Dear readers,

It has been four months since the book "Awakening Era" was opened, and my body has gradually reached a limit state with code words at work. Last Friday, a skinny man who doesn't drink alcohol or eat meat was diagnosed with mild fatty liver, and the doctor told me to move more...... But there is a feeling of weakness. Now after walking for ten minutes, the hip bone will be sleepy and painful, and the right leg will hurt when sleeping at night. Not to mention the spine......

And that's not even the worst of it.

Sadly, in the four months since it was opened, the book's grades have been poor. chatted with the editor-in-charge, and the editor-in-charge said that even if it is streaking, this achievement is basically wasted, and there is no need to recommend it, even if it is to 1 million words or 1.5 million words...... That is, there is no day to emerge. After chatting, I suddenly felt that the last bit of hope was gone.

To be honest, my intention to start writing books was to work part-time and work towards full-time. But as soon as I did it, I was a little over-invested, and I don't know when I had this concept, and the online article is spelled to update, so I forced it to write if I could write it or not. So much so that when the outline and detailed outline of the original concept were completed, I suddenly found that I didn't even have time to conceive, and my mind was a mess.

A part-time writer went to spell the update, and it was clear that I had chosen the wrong direction from the beginning.

And from my actual point of view, there is still a big gap from a full-fledged writer. I used two accounts intermittently and finished two books, adding up to about 1 million words. This is the third book, and it has gradually reached nearly 700,000 words. It doesn't add up much, and it's nothing compared to the millions of words in a book of others, but after making a lot of mistakes in it, I gradually realized that some mature writers should have the consciousness that some mature writers should have in the writing that is entirely instinctive and lacks self-examination and market judgment.

Undoubtedly, updates are very important, but in the context of the fact that there is no shortage of online works, it is irrational to simply pursue updates. What's more, part-time writers can't update much even if they work hard. Such an update squeezes out the time for ideation, and puts a heavier load on the body, and the gains outweigh the losses.

Mature writers should make basic self-judgments about their own works and ideas, from the perspective of the market and readers.

Obviously, I didn't do this book, the old upgrade essay routine at the beginning, it is not a smooth and comfortable reading experience, and the indulgence setting damages the sense of substitution and story structure...... The scary thing is that I didn't do it very well from the opposite direction. The whole book falls into mediocrity.

Now that I have put it to paper, I have sorted out the scattered reflections, and I feel more and more that this book is not successful, but it also makes me feel a little gratified, at least I have begun to have the consciousness of a writer, to jump out of myself to reflect and think.

One of the realities I have to face now is that even though I write part-time, I still have financial pressures that others can't imagine, and some of my previous meager savings are slowly bottoming out, and my life is gradually falling into embarrassment.

In other words, maybe you can understand it more deeply. I have been working for two years, and I have not spent a dime on a monthly salary, and all my living expenses are earned by various part-time jobs. I'm not a thrifty person, but I don't earn much, and the feeling of being constrained can only make people feel that life is not easy. It's stressful......

The pressures from life, finances, and physical aspects forced me to make choices and decisions.

A minute before I wrote this, and even after I started writing it, I just wanted to say sorry to my reader friends and give me some time to adjust and fix the problem with Carvin, which could probably take a week.

But now, I feel the need to take a break indefinitely, and I'm starting to think about the next book. Maybe when the living environment is more relaxed and comfortable in the future, I will go back and fill the hole.

It wasn't an easy decision. Just as many people say that online article updates are king, another way of saying that it hurts people's character even more. Yes, it is a frustration for me to break a subject that I have written twice in a row, and I am more afraid of hurting the feelings of the reader. Especially for readers who have voted for valuable recommendation votes for this book, subscribe to support it.

In the absence of a better option, there is not much I can do but say my deep sorry to everyone.

For readers who have subscribed, I am willing to refund the subscription fee you paid for this book, tonycut, McSilly pig, impression angel, golden water fairodil, j73, book friend 150512210308686, book friend 160425221730192, well, that's roughly a few friends. This is an apology that I can give to everyone, even a little child's play......

My WeChat ID is zjq734016 and my name is piu~

Add my WeChat, attach a screenshot of the account, and I will send you a corresponding red envelope.

The first book, I didn't sign up. The second book, I extended the contract and did not put it on the shelves. The third book, signed inside, 300,000 words will be automatically put on the shelves. Along the way, I have had a bumpy road, but I can also see that I am constantly improving.

Progress is hope.

From the beginning, I hope that my progress can continue to be seen by everyone.

The new book has been a long time in the making, but this time it will not be easy to come back. I will do a good job of the first 300 chapters, and at least the first 100 chapters will be reviewed repeatedly. With the consciousness of a mature writer and the state of part-time writing, I want to see how hard I can do it.

Finally, I apologize once again to all my friends for this decision!

If the economic environment allows, even if it is just the simplest meal, I am willing to continue to persevere, even if it is not finished, I will give you an explanation, even if the body is loaded, it can end intermittently. However, life really didn't give me this capital, sorry. (To be continued.) )