Chapter 139: Farewell
Song Yi and Xiaohei hesitated for a moment, and then left.
When Song Yi passed by her, he pleaded softly: "Miss Gu, if Xiao Jiang always has a situation, call me immediately, please." ”
"Hmm."
Gu Silan bowed his head slightly, his expression still tense.
When there were only the two of them left, Gu Silan asked directly: "Did you already know that I conspired with Lin Chendong before you drank..."
She couldn't finish it, so she closed her lips.
Because she feels that she is not ruthless enough and not brainless enough to be completely ruthless, she is in a position that is neither up nor down. Ruthless enough, many things won't happen later, and my father may still be alive. is simply stupid enough, everything goes according to Jiang Yan, and there is no need to fight.
I know my shortcomings, but I can't change them! She hates herself more than anyone else!
Jiang Yan stared at her eyes tightly, and his gaze was very calm: "No, you didn't do anything to me." I didn't hear anything. ”
When Gu Silan heard this, he said lightly sarcastically: "Jiang Yan, do you think that if I say this, I will be moved or grateful to you?" You can tell me, I am ready to bear everything if I dare to do it, and I don't need your mercy at all! ”
Jiang Yan shook his head, his face was pale, his lips were chapped, and his eyes gradually became dilated.
Gu Silan continued: "Now you have lost, you have lost everything, Jiangcheng Group and your life, including me, you have nothing now!" I have given you a chance, it is you who refuse to let me go again and again, this is your retribution! Jiang Yan, let me ask you, have you ever regretted it? If you didn't press it in the first place, why did you end up like this? ”
Jiang Yan was rarely in such a weak state, listening quietly most of the time, his eyes were always fixed on the woman in front of him, and he never moved away.
Quiet and peaceful, like a man who has no quarrel with the world, accompanied by a silence before death.
"Why not answer? Since you are not prepared to make your last words, there is no need for our conversation to continue. Gu Silan turned his steps and prepared to leave.
Jiang Yan panicked, but he couldn't move, so he could only shout as loudly as he could: "Don't go." ”
The voice was hoarse.
His neck and the base of his ears were flushed with excitement, and seeing that Gu Silan did not continue walking, he took the oxygen mask next to him, took a few breaths violently, and after calming down, he rolled his Adam's apple, swallowed his saliva and said slowly: "I don't regret catching you, what I regret is that I didn't recognize my heart earlier...... I haven't been able to let go of my body to apologize to you...... Gu Silan, I can't tell whether my feelings for you are a little more in love or a little more obsessive...... Every time I had to choose between you and my own principles, I was confused. I think I'm smart and want to control you and not be swayed by you, Shen Yan is the trigger, but it's my fault, I'm sorry for your father...... I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness, I just hope that such a result can relieve your anger...... Some ......"
After speaking, he inhaled desperately, and the whole person's breathing was extremely heavy, like a dying old man, as if he had unloaded the last strength of his body.
Gu Silan didn't have the so-called joy in his heart, even if Jiang Yan was willing to bear all this, what did it have to do with her?
"No, you're wrong. Revenge on you will not relieve me, because the tragedy has been done, and you cannot undo it, and there is no remedy. Whether you think that forgiving your sins or making your heart feel better, it is your own delusion and fantasy. I told you a long time ago that I don't love you, I never loved you. If you're not going to report me, then just separate here. In this life, whether you are dead or alive, we don't have to meet! Gu Silan never had any emotion on his face, every word and every sentence, without any trace of superfluous feelings.
Jiang Yan held down his heart, as if he had stagnated his breath, but laughed silently.
After laughing, there is an unprecedented sense of desolation and vicissitudes.
"I'll have you get out of here, and no one will force you anymore." After he finished speaking, he leaned back, as if he had a breath in his mouth, and finally spit it out.
At this time, the instrument made a dripping sound.
The doctors outside, Song Yi and the others rushed in, as if they were giving Jiang Yan first aid.
They squeezed her aside, and the noise in her ears overlapped inexplicably, just like the picture of the doctor when he was rescuing her father.
She excluded herself from the position of an outsider, from watching from the sidelines to leaving silently.
Gu Silan never asked Jiang Yan what the situation was, and from his few words, he concluded that he should not live long.
Out of the door of the intensive care unit, her whole person seemed to be relieved, and the source of the nightmare that had haunted her for two lifetimes disappeared like this?
She held her belly, her heart was very calm, there was no wave, and there was no joy and longing for a new life.
There is only a kind of exhaustion that has been hollowed out.
Probably Nannan will allow her to start over and live an active life.
She didn't know if Jiang Yan would be able to rescue him back at this moment or even the next moment, in this life, he would only be dead, and she didn't want to mention this person again, forget everything.
Xiao Hei chased after him: "Miss Gu, I'll send you." ”
Gu Silan looked at him, just wanted to shake his head and refuse, but changed his words again: "Send me to the Chengdong Police Station, I haven't taken my ID card yet." ”
"Okay."
Gu Silan successfully took out the temporary identity certificate, bought a new mobile phone and an old mobile phone card, and retrieved the account of WeChat and other social software, and the one million in it was still lying quietly in the balance.
"Just send it here." After Gu Silan asked Xiao Hei to send her to the airport, he was ready to send the other party away.
But in hindsight, he found that only Xiao Hei came alone, he and Ali were a pair of partners, and they usually couldn't leave the focus.
Xiao Hei Zhengse said: "Miss Gu, in fact, I have been fired by Mr. Jiang, but he paid me a commission in advance, and my future job is to protect Miss Gu's safety." ”
Gu Silan subconsciously didn't want to accept Jiang Yan's arrangement, and directly refused: "I don't need protection, whether I live or die in the future has nothing to do with him." Besides, your existence will remind me all the time, and everything about Jiang Yan. ”
Xiao Hei said very firmly: "I'm sorry to make Miss Gu spicy, I will try my best to cover my face in the future and not let you see it." If you have any orders, you can call me, and I'll be near you. ”
"Whatever you want." Gu Silan underestimated the other party's persistence. seems to have expected her words for a long time, and is determined to follow her.
Jiang Yan, Jiang Yan, you are too calculating!