Chapter 144: Onset

"I'm also sorry for your father, I misunderstood him."

Lin Xingyan stretched out her hand and drew in the air, wanting to outline Cheng Xiao's outline, the expression on her face was guilty and remorseful.

"I've been complaining about him all these years, blaming him for abandoning me at the beginning, and even deliberately not listening to your news."

"I chose to ban you in the first place, and it was indeed partly because I was afraid that things would be exposed and ruin the reputation of the Shen family."

"And some ...... Factors that even I don't want to admit. ”

Lin Xingyan raised her head and stared at Cheng Xiao's eyes.

"When I see you, I think of my past self."

"The past that I once regarded as humiliating, the young and ignorant me, are memories that I don't want to mention."

"But all of this is wrong!"

Lin Xingyan's voice gradually weakened.

Cheng Xiao stood aside and listened quietly.

She can understand everything Lin Xingyan said.

A girl from a good family, good looks, smart, confident, and young.

After bravely rushing forward for love and giving birth to a child desperately, but was tragically "abandoned", who can not be resentful, and who will really let go.?

Angry!

And naturally it followed.

"All those things are in the past, and you don't have to think about it anymore!"

"As for the matter some time ago......"

Cheng Xiao put one hand in his pocket, was silent for a moment, and slowly spoke: "I won't accuse you!" ”

"Take good care of your health, for the sake of caring for your family, and for the sake of your daughter!"

This daughter is naturally Shen Jianing.

"Xiaoxiao!"

After listening to Cheng Xiao's words, Lin Xingyan's empty eyes finally had a little brilliance.

With tears in his eyes, he said excitedly: "I knew that you were a kind child!" ”

"I treated you like that, you will still come to see me, and you will comfort me, you ......"

Lin Xingyan's voice choked.

Suddenly lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and sobbed.

"I'm not a good mother, I'm not worthy, I don't deserve your forgiveness!"

I "lost" my daughter, and I failed to fulfill the responsibilities and obligations of a mother. ”

"I even instructed people to put black material to slander you, I said that you played a big name, I said that you were raised, I said that you played a trick, and I said that your cosmetics factory had a problem."

“……”

"I still think you're disobedient, and I want to put you to death, so that you will never be able to turn over!"

"How can I be so bad!" Speaking of this, Lin Xingyan's expression changed.

It's like falling under a spell, and the whole person is immersed in his own world.

Keep shaking your head and keep talking to yourself.

"I can't do that!"

"I can't do that!"

"I can't harm Xiaoxiao, Jin An won't forgive me, he will be angry with me, and Xiaoxiao will be angry with me."

"I can't live without them, our family of three has to be fine, we want to be together forever, no one can separate us!"

Lin Xingyan's voice became louder and louder, and in the end, it was a frantic scream.

"Madame! Madam! ”

The four nurses around immediately realized that there was something wrong with Lin Xingyan's mental state, and immediately took out a special tranquilizer from his pocket.

"Madam, it's time to take medicine, it's time to take medicine."

The nurse said as he fetched water and wanted to feed Lin Xingyan.

Unexpectedly, she pushed it away with a palm, and the pills and water were scattered on the ground, and the water splashed on the trouser legs.

Lin Xingyan waved her arms in a panic, like a madman, with inexplicable panic in her eyes.

"Don't give me medicine!"

"Don't give me medicine!"

"I can't forget, I can't forget Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao is still waiting for me, still waiting for me!"

"Xiaoxiao! Drizzly! Drizzly! ”

Lin Xingyan shouted one after another, her voice full of helplessness and hesitation.

The nurse looked at Cheng Xiao in embarrassment: "Miss Cheng, Mrs. ...... her"

I didn't have to finish it.

Cheng Xiao took a step forward, held Lin Xingyan's hand, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here!" ”

The gentle voice was soothing, as if there was some kind of magic.

Lin Xingyan was stunned when she heard this, but she really calmed down.

only grabbed Cheng Xiao with both hands, as if he was holding the whole world, and refused to let go.

Cheng Xiao didn't care, raised her head and looked at the nurse and asked, "How long has she been in this condition?" ”

Four nurses, look at me, I look at you: "Yes, it's been a while......"

Cheng Xiao frowned, she didn't know much about mental problems, but she also understood that Lin Xingyan's situation was definitely not normal.

"Was she like that when she first came?"

Cheng Xiao didn't know Lin Xingyan's situation before she entered the nursing home, so she could only ask them.

"It should be about the same!"

Several people thought about it and nodded their heads.

One of the elderly nurses stood up and said, "When my wife first came to the nursing home, she was also in a trance, often had nightmares, and had serious suicidal tendencies. ”

"Later, under the systematic treatment, it has improved."

Speaking of this, the nurse was also puzzled: "Recently, it may be because the young lady is going abroad, and the lady is not very happy, and the condition is a little recurrent." ”

Cheng Xiao lowered her eyes when she heard this, not knowing what to think.

After thinking for a moment, she spoke again and asked, "Didn't she recognize anyone before?" ”

Cheng Xiao saw Lin Xingyan's state just now, although she shouted Xiaoxiao, her eyes did not fall on herself.

"Yes!" The nurse nodded: "Madame occasionally appears in this situation. ”

"Does the doctor know?"

"You know, it's the best nursing home, and every patient has a dedicated doctor."

"Madame's condition, every day we will report to the doctor truthfully."

After listening to the nurse's words, Cheng Xiao nodded, indicating that she understood.

At this time, when it was time for a routine examination, the doctor in charge of Lin Xingyan came over wearing a white coat and two nurses.

"Come and visit?"

The doctor was about twenty-seven or eighteen years old, wore black-framed glasses, was thin, looked sven, and frowned slightly when he spoke.

I don't know if he denied Cheng Xiao, in short, there is no difference from treating other people.

"Yes!" Cheng Xiao nodded.

The doctor raised his hand and pushed his glasses upward, looked at Cheng Xiao and said with a serious expression: "The patient's condition is not very stable and cannot accept any stimulation. ”

"If you can, keep the number of visits to a minimum."

After speaking, without waiting for Cheng Xiao to answer, the doctor turned his head back and looked at the four nurses.

"How is Mrs. Shen's situation today, and has there been any sudden loss of control?"

"Yes!" The four nurses nodded in unison.

"Dr. Chen, just before you came over, Madame had just become ill, Miss Cheng ......"

Several people looked at Cheng Xiao and withdrew their gazes.

"It was Miss Cheng who appeased Madame!"

"Hmm!" Doctor Chen nodded and said to Cheng Xiao, "I'll take Mrs. Shen to do some tests now......

"Please!" Cheng Xiao stretched out his hand.

After a few people walked away, they lowered their eyes and stared at the small white piece on the ground.