Chapter 149: You Are My Life
"Persecution paranoia?"
Lin Xingyan was a little surprised, and shook her head firmly: "No!" ”
said and laughed at himself: "I know myself very well, I am not a person who is prone to nervous breakdowns, otherwise I would not have ...... in the first place"
As soon as the voice was spoken, Lin Xingyan immediately stopped, and the rest of the words didn't need to be spoken, and the three of them understood what was going on.
continued: "After knowing the cause of Jin An's death, I was really devastated, very sad and sad, and even fell into memories for a while and couldn't get out. ”
"But ......," Lin Xingyan's voice changed.
"Like I said earlier, I know myself very well, and those decadent and negative emotions are only for a while, and they can't exist for a lifetime."
"I'll be picking myself up soon, and I'm definitely not going to go down the path of suicide, anorexia, or death."
"Reality is, I really did."
“……”
"I don't know if you can understand such an expression."
"To put it simply, it's a sick me and a rational me, engaged in a struggle of ideas."
After saying that, the three people in the room fell silent.
I don't know how long it took, Ye Tingyun leaned back and said slowly: "Do you suspect that someone has harmed you and given you psychotropic drugs?" ”
Hit the nail on the head.
Lin Xingyan's eyes lit up when she heard this, and she nodded heavily.
"Yes!"
Then I couldn't help but be a little disappointed: "I thought there was a problem with those tranquilizers, but I didn't think about ......it."
There really is nothing wrong with those pills!
"Then when did you start thinking you had a mental problem?" Ye Tingyun asked.
Hearing this, Lin Xingyan looked at Cheng Xiao and said in a low voice: "After knowing about Jin An's death." ”
"Since then, I have had nightmares every night, and during the day I can't keep up my spirits, and I am getting weaker and weaker."
"Sometimes I can even see phantoms in the mirror, and my mind is full of misanthropy all the time, and I am pulled by the only trace of reason left."
"So I suspect someone gave me hallucinogenic drugs."
After listening, Ye Tingyun raised his arm and operated his slender fingers on the tablet.
Soon, the medical record file belonging to Lin Xingyan appeared on the screen.
Ye Tingyun's arm moved in the direction of Cheng Xiao, the two heads were next to each other, stretched out his fingers and quickly flipped through them, focusing on the page of blood analysis.
After reading it, Ye Tingyun raised his head: "Mrs. Shen, there is no residue of hallucinogenic drugs in your blood analysis. ”
"This only says two things." Ye Tingyun raised a finger: "One ......"
The words were interrupted by Lin Xingyan: "The first point is that there is a problem with the doctor who examined me. ”
"Number two, I'm mentally ill, right?"
Ye Tingyun nodded, that's true, that's right!
Lin Xingyan shook her head slowly: "I don't think it's my mental problem, then it can only be the doctor's problem." ”
"So I hope that you can tell Lin Xingchen about my guess, and he will investigate."
A wry smile appeared at the corner of Lin Xingyan's mouth, of course she understood that Ye Tingyun was more capable than Lin Xingchen.
It's just that she has the qualifications to ask Ye Tingyun to meddle in her affairs.
Even if......
Lin Xingyan's gaze swept over the hands of Ye Tingyun and Cheng Xiao, and a bitter feeling welled up in her heart.
The husband is not credible, the youngest daughter is not used, and the only brother who can be relied on is still a waste material, and Cheng Xiao ......
Lin Xingyan retracted her thoughts and looked outside through the gap in the curtains that had been raised.
"It's late, you guys should go back early!"
Lin Xingyan saw that Cheng Xiao was accompanied by Ye Tingyun, the boss of future technology, and was not worried that the camera would be exposed.
Walked directly to the door and opened the door for the two of them.
"Okay, then we'll go first."
Cheng Xiao pulled Ye Tingyun to get up, his eyes swept over the two people lying on the ground, and stretched out his hand to pull the person up.
Put it on the couch.
"The two of them didn't see us, so you just pretend you don't know anything." ”
"I understand!"
Lin Xingyan looked at the two of them with cold eyes.
She was sure that the next day the two men would pretend that nothing had happened and that they would not say anything.
After all...... Sleeping during the vigil is punishable by expulsion.
As for being attacked, who can prove it?
Lin Xingyan is very confident in Ye Tingyun's technology.
"Wait a minute!"
At the moment when Cheng Xiao was about to step out of the room, Lin Xingyan suddenly opened her mouth to call people up.
Said softly: "Xiaoxiao, thank you for coming!" ”
"I'm not a good mother, but I know you're a good boy."
Lin Xingyan remembered the scene when she pretended to be sick in the afternoon, and Cheng Xiao held her hand very gently, telling her not to be afraid, I am here.
It's really warm, it's warm.
Let her almost lose control.
Lin Xingyan's eyes were a little moist, and she hurriedly raised her hand to dry them.
He instructed heavily: "If one day I am really harmed, you don't have to avenge me, just treat me as evil and evil." ”
"I just ask you to help me take care of Jianing, she is young and simple, and she doesn't know the sinister society."
"You're her sister, and she likes you so much, please ......"
"You can't die!"
Lin Xingyan's words didn't wait for her words to finish, Cheng Xiao directly left the next sentence.
Pulled Ye Tingyun out of the apartment and disappeared into the nursing home.
More than an hour later.
The two returned to Ye Tingyun's villa, it was late at night, and after some tossing, no one had any sleep.
Bringing a bottle of red wine, Ye Tingyun pulled Cheng Xiao to the rooftop.
The two sat side by side on the edge of the rooftop, their legs dangling in the air, their heads slightly raised to look at the moon.
"Disappointed?"
Ye Tingyun stretched out his hand, grabbed Cheng Xiao's head, and leaned on his shoulder.
"Not really!" Cheng Xiao shook his head.
"I never had hope, so what was the disappointment."
Having said that, Cheng Xiao did not deny that the moment she learned that Lin Xingyan had deceived her, she had a deeper understanding of Lin Xingyan as a person.
"It's okay if you're not crazy." Cheng Xiao said lightly.
"You believe her?"
Ye Tingyun raised his eyebrows, and the hand holding the red wine glass shook gently.
"Believe!" Cheng Xiaodao.
"Why?"
"Instinct it!"
This is a feeling that Cheng Xiao can't explain herself, so she can only say: "My intuition tells me that what she said is true." ”
Ye Tingyun was noncommittal.
"It's easy to find out if she's hallucinating or if she's being assassinated."
"As long as we go back and give her a blood test, we'll know."
"No need!"
Cheng Xiao turned her head and looked at Ye Tingyun's eyes.
"I've done what I can do, and I'll leave the rest to Lin Xingchen, that's her family."
"You're right!" Ye Tingyun put the wine glass aside.
Distressedly, he hugged the person tightly, put his head on his head, and said in a deep voice: "You don't need her in your family, it's enough to have me!" ”
"I'll give you everything I have."
"Xiaoxiao, you are my life!"