138, who am I
Leaving the school, Han Sen drove to Union Hospital to pick up his wife.
Qin Jing, who got into the car, chattered to Han Sen about the interesting things that happened today.
The beautiful little Qin Jing changed out of her white coat, she was used to being cold in front of outsiders like a goddess, and when she met her husband Han Sen, who didn't have to pretend to be cold, of course she chattered endlessly.
Han Sen didn't care what she was chattering about, he found that he had recently added a superpower of "left ear in, right ear out", waiting for the red light, Han Sen's right hand was on Qin Jing's white thigh, and the tender beautiful legs were cold, really comfortable.
Outside the car window, a handsome motorcycle with a beautiful young lady stopped next to Han Sen's Bentley, and the handsome guy with a helmet looked enviously at the beautiful Qin Jing in the Bentley, and the beautiful goddess in his heart was frivolously touched by other men in public, which was a very infuriating thing.
The motorcycle man was unhappy, his legs were supporting the motorcycle, and his hands were on the beautiful legs of his female companion, proud, as if he was showing off to Han Sen, you see, I can touch two at the same time, you can touch one!
Qin Jing, who was chattering in the car, opened Han Sen's dishonest hand and scolded, "You're going to die!" ”
Han Sen laughed.
The green light is on.
With a "boom~", Han Sen's motorcycle and throttle on the side of the car drove his female companion away.
With a "boom", Han Sen suddenly had an idea in his brain: start!
Yes, is there a problem at the moment when the engine starts, the original stationary moment exerts a lot of force, and will such a powerful acceleration destroy a lot of data models?
Han Sen sat in the car and thought, the green light turned on, and he simply forgot to move forward.
Qin Jing, who was in the co-pilot, was about to open his mouth to ask Han Sen why he didn't leave.
"Drop!" There was a rapid whistle from the car behind.
This whistle frightened Han Sen, who was thinking about the problem.
His thoughts were interrupted by fright, and Han Sen's anger instantly rose, and for a moment, his heart was controlled by anger.
"Bang!" Han Sen threw off the car directly, pointed at the driver of the rear car and scolded: "What a fart!" Look for death! ”
The male driver in the back car was not intimidated, and got out of the car and pointed at Han Sen and said angrily: "You don't go with the green light!" Also come down and curse! It's amazing to drive a Bentley! ”
"Han Sen, you're crazy!" Qin Jing hurriedly got out of the car and ran over, pulling Han Sen with an incredulous expression.
Angry, Han Sen shook Qin Jing away fiercely.
"Hey." The delicate Qin Jing crashed into the Bentley.
Han Sen wasn't crazy, he became famous as a teenager, and with the compliments and respect of the people around him, Han Sen's vanity had swelled enough for him to float up.
The inflated vanity made the violence in Han Sen's heart instantly grow into a fierce monster, and Han Sen's temper was also unconsciously tyrannical a lot.
Just now, all of Han Sen's rationality was thinking about the problem, and then he was suddenly interrupted, without a trace of rational restraint, and the violent monster broke through the cage in anger, and his anger controlled Han Sen.
Looking at Qin Jing who was thrown away by him, Han Sen immediately felt as if he had been splashed with a basin of cold water, and hurriedly ran over and hugged Qin Jing.
Han Sen helped Qin Jing up and asked with concern, "Jingjing, are you okay?" ”
Qin Jing was really frightened, and said with a face full of disbelief: "Han Sen, you, why are you like this?" ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Han Sen himself was also frightened, and he hurriedly apologized to Qin Jing.
After sending Qin Jing into the car, Han Sen walked to the front of the rear car and glanced at a little boy in the back seat of the rear car who was trembling with fright and at a loss, this should be the son of the male driver, Han Sen hurriedly and respectfully apologized to the male driver: "I'm sorry, buddy!" ”
"Does an apology work?" The male driver muttered unhappily.
It is difficult for any man to lose face in front of his son.
At this time, an Audi car that came out of nowhere stopped at the scene of the conflict, and a man in black began to get out of the car to evacuate the crowd of onlookers: "Don't look, don't look." ”
Another man in black hurriedly whispered to Han Sen: "Academician Han, why don't you leave first, I'll deal with it here." ”
Han Sen was also taken aback by his own violence, and did not leave in a hurry, but continued to apologize to the male driver: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Because I was thinking about things, I was impulsive. ”
"No, it's fine." The male driver accepted Han Sen's apology in disbelief.
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After getting into the car, Han Sen said to Qin Jing: "Let's go to the hospital!" ”
"I'm fine!" Qin Jing shook her head, she just touched the car lightly.
Han Sen scratched his head, smiled and apologized: "I'm sorry, I also found out that I've been a little floating recently, it's my fault, others honked the horn to urge, I'll just leave, but I have to go down to find fault, hey, it's been a little floating recently." ”
Qin Jing held Han Sen's handsome face with his white hands and said affectionately: "I hope that you are still my Great Han Sen, okay?" ”
Han Sen touched Qin Jing's hand and said with a smile: "Hahaha, have I made you dissatisfied recently, why do you want to emphasize Han Sen!" ”
"Nasty!"
As he spoke, Han Sen kissed Qin Jing.
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This conflict set up a deep warning and reflection for Han Sen: Who am I? Amidst all the temperaments and temperaments that make up my being, how do I maintain the right existence?
"Who am I?"
It's a very simple question, but one of the most complex.
I'm Han Sen. Yes, I'm Han Sen.
But am I Han Sen? If my father named me Han Lin when I was born, would I be my younger brother Han Lin?
In the world, there are so many Han Sen with the same name, are they all Han Sen? That's right, they're all Han Sen! But they're not Han Sen at all?
Who am I? It's a thought that can easily lead people astray.
Everyone has different family backgrounds, different life experiences, different education levels, etc., and it is these differences that create different "me".
All kinds of "differences" create different temperaments and different temperaments for each person, and these different temperaments and different temperaments are the embodiment of each "me" to the outside world.
Every "I" is composed of a variety of different contradictory temperaments, and everyone's heart contains: evil and good, greed and devotion, ** and restraint, vanity and low-key...... Countless contradictions.
Everything is made up of contradictions, and so does human existence, how am I who I am?
It is in my existence, in the struggle between all kinds of contradictions, that the "I" develops.
For example, in the contradictory struggle between good and evil: good wins and occupies the main contradiction, and I am a good person; Evil wins, evil occupies the main contradiction, and I am an evil person.
Regardless of whether it is evil or good in the end, they will improve their position in the struggle of contradictions again and again.
This time, because of a "whistle" Han Sen's anger, it was because of the absence of reason that anger instantly occupied the main contradiction.
This made Han Sen realize that because of the vanity brought by fame and fortune, the tyranny in his heart had grown unscrupulously, and he could seize the main contradiction at any time.
Han Sen didn't want to be a vain and tyrannical person, so he had to be vigilant all the time.
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