"You're crying like this because of this?" Xu Anning asked.

"Well, it's sort of~" Xiao Ya nodded: "An An, do you remember, you told me before that in the third year of high school, Lin Lang disappeared, and you were so anxious that you didn't even bother to review, and you ran to Beijing on the day of the college entrance examination?" How did you feel when you couldn't do anything? “

"I feel like I'm falling into the abyss and no one can pull me along, so I'm helpless." Xu Anning recalled that time, and even if he thought about it now, he would feel sad.

"I'm feeling this way now, very helpless, very hesitant, every day I think about whether he will be sick, whether he will be very lonely, whether he will have many unhappy things but dare not tell me, this feeling for a long time, I am afraid that I will become numb, become cold-blooded, so I don't want to continue, I don't know if you understand the feeling I said, just like a person has a terminal illness, if you accompany her to the end, watching her become weaker and uglier, slowly love becomes a responsibility, or later even no responsibility, I just want to escape ......" Xiao Ya tried hard to describe her feelings, and she didn't know whether it was for Xu Anning or for herself, looking for a cowardly reason.

Xu Anning looked at Xiao Ya a little distressed, in the past few days, she has obviously lost a lot of weight, and now she has a low-grade fever, and her red eyes are also red, looking extremely haggard.

Stretched out his hand and hugged her somewhat trembling body: "Okay, Xiao Ya, don't say it, don't be sad, I understand everything you said, I support all the decisions you make, I will always be on your side, okay?" “

Xiao Ya didn't answer, just continued to sobbed softly, and the tears hit Xu Anning's shoulder, moistening a piece. Xu Anning sighed, glanced at Meng Ran and Yang Jiayi, and the two of them immediately understood, picked up the bag and turned around and walked out of the dormitory.

There were only two people left in the dormitory, and it immediately seemed empty, Xu Anning did not speak, and Xiao Ya's cry was particularly clear.

"There's no one anymore, do you want to cry louder, and let it pass when you're done crying, okay?" Xu Anning patted Xiao Ya's shoulder.

"Don't cry~" Xiao Ya's face lifted from Xu Anning's shoulder: "It's just a breakup~ You didn't cry once when you broke up with Ke Lei, you were forced to break up, or you were stronger." “

…… Xu Anning looked at Xiao Ya speechlessly, at that time, she broke her ribs and was in pain all over her body, just worried about whether she would be crippled, whether she would be pushed down again, she was already physically and mentally exhausted, where did she still think about why she broke up and was sad.

Xiao Ya's breakup slowly ended over time, and of course it was only temporary.

In the next three years, Xiao Ya really broke off contact with Zhang Zhen, and of course, she also set up a small barrier for herself in her heart, shielding all the possibilities of being with others.

But on the afternoon of the second day of a class reunion three years later, Xiao Ya suddenly sent a picture to Xu Anning, who was working hard to process the documents.

It turned out to be her and Zhang Zhen's marriage certificate, and a small essay by Xiao Ya was sent along with the picture: An An, you didn't come to yesterday's class reunion, I met Zhang Zhen, he has become better than before, and of course I am too. I just learned that he has been back to China for half a year, and he has been following my news, in fact, as you know, I have been following him all the time. The problems that once existed between us no longer existed, but our feelings were still the same as before, so we decided to choose a day rather than a day, and get the certificate first. I now feel that our decision was the right one, that it was the best thing to do when we were most helpless and to meet again when we were even better. Bless us, come and be my bridesmaid.

But that's all for later.

At this time, Xiao Ya was still in the doldrums......

As Xiao Ya's good friend Xu Anning, it is really not much better.

The postgraduate entrance examination seems to have become something that has to be done, fortunately, there are not too many courses in the third year, Xu Anning has started the life of dormitory-library-canteen again, and even the work of selling beer in the bar that must be visited every week has been suspended, and occasionally Lin Lang comes to her for a date, she will be willing to come out of the study room and see him, and the rest of the time, she only works with professional books, after all, the time is tight and the task is heavy, what other way can she do except die?

Such a boring and boring life lasted for several weeks, until Li Muzi called and told her that if she didn't show up again, the position of the bridesmaid would be changed, Xu Anning finally raised his head from the textbook, took out the small skirt he brought from home, took a taxi, and ran to the street of Houhai Bar.

When I arrived at the bar, it was still afternoon, and soft music was playing in the café, and several tables of customers were leisurely drinking coffee and chatting.

Lin Lang was not there, Xu Anning didn't tell him the news that he would come over, and he was probably still making up for sleep at home, but Li Muzi was already waiting there.

There were seven or eight different styles and different colors of invitations and candy boxes on the bar, and Li Muzi was taking them out one by one to look left and right, worried.

Seeing Xu Anning pushing the door in, he immediately seemed to see a savior: "An An, you are here, help me see which one is good-looking, Libra is really difficult to choose." “

Xu Anning was a little curious: "What about Chen Zhe, why didn't he help you choose?" Isn't this better decided by the two of you? “

Li Muzi sighed: "He doesn't have time, he's been busy looking for a drummer recently, oh yes, he's also looking for a house." ”

"Looking for a house?" Xu Anning nodded in agreement: "It's time to find it, don't say anything else, even if the baby in your belly can accept rock and roll, it is estimated that you will not be able to sleep so late like before, this place is really not suitable for living." “

"That is to say, he and Lin Lang have been looking for the past two days, the housing prices in Beijing are too expensive, and they can only rent at present, hoping to buy one set one day." Li Muzi lowered his head and touched his still flat lower abdomen: "You can't let him live in a rental house all the time, by the way, An'an, how much did you spend cleaning up the house at that time, and it's not very convenient for me now, in case, I mean in case we also rent a broken house at that time, you can also help us tidy up." ”

This is nothing, Xu Anning nodded: "Leave it to me, don't worry, please pick and post." Isn't this black dark pattern too commercial, don't ~ This pink and this blue are too small and fresh, not suitable for the style of our bar, this big red? Aren't you wearing a wedding dress, don't you not match it? “

Xu Anning's efficiency is high, and after a while, there are only three kinds of invitations left, and the candy box and the invitation are matched, so naturally there are only three options left.

Xu Anning pointed to one of the triangular candy boxes: "Do we have to fold this by ourselves, is it a bit difficult to fold this shape?" ”

He pointed to one of the large square boxes: "Isn't this box too big, how much sugar are you going to put in it?" Sister Ma can't pretend to be satisfied with ten yuan, so don't forget it. ”

"Then that's the only one~" Li Muzi held up the invitation of the cartoon villain with the red background silver letter printed on the wedding photo of the two people in his hand, which is a little cute, but it also does not lose the sense of design, and the matching candy box is an iron ball, but it does not need to be folded, and the price is not expensive: "That's it, fortunately you came, otherwise I don't know how long it will take." ”

Li Muzi picked up her mobile phone, opened WeChat, took a few photos and sent them to Lin Qian'er: "That's it, place an order." “

Lin Tian'er replied quickly: "OK, I'll just say that this is the best-looking, even if you still have a little taste~"