoughts appear.
How long did it take for that idea to be put into practice? I am afraid that I was planning with all my heart and mind from the beginning. After all, it was the demon god that needed to be faced, and only those who had actually seen his true body knew what kind of threat that existence posed to the survival of the creature. Any caution is not an exaggeration.
Allman doesn't know what tragic things Greed has experienced, but he can only say that his thoughts are still dominated by him in the previous life, so that the rare second life has fallen into the quagmire of struggle, and he has never enjoyed it recklessly. Allman felt pity for him and also had a little admiration, because he really did what he couldn't do, fighting against the demon god, even if the strength reached such a point, Allman himself didn't have the courage to do it.
Not doing it yourself certainly doesn't mean that no one dares to do it. In the middle of a herd of meek grazing white-haired sheep will appear a very restless black goat, jumping back and forth. Expectations are the result of genetic variation, but that's the ...... Hope for Progress!
One day, the black goat, which is happily bouncing around, will jump straight out of the fence in captivity, escape from its fate of being slaughtered, and run to the new world outside.
Differentness is hope. Just following the path taken by the predecessors to move forward, in the name of "forward", in fact, is nothing more than copying. It's also good...... After all, you're thinking about the distance, aren't you?
However, after all, the road must be walked out by pioneering brave people. The road to the end is narrow, but there are quite a lot of guys who want to reach the destination, and it's just that everyone is patient with each other and has to squeeze through.
It's undoubtedly quite hard...... But in fact, what is more difficult than crowding people is to open up new paths. Because I don't know anything, I don't seem to be sure of every step I take, and God knows whether the next step I will embark on will be a solid foundation or an endless bottomless abyss.
It is not known what kind of perseverance the people who are going in this direction, but it is really something that has been watered with blood by people in the middle of nowhere, where it is just piled up in the wilderness and deliberately marked with the sign "danger do not approach".
It is indeed something that has been poured out by the blood of countless pioneers, and it cannot be easily desecrated by people after all.
Orser still couldn't figure out what it was. In his previous life, was he a young man who failed to carry out reforms? However, everyone has their own attitude towards life, and they will not be held accountable here after all. What was he thinking, and what was he going to do next? Like a fog that filled the morning, it enveloped all the distances.
He knew that the things that guy thought were much more profound than his own, and although the suffering he had suffered was not comparable to that of ordinary people, in terms of thought, the essential Allman was still just an ordinary citizen. As for the lofty ideals and perseverance of the leaders, whether they are true or false, he does not understand them anyway.
Naturally, he didn't bother to make sense of the hypocrisy. Like the political text engraved in a textbook, it is so exaggerated that people can't help but smile bitterly, and a discerning person can see that it is really too much of a lie, but he has to put his mind into it to study it. It's as if someone is telling a chilling joke in their ear, but they are forcing the listener to laugh, which is quite uncomfortable.
For the continent of Gadia, Orman admits that he still has considerable feelings, but he has no chance to fight for them as hard as he can. He himself would never admit it, but in his heart, no one listened, and he had already admitted the fact that he didn't have the courage. I don't have the courage, and I don't have the courage to fight against the always easy-going demon god. The other demon kings themselves don't know, I'm afraid that except for Osser, even the demon kings who have opinions about them will only whisper in their hearts.
In that case...... What is he going to do to save this place?
He was equally saddened by the thought that when "everything" was over, the whole world would be wiped out. If you can't do it yourself, it's okay to put your hopes in others.
In the quiet thought process, Allman thought a lot. It's about yourself, it's about the past, it's about the future that may no longer exist.
Since it's the end, it's something that I've never dared to think about in my heart, but now I can finally think about it to my heart's content.
The reason why I don't even dare to think about it is precisely because ...... "God" is almost omnipotent, so I think it is clear what is going on in my heart.
In the last moments, as if enjoying, Allman also did what he could call a "treat".
In the distance, Rena, who had been running away, finally stopped.
Yes, running away all the time may be a solution, but it is not an absolute solution.
Under the seemingly flawless rules, there will be more or less loopholes.
Even if you keep escaping, if the other party gives up hiding and chases you straight after you, there is no other way than to continue to escape. Because the mana is disabled, there is no way to deal with this method either.
In other words, there is a possibility that you will lose the game.
However...... What Rena is looking for is the perfect victory, a 50% possibility, how can she be at ease?!