At night, Lin Lang lay on the bed alone and couldn't fall asleep, he had insomnia.

I've been living in prison for more than half a year, and I'm at a loss to face a strange environment and strangers when I first came in, but now I'm already getting used to it.

Life in prison is actually really hard, getting up at six o'clock in the morning, folding quilts, washing, eating breakfast, and around half past seven, you have to start a day of reform, that is, labor.

Although it is not difficult but it is very boring, repetitive work is easy to degenerate people's brains, but what can be done, it still has to be done, except for lunch meals, every hour of labor is ten minutes off, until dinner.

The time after dinner is basically his own, Lin Lang likes to use this time to read books, read newspapers, and some people can play chess and badminton, but Lin Lang still prefers to stay alone, he doesn't want to know the people in prison, he wants to go out one day, and there is no nostalgia for those who can leave, and it is best not to take away even a little memory.

A three-year sentence is a long time for Lin Lang, but in this prison, cellmates who have been sentenced to ten, twenty, and life imprisonment abound, everyone wants to get out early, everyone wants to reduce their sentence, and Lin Lang is no exception.

Therefore, he actively participated in various activities organized in the prison: helping uneducated inmates to read and write, participating in various competitions in the prison, joining the prison's art troupe, and occasionally being pulled out to perform with other prisons.

Life is so busy, so busy that Lin Lang rarely has time to think about his life, and it doesn't take too long to fall asleep when he lies in bed every day.

But today, he had insomnia.

He took out the letters that Xu Anning wrote to himself during this period, a total of more than 20 letters, and read them carefully.

In the past six months, Lin Lang has received many letters, Lin Xiao, Wang Cuifen, Chen Zhe, Li Muzi, and the most is Xu Anning, when he is bored, he likes to take these letters and read them over and over again, Xu Anning's letters, he has read them countless times.

Each of Xu Anning's letters is very long, and it has always been written, the handwriting is clear and handsome, but the content is a bit verbose, writing about his three meals a day, writing about the people he met in school, writing about the difficulties of hard study in club activities, as if he writes wherever he thinks, sometimes you can see several colors of handwriting in a letter, presumably not written in a time.

But in so many letters, Xu Anning never mentioned any boyfriend, and there was no trace of the mood of a little girl when she fell in love for the first time, and even the frequency of sending letters has not changed in any way.

However, Chen Zhe once said in his heart that Xu Anning once took a boy to find them, and at that time Lin Lang thought it was just Xu Anning's classmate, but in fact, they were already together at that time.

Xu Anning is in love......

What's wrong?

Xu Anning is in love, what's wrong? Isn't it possible? She's almost twenty years old......

No way!

Lin Lang silently thought in his heart: Of course not!

But why?

Is it because of possessiveness?

Lin Lang had a strong and terrifying possessiveness towards Xu Anning, and it was difficult for him to accept that Xu Anning would leave him one day.

Just like when Xu Anning left the Lin family, the feeling of betrayal seemed to come back again.

Lin Lang watched Xu Anning grow up, when they met for the first time, she was only a little bit taller, her height was only a little higher than his trouser belt, and the whole person was a little flustered and pretended to be strong, and he still remembered it vividly after so many years.

Xu Anning's many careful thoughts would only tell him that her sadness, unhappiness, loneliness, and loneliness were solved by him and her many times.

Why not?

More than once mentioned his not very interesting childhood in front of Xu Anning, and mentioned his short-lived parents, although at that time he was famous for comforting Xu Anning, in fact, he knew very well that when those words came out, the depression in his heart was much less.

Xu Anning has never been just a weak, lonely, little girl who needs his protection and comfort, she has always brought him hope, comfort, and redemption, it is she who makes his life really happy, she makes his life lively, she is really like a lamp, lighting up his whole life.

How could he accept it, and how could he allow Xu Anning to leave him to illuminate others? So what will he do in the future?

Lin Lang's mind was a little messy, and reason told him that Xu Anning would always leave sooner or later, but in fact, he had already left him now. She had her own life, she had met many, many friends, and the things and people she mentioned in her letter were so strange to him.

The trajectory of her life has long intersected with herself, and it may become farther and farther away in the future.

She is no longer the little girl who goes to school with him every day, she is about to celebrate her twentieth birthday, and now she is just starting to fall in love, and soon, she will get married, have children, and then, completely leave his life, maybe she will get along with her relatives, maybe she will slowly break off contact.

This was all normal, but he couldn't and didn't want to accept it.

Lin Lang was lying on the bed, there were already snoring sounds around him, his eyes looked at the bed board on the top bunk, where there were a few family photos they had taken, the room was very dark, in fact, he couldn't see anything clearly, but he still watched, watched......

Xu Anning was lying on the bed, feeling uncomfortable, Lin Lang was unhappy today, she could feel it.

Like the one two years ago, maybe even angrier than then.

She was a little panicked, a little scared.

She didn't do anything wrong, did she?

Why the hell is he angry?

Why is she so weak-hearted? Why are you reluctant to mention Ke Lei once in so many letters?

I don't understand, she doesn't understand, she doesn't understand Lin Lang, and she doesn't understand herself~

This winter vacation, I didn't have a good time at all, and I had difficult things to solve, and every day became tormenting.

Sister Cuifen talked to her specifically, nothing more than asking about Ke Lei's situation, and told her to protect herself well and not to do anything out of the ordinary, Xu Anning responded with a red face.

Xu Chenggong's company's annual meeting still has to go, the lottery link still has to go to the stage, but the Chinese New Year's Eve was spent at Lin Xiao's house, Xiao Yi and Xu Chenggong went abroad to attend the conference, and even Xu Anran took it away together~

Before going back to school, Xu Anning went to see Lin Lang again, Lin Lang returned to his previous appearance, talking and chatting with her like before, Xu Anning wanted to ask, what were you angry about that day? But in the end, she didn't ask.

This question is difficult to ask and difficult to answer, one person has begun to whitewash the peace, and the other person has to cooperate, there is no better way.