Jiang Yan said in disbelief on her shoulder.

Gu Silan feels that he is like a silly girl now, and he is like a man who creates surprises.

"No dreaming."

Gu Silan explained with a straight face, a little helpless to him, "You sit back first." ”

"I want to hold you," he hesitated, but with great reverence, "for I am afraid that if I close my eyes, or let go, you will be gone." ”

He was indeed too nervous, his emotions seemed very unstable, and he could feel his body trembling incessantly.

When Gu Silan was about to say something, someone pushed the door and came in.

"Doctor Gu, you are ......"

As soon as the colleague saw the situation in the office, he immediately smiled maliciously, "You go on, haha, when I don't exist......"

As he spoke, he stepped back.

"No, you come in, I'm going to take him back to the ward now." Gu Silan didn't pretend to be unfamiliar, but she really couldn't blush like other little girls, and she could deal with all kinds of shyness, ordinary teasing and teasing.

It was a little intimate just now, but it was interrupted alive, and Jiang Yan was naturally dissatisfied. But when I thought that Gu Silan had a change of heart and was willing to accept himself, I realized that these thousands of days and nights of longing and suffering, months of struggle, finally got a good result, and even dared not dream of it, everything was worth it. Although he did things and paid for Gu Silan and Nannan, he never thought that he had to reciprocate, he just wanted to see them happy.

He knew how much Gu Silan hated himself before.

But in the operating room, she shed tears for herself, cried loudly, and called out one after another, pulling him back from the ghost gate. Originally, he was even decadent and desperate, thinking that it was not bad to die like this, at least he didn't have to live in guilt and begging for the rest of his life, he didn't want to be rescued at all, and he couldn't mourn more than die.

One thought of heaven and one thought of hell.

Whether Gu Silan simply forgives himself for the sake of the child, or for other reasons, from now on, he will not be open-minded and let go.

In the hospital room.

It's another famous scene.

When Gu Silan pushed Jiang Yan in, Jiang Yan's hand pressed her in an extremely awkward posture, as if he was afraid that she would escape.

Lou Feng and Tommy were both there, and their eyes invariably fell on the palms they were holding.

Gu Silan felt that he was still a little overwhelmed and weak-hearted, so he pushed the person to the entrance of the hospital bed, quickly withdrew his hand, and inserted it into the two pockets of the white coat, "You take care of him, I still have a job." ”

Tommy looked at the state of the two people, and then looked at Mr. with a look of soft eyes, which was completely different from the coldness and impatience of weekdays, he must have opened his words and closed them, he was really happy for Mr., and stopped with a smile: "Doctor Gu, leave so soon, stay a little longer, and have dinner together?" ”

Tommy did it on purpose.

Gu Silan's steps became more and more hasty: "No need, thank you, you can eat." ”

Until he couldn't see anyone, Tommy wanted to go to the Fujiang banquet, but was rejected by the other party waving his hand.

He easily returned to the bed by himself, explaining that the weakness just now was all pretended, in order to arouse Gu Silan's sympathy.

Facts have proved that although the doctor looks down on life and death, he is touched by cruel things or things he cares about.

Lou Feng said: "Since you are okay and you have someone to accompany you, I will go back to Beijing tomorrow." ”

She made a pun, and the person who accompanied her naturally referred to Gu Silan.

It turned out that he really didn't expect Gu Silan to change his mind and accept Ah Yan again, Ah Yan almost died again in this operation, Lou Feng's heart was entangled fiercely, he had already lost his son once, and he couldn't stand it a second time.

The moment my son was rescued, I really, I felt that the whole person was going to be paralyzed, competing for shares, property or something, compared to health and life, it was really something outside the body, cherishing the present and living in the moment, and living well is the most important thing.

"Well, okay, I'll let Tommy deliver you tomorrow." Jiang Yan's expression was faint, and there were no ups and downs.

The mother and son experienced a relatively long conversation after the operation, and Lou Feng also heard Jiang Yan speak freely for the first time, and it was very clear that he was not allowed to interfere with his relationship and marriage, listening to this posture, if she did not agree, I am afraid that her son would have to cut off relations with her.

However, Lou Feng had long expected this scene, of course, everything was developing in a good direction, but her relationship with Gu Silan was too sensitive. She doesn't want to be a burden to her son, a 'murderer' who deprives him of his true love.

"It's okay, Song Yi will find me a car. As long as you are well, I will be relieved. Lou Feng said meaningfully.

The mother and son have already tacitly agreed that it is true that if she stays, it will only add to Gu Silan's blockage.

Jiang Yan's thoughts coincided with her, so she didn't stay.

He has always known that even if his mother has accepted Gu Silan now, she has her own pride, and she will not bow her head humbly, let others do everything, and cling to others.

Lou Feng took a plane and left early the next morning.

Before leaving, she said half-jokingly: I must get my wife and children back this year.

Jiang Yan nodded and responded with a good word.

There's a bit of a bittersweet feeling here.

He couldn't wait to be with Gu Silan every day, and even wanted her to resign and concentrate on taking care of Nannan at home...... Of course, Jiang Yan knew that it was impossible, he tried his best to suppress the crazy desire for control and thoughts in his body, his relationship was not stable, he had to take it step by step, and he couldn't rush it.

After so many years of waiting, is it still a few minutes and hallucinations?

Gu Silan and Jiang Yan get along in the hospital, which is extraordinarily sweet, of course, it is Jiang Yan's unilateral idea, Gu Silan wants face, looks more stable, shows affection in public and the like, she must be unaccustomed and passive, but Jiang Yan is extremely familiar.

Later, over time, everyone got used to it.

No one said that they deliberately paid attention to their emotional progress, or joked, and they had already tacitly tacitly agreed that the two of them were a couple.

Just like Ye Qing said, everyone accepted the new CP very quickly, and they forgot it quickly, and they had already forgotten Gu Silan's ex-boyfriend Lanyu Tu.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Jiang Yan was completely able to stand on his own, but he was pressed back into a wheelchair by Gu Silan.

Because Jiang Yan deliberately picked the time at noon, Gu Silan was able to find time to come over.

Jiang Yan asked Gu Silan, "Do you still have an empty room?" I don't have a place to live. ”

Tommy: "......"

Gu Silan: "......"

It turns out that if a man wants to be coquettish, there is nothing to do with women.

Such a false excuse, it is up to him to say it.