Chapter 49: Fiction and Reality

Let me briefly talk about my friends, it's really simple.

Zhao Haoshan is a fat guy who keeps his enthusiasm alive, and the time with him is always full of joy, but he will always be overwhelmed by some trivial things.

The first time I saw Zhao Haoshan was in the bathroom of high school, we met on a narrow road, he looked simple, very familiar, in the current popular words called social, walking and praising others: "This man is handsome" is also a regular operation.

He and his homeroom teacher have never dealt with each other, and they have mentioned it before. His rebellion is very unique, and he acted it, because he is not a rebellious person in his bones.

In addition, he also shoulders the responsibility of helping us order food and settle accounts every day, ordering four or five people's dishes at a meal, remembering everyone's preferences, which is a careful job.

I think that if my youth had not been for him, there would have been a lot less joy.

Tagawa is a person who pursues his passion and wants to be the best he can be.

He and I have exchanged a lot of things that are close to professional nature, such as some rules such as badminton and basketball, or the comprehensive national strength of each country, the national military strength, and then to the classic question: What is it like to love someone?

Tian Chuan and I have one thing in common, we are both people who like to be more serious, and there is often some friction, and we were red at the time, but now I think about it, it's quite exciting.

Han Zijun is my elementary school classmate and has a very good relationship.

He has always been a person with simple ideas and does not take anything to heart, and he doesn't know if it is a disadvantage or an advantage.

In his spare time, he usually only does two things, watching live broadcasts and playing cards.

He is a person with very distinctive personal characteristics, he is used to being alone, but he cares very much about what others say about him, he wants to be his inner self, but it is difficult to do it.

It's really not easy to have such a simple person, please do it and cherish the person who meets him.

One final word: he's afraid of dogs.

Li Yihan was my best female classmate in high school, and the first time I met, I felt as if I knew each other, which was the only time I knew each other.

To be honest, I rarely make small talk with the opposite sex, but I am like a brother with her, and I talk about everything.

Later, during the holidays, she went to work in a noodle restaurant to earn pocket money, and I also took my brothers to the party, which I preferred to say "smashing the field" rather than cheering.

Yi Tian is my junior high school classmate, I have met him since elementary school, and he is my most trusted friend.

It's true that he is the rich second generation, but I only found out later, I think that in this society now, the most powerful rich second generation is not known at first sight, but the kind of inadvertently revealed little by little.

We help each other in life, and this relationship is not something that can be described in a few words.

There's a relationship where I don't need to contact you on purpose, but you're there when I need to.

The original dream is one of the most complicated relationships in my life so far, and I don't know how to make sense of it at any moment.

At first, we were a happy couple at the same table, then we became friends who talked about everything, and then someone moved our hearts, and the relationship began to be hazy.

In adolescence, we are in a period of ignorance, full of rebellion, we spend a lot of time together with contradictions and sadness, and companionship is what a person needs most.

I'm so grateful that she showed up, and no matter what step she ends up in, she will always be the cutest girl of sixteen in my heart.

I don't expect love anymore, friendship is good.

Yu Siyan is a girl in a dream, but also a girl in reality, this combines a lot of my imagination, imperfection does not exist, we have experienced some things, but in the end nothing remains, it is a dream, a dream that will wake up.

Li Yi is a brother from other provinces that I met later, with a straightforward personality, and he also likes to play a little clever, and he is reliable.

He has been on the way to prepare for English Level 4 for three years.

He likes to rap and can play a guitar in one hand, except that he can never remember words except singing.

Duoduo is the only "character" in the book who does not appear as a character, and the setting given is that you don't have to say it, it understands everything.

In real life, Duoduo is the girl I had a crush or open love in junior high school, she is very smart, and I can talk to her every time, which is my most important spiritual pillar in junior high school.

I don't know what words to use to compare the most beautiful person or thing in my heart, so I had to arrange the most important factor of "Duoduo" on her.

Fortunately, when I met her many years later, the feeling of happy communication has not changed. It's just that we've changed.

There are a few other characters in the book, most of whom are archetypes from life, and I would have liked to write more and write about more people, but unfortunately my current level of writing doesn't allow everyone to be well portrayed, including myself.

I didn't want my first novel to be a bad novel, but a lot of my inspiration flew away in an instant, as if the beginning of the novel was not written, the process was not written, and the end was not written.

When I first started writing this novel, it was early 2020, at the height of the pandemic, and the idea of writing a novel occurred to me at home.

I started to learn the structure of other people's novels, and I also started to ask some of my classmates who read novels a lot, and I felt that I was ready to start writing.

But then I slowly discovered in the process of writing that in addition to the importance of plot and characters, there is also one of the biggest difficulties in writing a novel, and that is the mentality when writing.

This novel has been updated for two years, and all the ideas are intermittent, and some things that happen in real life are also affecting the progress of my writing of the novel, or the description of certain people.

I know that I can't grasp this balance now, maybe my mind is as delicate as a girl, and I have discovered a lot of dark things intentionally or unintentionally, which really seriously affects my creative ability.

When I didn't want to be full of negative energy, I decided to finish the novel.

I know that not many readers and friends have seen my novels at this stage, and I have thought about giving up countless times, but I still insist on updating, even if it is a little slower.

But what I want to say most is that if I continue to write novels in the future, I probably won't have so much effort anymore.

The next chapter will be the final chapter of the novel, and I don't think I'll talk about the follow-up development, but more about myself and the novel.

If anyone catches up here, thank you.