Section (272): Confusion
"I don't understand, I don't understand, you just love her and don't love me!"
Mu Yan cried and pushed him away, without Mu Yichen's tall body to shield her from the wind and cold, her thin and thin body swayed like a fallen leaf after autumn.
Ignoring her struggles, Mu Yichen stepped forward to hug her and take her away from the top floor.
Mu Yan was angry, and she couldn't listen to anyone's words, so it was better to let her calm down, call Yayan, and ask Yayan to drive her back.
What Yayan hated in his life was a rude and willful daughter like Mu Yan, although he was not very happy in his heart, but when he encountered Mu Yichen's coercive eyes, he still succumbed to his obscenity.
"Go back and get some rest!"
Mu Yichen's hand was on Mu Yan's shoulder, the tentacles were all bones, she had lost a lot of weight, her heart was a little sour, she let go of her hand, and gave Yayan a look, signaling that he could take Mu Yan away.
Mu Yan is not in good health, she can't move or be tired, after such a toss, her body has long been unbearable, her face is pale, panting slightly, she has no strength to stalemate with Mu Yichen anymore, she hangs her head and follows behind Yayan, walks to the door of the office and suddenly turns her head, and says to Mu Yichen who is watching her, "I hate you!" ”
The voice was faint, but with an unexpected chill.
Mu Yichen's heart was shocked, his heart felt like he had been knocked on a stick, dull pain, he loved Mu Yan so much, as long as she liked something, no matter how expensive or rare, she would collect it and send it to her.
But now, she said that she hated him, hated her brother who was so bent on thinking about her that he wanted to pluck all the stars in the sky and give them to her as toys.
How can he not be sad?
His heart hurts, but he always smiles on his face, and he waves at her like before, "Go back and have a good rest!" ”
Mu Yan stared at him for a few seconds, with resentment and chill in her eyes, Yayan dragged her, she snorted coldly, and followed Yayan out of Mu Yichen's office.
As if a huge stone had been removed, Mu Yichen breathed a sigh of relief, slowly walked to the office chair, sat down as if he was very tired, leaned on the back of the black chair, and closed his eyes.
He has been feeling very tired recently, more tired than working overtime until late at night every day when the company was busy, and at the same time, he is confused, he doesn't know what he did wrong, why the people around him who he loves deeply have to be angry with him and complain about him, isn't he doing enough for them?
Lying on the chair, he thought a lot, the past, the present, the future, the more he thought about it, the more confused he felt, when he was alone before, once he determined what he wanted, he would take action to eliminate all difficulties, he had never considered so much as now, he had to consider the pros and cons of the people around him, he suddenly felt that he had become timid, and he was no longer the bold and resolute Mu Yichen!
Is it because you are old?
Thinking of this possibility, he laughed self-deprecatingly.
At this time, there were several rhythmic knocks outside the door, and he slowly opened his eyes and said lightly, please come in.
Zichuan walked in with a stack of documents, while reporting on the company's affairs, he put the documents in his hand on his desk, and glanced at Mu Yichen by the way, he seemed to be a little out of shape today, his eyes were relaxed, his eyes were scattered, when he was working, he had always been sitting upright, but at this time he was lazy and half-lying.
Since learning that Mu Yuqing has returned, Zichuan has deliberately distanced herself from him, she is a smart woman, she knows what she can fight for, and what she can't get how to fight for it, instead of getting herself into a mess of the predicament, it is better to completely let go and return to yourself.
In the past, seeing him like this, Zichuan would definitely shush and ask for warmth, but today she didn't say anything, put the documents on the desk, and turned away.
When he had just taken the second step, he only heard Mu Yichen's light voice like the wind blowing in autumn, cold and distant, "Zichuan, you say, am I old?" ”
Well?
Zichuan turned around to look at him strangely, and saw that his eyes were slightly closed, and a faint smile hung on the corner of his lips, and she also laughed, "How come?" The president is in the prime of life, and it is the heyday of his life, how can he be old? ”
"Isn't it old people who suffer from gains and losses and are afraid of losing?"
He opened his eyes and sat up straight, his hands folded on his desk, his dark eyes mild and soft from their former aggressiveness.
Zichuan was slightly stunned, was silent for a moment, stepped forward, and said with a smile, "Only those who are really old will not suffer from gains and losses and fear of losing, people are in the twilight, what they have just experienced have been experienced, what they have just enjoyed have been enjoyed, what should have been left has been left, and what should have been lost has been lost, at that time people are really calm, and they are afraid of losing, which means that you are still young, only if you have a lot of people, you will be afraid of losing, and why are you afraid of losing?" For example, you, you used to be alone, no scruples, anyway, you are alone, even if you are bankrupt and penniless, it doesn't matter, but now you are different, you have a lover, you have children, you have a family that everyone envies, you are so easy to get these, take care of them, for fear of being broken and gone, and then return to nothing, so president, you are now afraid but happy, aren't you? ”
Mu Yichen was slightly stunned, he didn't expect Zichuan, who was beautiful and has always been praised by the outside world as the most beautiful vase of the Hyatt Group, to have this opinion, he looked at her for a few seconds, raised the corners of his lips, and asked, "Zichuan, what about you?" Are you afraid of losing? ”
Zichuan frowned and pondered, "Well, I was afraid of it before, but now that I think about it, I feel that it is very redundant, what has never really belonged to me, where can I lose it?" No, I should be afraid of losing my job, I am afraid of losing my health...... It seems like a lot! ”
"That Zichuan, you are also scared and happy?"
"Hehe, the president is good at drawing inferences!"
"Haha!"
After chatting with Zichuan for a few words, I felt much more comfortable, although I didn't completely agree with her opinion, but at least I didn't feel so entangled.
He stood up, walked up to Zichuan with a smile, and put a hand on her shoulder, "Thank you, Zichuan!" ”
When Mu Yuqing heard the laughter coming in, she saw such a scene, Zichuan lowered his head shyly and timidly, with a suspicious flush on his face, and Mu Yichen's good-looking hand was on her shoulder, full of tenderness.
"What do you mean, so happy?"
She suddenly appeared in the office, and the startled two people immediately took a step back, and this action, in her eyes, was even more dazzling.