Chapter 235: If I Change......

"What Tianhe City?" Jace frowned and said, "Wang Ji ......"

He only listened to a very reluctant approximation from a distance, and although he didn't know what was going on, according to what he had probably heard, he knew that in any case, this matter was not suitable for a public view.

"Heh~" But unexpectedly, Cheng Yaowen sneered directly, he seemed to be broken and broken: "I said, if you want people not to know, unless you don't do it...... You did it yourself, you were so proud that you secretly showed off with Rena, and you forgot about yourself, how can you blame others for hearing it?

How? I said it, let it go, right? ”

Hearing his words, Wang Ji suddenly raised his eyebrows, and then looked at him straight without saying a word.

After a few seconds, he smiled, let go of his hand, and pulled Rena, who was worried and dazed, to join forces.

Left behind only a mess, and a group of worried and dazed people.

……

In the afternoon, on deck.

Wang Ji missed the appointment, and did not go to fight with Du Qiangrose, and walked on the deck holding hands with Rena, who was not in a high mood.

They are all dressed in dark green uniforms, like couples' outfits.

"Wang Ji, you ...... Mood is okay, right? Suddenly, Rena, with her head down, looked up and asked.

"Heh......" Wang Ji sighed, with a slight sigh: "It's okay, no matter what, I already knew that I had to digest and solve these by myself, or forget."

If it weren't for that, I would have had a demon in my heart a long time ago. ”

Eat a trench, grow a wisdom.

The agency is too clever.

After this experience, he also learned something - in this world, there is no exhaustive thing, only unexpected corners.

As for the mood...... In fact, many times, Wang Ji feels indifferent, and even feels that he is selfish and indifferent, so he is born with some tenacity.

It's just that whether he is a person or a young man, no matter how indifferent or tenacious he is, the responsibility for the death of 50,000 people is really implicated in him, and his heart is also under unbearable pressure.

Whatever the reason, this kind of pressure, self-blame, can drive a person crazy.

Maybe it's because of indifference, or because I've seen a lot of blood, maybe it's because I've been used to resisting pressure since I was a child, or maybe it's really because I've learned something from Rena and stands in God's perspective......

He knew he had to get through.

So he survived.

"When did we whisper outside?" Rena pursed her lips and said with some hesitation: "I didn't say I missed my mouth......"

Her voice was soft, very confused.

"It's not you." Wang Ji shook his head directly: "It's not me either." ”

"...... that?" Rena was even more confused, looking at him and said.

"Heh~" Wang Ji smiled and shook his head: "I am still studying this matter, and I will consider it, and I will talk about it when I have the right opportunity...... How are you? Don't be too sad, how many times have I told you, you are my goddess, I will definitely believe you. ”

Recently, Cheng Yaowen and Rena have had many vague conflicts, and until recently, they have become more and more intense, Rena not only has to accept Cheng Yaowen's cold words, she is under great pressure and guilt, but also worried about how her beloved thinks of her.

She was worried that Wang Ji would look at her differently because of this.

So recently, many nights, Wang Ji will accompany Rena and comfort her with more company.

"Goddess...... Others are afraid that I am not your little licking dog. Rena pursed her lips and said quietly.

It can be seen that her mood is indeed not high.

And because her incident led to Wang Ji's matter, and the follow-up may cause a series of troubles that are unfavorable to Wang Ji, she is not only worried about Wang Ji's mood, but also feels more and more guilty.

"Hehe~" Wang Ji was happy when he heard this, and continued: "There is nothing wrong with what you said. ”

"Woo......" Rena puffed out her mouth and looked at him a little depressed, not knowing why she said this, he has always been very comforting.

"Aren't you my little licking dog?" The corners of Wang Ji's mouth rose slightly, and he leaned close to her little head and whispered, "Huh? I'm still your little licking dog~ No one suffers. ”

Rena was only stunned for a moment, and her little face turned red......

One pursed his rosy lips vigorously, lowered his head, his eyes were like silk, and he didn't dare to reply in a little panic.

"It's just that I lick more dogs, and you only have me......"

"Okay~" Rena squeezed his hand: "Don't say it~"

"Hehe, sure enough, the way to get the mood out of the gloom is to add some yellow ......" Wang Ji took her hand and walked slowly, and felt some different eyes along the way.

It had been there since noon, and the eyes were in disbelief but with questioning, not only ordinary people, but also people from the Male Soldier Company.

"Nana ......"

"Huh?" Rena agreed with some surprise, surprised that he was suddenly so affectionately affectionate.

"What kind of person do you think I am?" Wang Ji took her hand, and his gaze was fixed on the sea and sky.

The two walked slowly, along the edge of the railing.

"You?" Rena tilted her head, thought for a moment and said, "Are you ...... You're a perfect man, and even though I'm closest to you, I still feel that way.

You are good-looking, really good-looking, smart, hard-working, backbone, ambitious, capable, talented, and talented.

Will love people, love the country, responsible, emotionally intelligent, polite, know how to advance and retreat, perseverance, good at planning and decisiveness.

has the spirit of a king, has compassion for the weak, is good at communicating, is good at knowing people's hearts, is good at knowing people, is good at knowing scales, and can reconcile women's hearts.

Long-term vision, dare to play with God, play chess and hide pieces, can forbear, can bend to self-fulfillment.

Call! I can't say enough...... Honey, do you yourself know how good you are? ”

"Huh...... is worthy of being a natural female emperor, and she is so good at boasting? Wang Ji looked at her with some exaggerated exclamation and smiled softly.

just shook his head again and sighed lightly: "But how can there be a perfect person in this world?" ”

"Perfection in itself means imperfection." Wang Ji's gaze was leisurely, so that Rena could see it, and looked at him quietly, not daring to miss a single thing.

"Actually, I think I'm a selfish person." He said slowly: "Do you know Rena, in fact, a selfish person can be perfect, because he knows best what is right and what is wrong...... He can have all the good qualities he needs to have.

And selfish people are often not pure.

Like me, I know best what I want, what I need, I don't care about what I want, when the mentality changes, I may not want what I originally wanted, and I don't want to stick to what I originally wanted anymore......"

"Wang Ji, what's wrong with you?" Rena suddenly pulled his hand worriedly: "Your mentality doesn't seem right...... Don't talk about it, be quiet. ”

"Something wrong with your mentality?" Wang Ji paused, and then smiled: "My mentality is a bit problematic.

I was originally willing to compete, but for the sake of the overall situation, I could only convince myself not to fight.

I wanted to protect more people, I dreamed of more people surviving, I wanted no one to die, I wanted to prevent it from happening.

And I know that if I fight for that position, if I stand there, I can raise my arms and shout, and I can borrow the strength of heaven and earth to face the Styx, and Karl, the god of death.

However, I don't bother to fight, but how many of those 50,000 people died under my disdain.

And all of this needs to be digested by myself.

Right now...... I don't want to wronged myself anymore, I don't fight, I don't go overstepping, it's easier.

I'm afraid that I won't be able to hold on, and if I'm not careful, I'll become a demon.

Nana, if I changed and stopped being so perfect, would you still love me? ”