That wooden door is about to be tormented, isn't it? In Yu Cai's impression, Fang Jian will always take it out of anger, no matter when.

Looking at the small room, the outside should be very bright, but Yu Cai can't see the brightness in the room, just like she can't see how long Fang Mumu can go in her arms in the future, she can only take one step at a time like now.

The days were peaceful, the only exception was Fang Jian's diligence, which was very similar to the time when he thought Yu Cai could give birth to a son.

"This is a big tonic, you have to finish it!"

Yu Cai looked at the two big watermelons that Fang Jian was holding in his arms, and she looked really handsome, but her stomach couldn't stand it. But she didn't dare to disobey Fang Jian, so she could only finish eating under the supervision of Fang Jian's so-called love, and as soon as Fang Jian left the house, she vomited.

"This is good for the woman who has given birth, and she eats it."

Yu Cai pulled out a helpless smile, didn't dare to refuse, let alone agree, let Fang Jian hand her the basket of pears one by one, and watched her eat them, until she vomited in front of Fang Jian, and then spit out in her hand and ate it back.

"This and this!"

The basket of apples in Fang Jian's hand, Yu Cai roughly estimated, more than 20, she began to eat while comforting her stomach, she knew that even if she didn't eat it, Fang Jian would find a way to let her eat it.

......

Fortunately, Fang Jian did not trouble Fang Mumu again during his courteous days. For Yu Cai, if she bears more, Mumu will be able to suffer less, and she will accept it willingly.

However, what made Yu Cai realize the true face of this willingness was when Fang Mumu was eating breast milk on the seventh day, Fang Mumu, who was originally hungry, did not stop crying because she drank breast milk, and then she found that she had no milk.

Fang Mumu cried heartbreakingly, Yu Cai squatted on the ground and put her hand into her throat, she wanted to spit out all Fang Jian's courtesy. But there is nothing but clear water.

Yu Cai sat on the ground, leaning on the kang, listening to a cry that was louder than a voice, as if he was denouncing something, and he didn't know what to do.

Yu Cai knew better than anyone what it was like to be hungry, because she had thought she was going to starve to death. However, Fang Mumu is only two months old, and Fang Mumu's understanding of this world is still at the stage where he can see and cry...

Yu Cai suddenly thought of something, and ran out of the main house with a roll, letting Fang Mumu still cry behind her.

Yu Cai rushed into the kitchen, looked at the water in the tank in a panic, she quickly mixed the broken noodles with cold water, and then used a kitchen knife to chop the noodles hard, her hands were trembling, always east and west, it was a tear that urged her all the time.

Yu Cai chopped half of the dough, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't lit a fire yet. "Bang", she put down the kitchen knife, her knee seemed to be dragged hard, "bang", she instantly knelt on the ground, she climbed to the stove with her hands and feet, opened the door of the fire, it was dead and cold inside, and it was impossible to see that it had been warmed by the fire.

Yu Cai's eyes stared blankly at the cold door of the stove, but she put her hand into the other door that did not make a fire, and like a born blind person, she fumbled around until the small box of matches was touched.

Yu Cai's big hands grasped the small match, on the black runway, the match against his red and bulky head let the strength slash it, it wanted to bring people warm fire, the first time it didn't work, it tried the second time... The result of the attempt was nothing more than two things, either it was defeated and took away the red head, or it brought fire to those who needed it.

Yu Cai lit several matches in a row but failed, his hands trembled more and more, Fang Mumu's cry became louder and louder, Fang Buddha was only two months old, she had already learned to walk, and was approaching here step by step.

Yu Cai opened a pair of teary eyes to the maximum, she fixed her elbows with her knees, so that her hands lost their trembling balance, and she gently lit the match again, this time the match was lit at once.

Yu Cai hurriedly threw away the matchbox and protected the match with his hand. She lifted her head, holding back her tears with her lowered eyelids, the glimmer of light in her slit sight enough to allow her to concentrate on guarding the match and allowing it to shine where she needed it.

Looking at the flames burning in the stove door, Yu Cai sat down on the ground, and the smile on the corner of his mouth could not hide the happiness at the moment. She added a lot of dried corn cobs to the stove door, turned on the hair dryer, and the hair dryer immediately made a loud noise, its sound covered Fang Mumu's cry, like a gust of rain to rescue Yu Cai, who was about to dry up and die.

Yu Cai got up one by one, and when she saw the firelight, she seemed to see hope, she quickly poured water into the cauldron, and the hand that picked up the kitchen knife didn't tremble, and the rhythm of chopping noodles was like an Acura for life.

The moment the soup was mixed out of the pot, Yu Cai picked up the bowl and ran to the main house, after changing the bowl back and forth because of the scalding, she immediately picked up Fang Mumu, at this moment Fang Mumu cried so that her whole face was purple, tears and snot seemed to drown her little face, and the purple with her small mouth to meet her face turned herself purple, and she opened wide in the cry, just wanting a bite to eat.

The soup was no longer hot enough to attract Yu Cai's attention, so she took a sip with a spoon and blew it quickly with her mouth, wanting to cool it in the next second.

When the soup reached Fang Mumu's mouth, she drank it all in one gulp.

After Fang Mumu drank two or three sips of mixed soup, he realized that it was not breast milk, and the most direct reaction was her crying and the mixed soup that could no longer be fed from her mouth.

Listening to the cry, Yu Cai was willing to stop there. When there was no way, Yu Cai took a mouthful of soup in his mouth, and then fed it to Fang Mumu's mouth.

Under the persecution of Yu Cai, Fang Mumu finally finished eating half a bowl of mixed soup, and his crying stopped.

Yu Cai put the remaining half bowl of mixed soup on the edge of the kang, hugged Fang Mumu by himself, hummed a lullaby, and after a while, Fang Mumu closed his eyes. Yu Cai gently put Fang Mumu in the quilt, looking at the sleeping Fang Mumu, Yu Cai felt that the anxiety just now was instantly liberated, and the sticky sweat on his body announced that he could breathe a sigh of relief.

Ordinary times did not bring ordinary days, what made Yu Cai anxious again was that Fang Mumu kept having diarrhea, and his milk had no intention of coming out again.

Under the twilight, in the dusk, Yu Cai looked at Fang Jian in front of him in fear, he was eating the meal she had prepared. But Yu Cai could see that Fang Jian's mood was not good.

There was another gurgling sound from the quilt wrapped in Fang Mumu, Yu Cai knew that Fang Mumu must have pulled again, Fang Mumu's frowning brows meant that Fang Mumu had signs of wanting to cry, Yu Cai was very nervous, and could only be comforted by constantly patting.

"Today's food doesn't smell salty." Fang Jian said while putting down the dishes and chopsticks.

"I'll pay attention next time." Yu Cai couldn't hear her own voice at all, and her heartbeat was about to jump out of her body.

Fang Jian raised his eyes and looked at Yu Cai, who kept peeking at him cautiously, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, like a conspirator who had succeeded in his tricks.

Yu Cai counted the numbers in her heart, and after each number, she was nervous whether Fang Jian would rush over and start scolding her directly, or whether Fang Mumu would cry and annoy Fang Jian first.

Fang Jian smacked his lips fiercely, making people think that he was angry, but his action of getting off the kang made Yu Cai have a trace of anticipation.

In Yu Cai's attention, Fang Jian didn't say a word more than Yu Cai expected, and walked out directly.

After Fang Jian left, Fang Mumu seemed to have been crying for a long time and finally cried, and after Yu Cai took a long breath, he began to clean up the dilute that Fang Mumu had pulled on the diaper, and clean up the rice bowl that Fang Jian had eaten.

It was already late at night after Yu Cai finished washing, and Fang Jian had never come back since he went out.

Fang Mumu in Yu Cai's arms finally stopped, and Yu Cai's eyes were also sleepy, leaving the dimness in the room, she hugged Fang Mumu in her arms and closed her heavy eyes.

"Knock knock..."The door was tormented by someone's strength and wailed, it used this wail to wake up Fang Mumu in his sleep, and Fang Mumu, who didn't understand anything, could only choke and cry. Fang Mumu's cry pulled Yu Cai back to reality from the dream, feeling that Yu Cai, who had slept for a long time, looked at the sky outside and did not shine as brightly as the lamp imprisoned by time and dust inside.

Yu Cai sat up from the quilt with a spirit, and there was no figure of Fang Jian beside her. She gently comforted Fang Mumu with her hand, and when Fang Mumu stopped crying, she could finally pay attention to the door that was still being knocked on.

"Who?" Yu Cai stood at the door of the house and asked loudly at the dark gate.

"Me!" Although the voice of the answer was a little vague, Yu Cai could still hear from this vague voice that it was Fang Jian's voice. She didn't care about the darkness of the night, and walked straight to the gate according to the familiar route.

Yu Cai couldn't see Fang Jian's expression clearly, but what made her unable to ignore was Fang Jian's drunken spirit, she really didn't want to support Fang Jian, as if Fang Jian was a lump of mud that couldn't support the wall, heavy and useless. But, if she wants to live, life does not allow her to do so.

After Yu Cai closed the door, she dragged Fang Jianlian to the kang, she took off his shoes for him, and let him sleep under the covers. After gasping for a few breaths, Yu Cai turned off the light, and in the darkness his eyes began to blur with the dissolution of consciousness.

Yu Cai was awakened by the hand that grabbed his arm, and without waiting for Yu Cai's reaction, Fang Jian's atrocities had already begun. First is Yu Cai's hair, and finally Yu Cai's feet are carried upside down.

Yu Cai, who was thrown onto the kang, still had the last bit of alive breath, she looked at the figure standing on the kang in the dark, she didn't have any courage to fight, she could only bear it like this, because it was her life.

"No!" What made Yu Cai instantly exert his strength was that Fang Jian's tall black shadow was bending towards the place where Fang Mumu was sleeping. Yu Cai got up and hugged Fang Jian tightly, not daring to have the slightest bit of laziness, she was afraid that any leakage of her strength would make her lose Fang Mumu from now on.

Yu Cai's body was thrown out, she touched the string that turned on the light, the moment the light was turned on, Fang Jian stopped stretching his claws towards Fang Mumu, he looked at Yu Cai with a little drunkenness, like looking at a dying ant.

"I said she didn't deserve to live!" Fang Jian spoke slowly, word by word, every word was extremely clear, and every word was just soaked out of the viciousness.

"I... I... I immediately took her to the side room. Yu Cai didn't care about the pain in his body at all, so he ran with Mu Mu in his arms, and the first thing he did when he ran into the side room was to put the door on top of it from the inside. She stood against the door with Fang Mumu in her arms, and then sat on the ground.

Yu Cai Fang Buddha heard Fang Jian's voice chasing him, but there was no movement outside at all, Fang Mumu in his arms was tortured by too much body during the day, and Fang Mumu was still asleep at this moment.

Yu Cai propped up her weak body and slowly walked towards the kang step by step, put Fang Mumu aside in black and black, she hugged her with her hands, smelled the smell of tobacco left by Fang Jian, frowned, closed her heavy eyelids again, and before her consciousness disappeared, she prayed to fate uncontrollably: I hope that today can pass like this.