"You just asked me if I'm sad, in fact, it's false to say that I'm not sad, but if I say I'm sad, it's also false."

"I was only four years old at the time, and I wasn't as smart as you were, but I thought my parents were gone, I asked the boss, and the boss said that they were going far away, and my dad used to go on business trips, and I thought that going far away should mean the same thing as a business trip, so I didn't ask again."

"Lin Xiao should have been very sad at that time, he didn't take the college entrance examination and was forced to become an adult, he must have been very difficult during that time."

"Growing up, I began to feel that I was different from other children, at that time there was a parent-teacher conference, other children were all parents together, but my parents were always changing, neighbor Grandpa Zhang, neighbor Aunt Li, neighbor Uncle Wang, the boss to see if the store can not leave, which neighbor is free to go, I feel that everyone looks at me with pity.

"Although I was not very old, I really had vanity at that time, and it was very bad to be sympathized with by others. Sometimes I am very sad, and I hide in the bed and cry when I am sad. There are also children bullying me, I think don't let Lin Xiao worry, endure it and pass, who knows that those children are really bullying the soft and afraid of the hard, at first they just pointed at me, and then they began to rob my stationery and my exercise book, saying that my things were stolen, saying that I have no father or mother, and my brother is also a commissary, no one educates and no one cares, he is a bad child. I said I could, my brother couldn't, I fought with those kids, and as soon as they scolded me, I beat them, and I beat them for a semester, and finally I was able to subdue them. “

"So you told me that I can't bear to be bullied, it's from experience." Xu Anning always thought that he had seen it from some messy novel.

"Isn't it good to have told you at the time, so it's going to come in handy now, right?"

"Actually, compared to me, you are not so miserable, we don't know why your parents sent you to an orphanage, but eighty percent of them are still alive, and my parents are really dead."

"You ask why you are an orphan, not an orphan, who in our family is not an orphan?"

"You, you have been an orphan since birth, I became an orphan at the age of four, Lin Lang not only became an orphan at the age of 18 but was also forced to be my father, Sister Cuifen, a family of vampires, it is better to be an orphan."

"An An, in fact, I envy you. Have you ever thought about it, in fact, you are very lucky, you see that you are smart, beautiful, and have good academic performance, although there were many twists and turns when you were a child, but now you have met our good family, Lin Xiao is a good person, Sister Cuifen is a good person, I am also a good person, we love each other and live together. One day, if you have the opportunity to meet your parents again, they will be very happy to see you so good. When the time comes, you can also ask them what happened in the first place, why they threw you into the orphanage, maybe they have something unspeakable, maybe the reality is completely different from what you think, don't you think there is anything wrong with thinking about it? ”

"I haven't told anyone about it, and I think it's very hypocritical. The reason why I tell you is to tell you that you are not special at all, and when it comes to pitiness, you are not necessarily comparable to me. I know your mentality is much better than I was back then, but I still hope you don't have the kind of thinking about why I'm so miserable, why I don't want anyone, this kind of thinking is useless, meaningless, you waste a second if you want it, it's better to do something meaningful with this time. ”

"If you have any more messy and unnecessary ideas, you can tell me and let me, a senior orphan, help you out, you know?" It was the first time for Lin Lang to analyze his mental journey so seriously, his mood was a little difficult to calm down, he took a sip of milk tea in the cup, chewing the pearls in his mouth vigorously, as if he wanted to find an outlet, and suppressed the inexplicable sourness and small sorrow.

"Well, what you say makes sense, Lin Lang." Lin Lang's milk tea was empty, but Xu Anning's juice still hadn't drunk most of it, she pushed the juice to Lin Lang, and Lin Lang took it directly and took a big sip: "This is too sweet." Immediately pushed it back again.

Xu Anning no longer touched the juice in front of her, she felt that she had to say something to be worthy of Lin Lang's performance today.

"I think you're amazing, and I think I'm amazing." Xu Anning met Lin Lang's somewhat puzzled gaze: "We are all orphans, but none of us have given up on ourselves, none of us have grown crooked, I am excellent in character and learning, although your grades are really not good, but at least you are very good at sports." ”

"That's it?" Lin Lang really laughed helplessly: "I have said so many things here, I am about to cry, your old man didn't hand me a tissue to comfort me, forget it, and you can't open which pot to mention, you are really amazing." ”

But the mood seems to be a little better, isn't it amazing?

"Lin Lang, I want to eat ice cream." Xu Anning decided not to worry about what "partially" or "partially" was no longer.

"Okay, it just so happens that Menglong has entered the supermarket today, and it is very delicious~" Lin Lang also decided to go back and have a big meal, and then have a good rest, he has been really tired recently.

"Then let's go home~" Xu Anning took the initiative to hold Lin Lang's hand and pulled him to walk in the direction of home~