Extra: Every one of me loves you deeply (end of full text)
I used to be very afraid of death, but as I grew old with the person I loved, I often thought that I would go ahead of him one day.
I am more afraid than death that after losing him, I will face the second half of my lonely life alone.
I passed away on a very ordinary night, and in the moment before I died, I felt as if my soul had flown out of my shell.
I looked at the hands that were clenched tightly with me in vain, and I was a little reluctant.
Then I saw that his face, as old as mine, seemed to have changed.
Gradually, he became Li Mushen's appearance.
In an instant, all the memories that should not have belonged to me suddenly came to my heart.
In my mind, it was as if a widescreen movie was being shown, forcibly filling my memory.
I saw Li Mushen's life and knew all the secrets about him.
I felt stunned, and it was at that time that I realized that Wu Shiyin, who had always been by my side and Bai Bai, who was poor and cheap, turned out to be him.
I don't know how to describe my state of mind.
When I knew that it was not only him who loved me deeply, but he who did not have a different time and space, and with his own efforts, he intertwined the happiness of my life, in addition to being moved, I only asked myself, how can I be virtuous.
But feelings have never been why.
These memories were ingrained in my mind until my soul came to where I was supposed to be when I died.
At first, I thought I was arriving at the so-called Netherworld, but I was stunned when I saw the words 'Time and Space Administration' written on the badges of the busy staff.
The person who came to pick me up, well, no, not people.
It was an alpaca who came to pick me up.
It was very polite, spat at me the first time he saw me, and said in a mean tone: "Finally met!" My waste host~"
This voice is all too familiar.
It was hospitable, let me ride on its back, and led me into a room.
As I pushed the door in, I saw a woman sitting on the couch with her back to me.
She resembled me somewhat, and she seemed to hear the movement, so she turned back to look at me.
I was shocked to find out that she had a face that was exactly the same as mine.
She smiled and held out her hand to me, "Welcome back, Yoyo." ”
I asked her, "Who are you?" ”
She replied, "I am the only one in countless parallel planes and planes who intersect with your world. ”
Later, she told me a story.
I always thought that Li Mushen's love for me was always because he gave more.
And I, with no memory of the afterlife, have always been kept in the dark.
But she told me that the beginning of it all didn't come from him, but from me.
I chose to meet him and fall in love with him in my lifetime.
She said: "And the reason why you don't have memories is because you feel that if you go back to your previous life with memories, then the love between you will have a purpose, and it will no longer be pure." ”
"But now, something very interesting has happened."
She took me by the hand and walked over to the computer monitor.
Only then did I realize that the entanglement between me and Li Mushen was no longer just a lifetime.
He and I are destined to be together, all our lives.
In the end, I saw Li Mushen this time, choosing to take all the memories of the past and present lives with me, and travel back to the year when I was 24 years old and he met me.
She asked me, "So, what are you going to do in this life?" Or do you want to forget the past and start all over again? ”
I hesitated for a moment and shook my head, "No need. ”
I laughed, "I'd love to see what our days would be like if I lived them all over again with all the memories associated with him." ”
She nodded and answered me, "Just like I thought." ”
I looked back at the little lump of grass behind me, and suddenly I thought it was very cute.
So he reached out and touched its head.
Not surprisingly, it took another bite and saluted me back.
"The host has something to say, don't do anything to others~"
I laughed, "Didn't Li Mushen say that you were created by it?" Why are you here? ”
"Although I was created by its system, after the system was created, it was independent. After completing my mission with you, I will naturally return to the Time and Space Administration to stand by and look for the next host~"
I asked, "What host to choose, can you choose yourself?" ”
"Theoretically, it's okay, what? Does the host want me to enter your body again? ”
Me: "???? It's almost over, don't be yellow! ”
I glanced at Li Mushen, who was already preparing to cross over on the computer screen, and smiled a little 'sinister and cunning'.
I pointed to him on the screen and whispered to Xiao Tuo Tuo: "He has made me whole my life, and in this life, I will fix him." Please, you must be on my side~"
Xiao Tuotuo's eyes were a little disgusted, "Hehe, you humans are really good at playing." ”
As soon as it said this, it turned into a burst of light and disappeared.
By the time I saw it again, it had already appeared on the computer screen, and at the speed of a 100-meter sprint, it crashed into Li Mushen's heart at the last moment of his crossing.
Then, the world in front of me began to slowly blur and distort, and the sudden drowsiness caused me to lose consciousness.
When I opened my eyes again, I was back in the familiar study room.
I subconsciously glanced at the front row and saw Li Mushen sleeping on the table.
I think that he has given me so much, so now, it is up to me to give him a better future.
I've been typing out the draft, trying to figure out how to start and say the first thing to her.
My roommates were whispering about the knowledge in the books, and I was in a trance.
I don't know when, but he stood beside me and opened his mouth.
I met his fiery gaze and met him.
In his eyes, I saw a familiar light.
At that moment, I knew that he, like me, had returned with his memories.
I didn't poke him, but played a role that didn't know anything with my heart and cooperated with him.
In this life, we didn't waste any time, falling in love, getting married, and having children, all in one go.
One night long later, he asked me, "Do you think people have an next life?" If anything, will we still remember each other? ”
I smiled, pinched his cheek, and said:
"I can't remember each other."
"But I'll definitely remember to pluck a hair from your leg first."
End of book.
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