Chapter Fifty-Eight: Qi Yang
Sugisawa looked at this wound and felt a little numb in his heart, after all, a makeup artist is a job that eats with his hands, and seeing such a picture is easily reminiscent of his own hands.
Sugisawa opened his mouth and said:
"How are you doing, do you have a lot of drama in your hands? I'm waiting for you to become a big star, it's still a nourishing thing to live with a thigh. ”
Speaking of this, Qi Yang fell into silence, and after a moment of silence, Qi Yang still said:
"Recently, the drama in your hand is average, you don't know this industry, for third- and fourth-tier actors like us, this is often the case, there is indeed no shortage of small jobs in our hands, but there are not many really good resources, these all need opportunities, anyway, at least there are no such good resources in our hands at present, the higher the popularity, the better the resources in our hands, and the better the resources in our hands, the more resources there are, on the other hand, we don't have such good resources and opportunities for third- and fourth-tier actors, and we don't have such good opportunities. If the popularity does not go up, if the popularity does not go up, there will be no good resources, this is a vicious circle, and you have to wait for an opportunity. ”
It is true that there is such a cruel status quo in the film and television industry, and it is easy to fall into such a cycle, but fortunately, there are many actors in a play, and it is not without opportunities.
Sugisawa also picked up his makeup tools and painted makeup for Qi Yang while chatting, Qi Yang's facial contours were already very good-looking, but if you looked closely, you could see that he was a little haggard, which also caused his skin to look less than ideal.
Sea Sugisawa continued:
"I've not been in good shape lately, so let's stay up late. Look at your skin is in a dull yellow state. This is still different from the little fresh meat a few years ago. ”
Qi Yang smiled bitterly and said:
"I can't sleep at night, maybe the quality of sleep is a little poor, and I get up very early in the morning."
Sugisawa heard Qi Yang's description, in fact, he had the answer in his heart, it should be depression, in fact, Qi Yang's state is very consistent with the performance of depression, but Sugisawa is not a psychiatrist and cannot conclude his own judgment.
"Have you encountered any troubles, are you willing to share and share?"
Qi Yang opened his mouth and said:
"Haha, there won't be surveillance. I want to dig into the private life of me, a third- or fourth-tier star, and then send it out after I become popular. ”
Qi Yang also joked and joked, of course, there was no malice towards Sugisawa Hai, and Sugisawa also knew that this was normal ridicule.
Qi Yang continued:
"Maybe it's been a bit stressful lately, it's still tepid after so many years. You also know that the entertainment industry is really cruel and cruel, even if I am just a third- or fourth-tier star, there are countless people who covet my resources, the intrigue in the entertainment industry is like dancing on the tip of a knife every day, and countless paparazzi are always waiting for us to make a big news, which is really tiring and tiring. Life in the spotlight is not so easy, even if I am just a third- or fourth-tier star, but I have the label of a star, and I need to be careful and careful in everything I do. ”
As if he had fallen into a kind of pain, Qi Yang's words also stopped, Sugisawa Hai patted and comforted the man in front of him, the pressure of the entertainment industry is unimaginable to outsiders.
Qi Yang, who had recovered from his recovery, continued:
"I always feel that at night there will be one camera after another in the corner I don't know about it, my life always feels like it will be secretly filmed without knowing it, I don't have a sense of security, I really don't have a sense of security, I feel like I'm scared, I can't sleep all night at night, even if I barely fall asleep, I will wake up under the intrigue of the cameras or the entertainment industry in my dreams, I'm really scared, I'm really afraid."
Sugisawa could only continue to comfort him and said:
"It's all gone, it's all gone. It's going to be okay, everything is going to be okay. ”
Qi Yang's fear finally eased a little, and he continued to speak:
"I'm sorry for the gaffes, I've been emotionally unstable lately, and I didn't want to pass on these negative things to you, which wasn't my intention."
Sugisawa shook his head with a smile and said:
"It's okay, I'd love to be a listener."
But Sugisawa also knew very well that he still had to guide Qi Yang to learn about his death, although Sugisawa was very unbearable, but this was also what he had to do, the living have the world of the living, and the dead had the capital of the dead. The world will not stop because of Sugisawa Sea's unbearableness.
Sea Sugisawa continued:
"It's so late, what are you going to do when you go out?"
Qi Yang seemed to be stopped by Sugisawa Hai, and after pondering for a while, he still said:
"I don't know, so I went out in a daze, and I came to you while walking, maybe I couldn't sleep at night and wanted to come out for a walk, it was really painful to stay in the house."
Sugisawa picked up Qi Yang's severed hand at this moment, and Qi Yang didn't feel anything wrong, just thinking about why he went out and how he came to Sugisawa.
Sugisawa didn't interrupt Qi Yang's thinking either, helping him fill the wounds on his hands with a special skin wax.
This is also a very ironic thing, in the hands of the living often skin wax is used to make fake wounds, to make some simple special effects makeup, but in the soul here, skin wax has become an important tool to fill the wound.
Sugisawa picked up the knife and dug up the quality of the wax, softening it slightly on his makeup palette.
Along Qi Yang's wounds to repair these triangular wounds, each wound is so deep and angled is the same law, Sugisawa Hai can be sure that Qi Yang must often study the method of suicide, and he must have wanted to leave this world more than once.
It can be seen that he is really in pain and suffering, Sugisawa Hai can basically be sure of Qi Yang's depression at this moment, this is a very common mental illness, but it is also a very dangerous mental illness, and the patient needs to endure great psychological torture.
Sugisawa also guessed that it might be because Qi Yang's identity as a public figure did not receive treatment well, and he may be afraid of being exposed, so he needs to bear more psychological pressure.
The age gap between Qi Yang in front of him and Sugisawa is not big, he just happens to be in the rising period of his acting career, and he really needs to bear a lot of pressure.