What can watch for tomorrow in pain is hope, the hope of wanting to live; It is also despair, the despair of the fear of death. If anything, there is no more painful thing than being oppressed in the gap between the two.

After Fang Jian was released from it, he planned to be a farmer in peace, when he was busy, he usually worked in the field, and when he was free, he would make an appointment with the neighbors around him for wine, as if the experience of the first twenty years did not belong to him.

In recent years, the harvest of crops that have survived in the sky has not been as good as before, and Fang Jian's mind has naturally been more focused on the matter of making wine appointments with others. In the past, it was only about once a week and half a month, but now it's almost a three-day appointment. Anyway, in Fang Jian's opinion, if he really can't survive in the end, he and Yu Cai's parents can still rely on.

No, before the day was fully bright, Fang Jian had already packed up his outfits and went out, squatting in front of Chen Shaodong's commissary early, looking at the time, as soon as the commissary department opened, he rushed in with a smile on his face, "Where is Shaodong?" ”

Although Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law doesn't want to see Fang Jian, as the saying goes, they are all neighbors, and if you don't look down and don't look up, you still have to take care of this face. So she also smiled, "He is not as diligent as Master Fang, and he is still asleep in the back room at this moment." With that, she turned around and shouted loudly into the back room, "Son, Dad, Master Fang is here, you get up quickly, don't sleep anymore." ”

I only heard Chen Shaodong in the back room respond vaguely, "I know." After that, I didn't hear anything anymore.

Fang Jian listened to the couple shouting a sentence I should say, he naturally did not stand and wait for the humility of the master's family, but walked directly to the table and sat down, not thinking of himself as an outsider at all.

The sun had already risen outside, and Fang Jian was sitting there waiting, waiting for him to be anxious in his heart. His eyes began to look for Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law in the cracks of the somewhat empty shelves, "Shaodong's daughter-in-law, you go in and take a look, isn't it that you Shaodong was entangled by a fox in a dream and couldn't get up?" ”

When Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law heard this, she was standing in the corner sorting out the goods, in this corner she could see Fang Jian, but Fang Jian couldn't see her, she glared in Fang Jian's direction, and then slowly responded, her voice couldn't hear the slightest disgust, "Look at what everyone Fang said, didn't you get entangled by the fox in your dream?" ”

As he spoke, Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law twisted the bucket waist and appeared in front of Fang Jian's eyes.

Fang Jian smiled, "There is no fox girl, but you have pestered me several times in my dreams, Shaodong's daughter-in-law." ”

When Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law heard Fang Jian's words, her face turned red, and she was hesitating between whether to have a seizure, when Chen Shaodong's voice came from behind her.

"Brother Jian, you are becoming more and more able to dream, let your young and beautiful daughter-in-law not dream, but want to pick my family's evil mother-in-law's dream."

Fang Jiangan laughed twice, in order to hide his inner discomfort, his daughter-in-law is beautiful, but it is useless.

Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law handed Chen Shaodong a roll of the eyes, "Yes, yes, I am a wicked mother-in-law, can't I go to the back room to hide?" But her tone didn't mean to blame Chen Shaodong at all.

Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law continued to twist her bucket waist into the back room, and after a while, she came out with a large plate, on which were steamed bread, porridge and pickles, as well as two bottles of liquor and two small cups. She put the plates on the table one by one, and said, "Drink it a little bit, it's easy to drink on an empty stomach, I don't know how the family settled down." At this time, she had already put all the food on the plate on the table, and she raised her head to look at Chen Shaodong, "But if you have a good one in our family, I and the three babies really have no hope." ”

"Okay, good, daughter-in-law is the sky, daughter-in-law is right about everything, let's eat." As he spoke, Chen Shaodong picked up the chopsticks and let Fang Jian.

Seeing this, Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law didn't say anything more, turned around and walked into the back room again, and disappeared in front of Fang Jian and Chen Shaodong.

Fang Jian looked at the back of Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law leaving and said, "Sure enough, people are fat and so good to give birth." ”

Chen Shaodong understood in his heart what Fang Jian was sighing, after all, he had witnessed Fang Jian stealing the son of the old Yuan family who had just reached the full moon because his mother-in-law couldn't give birth to a son.

Thinking of this, Chen Shaodong couldn't help but feel a little proud in his heart, after all, he is a man with two sons, although his mother-in-law is indeed not as handsome as Fang Jian's mother-in-law, but in these years, good birth is the last word.

"Come, drink." Chen Shaodong, who had just promised his daughter-in-law a little more cushioning, had not swallowed the pickles in his mouth, so he shouted at Fang Jian to drink, and he raised the good liquor in the small cup at Fang Jian.

Fang Jian naturally raised his glass, and after the two small cups touched lightly, they entered Fang Jian and Chen Shaodong's stomachs respectively.

For Fang Jian, today's wine is a wine that uses wine to dispel sorrows and sorrows, and before the third round, he got drunk early, "It's better to be your daughter-in-law!" ”

Chen Shaodong was holding a wine glass, and when he heard Fang Jian say this, he was naturally unhappy in his heart, no man likes other men to covet his own woman. But he still saw that Fang Jian was already drunk, and he didn't choose to deal with Fang Jian.

"What's good, in addition to being able to endure hardships, even looking at it is not a strength." Chen Shaodong drank all the wine in the wine glass in his hand in one gulp.

Fang Jian's eyes were confused and he looked at Chen Shaodong, who was staggering in his eyes, and then shook his finger, "No, no, no, you can still have a son." ”

Although Chen Shaodong said that he had practiced a thousand cups since he was a child, he could still strengthen his spirits for him, and he looked at Fang Jian proudly, "That's it, don't look at her husband and me, can't give birth to a son, can she be worthy of me?" ”

Fang Jian tried his best to focus on Chen Shaodong clearly, but there were still several Chen Shaodong dangling in front of his eyes, and finally he gave up, facing Chen Shaodong's Fang Jian and said, "Your body is not as good as mine, after all, I have also been trained from fighting since childhood." ”

...... In this way, the two of them drank back and forth, word by word, until Chen Shaodong's daughter-in-law brought out lunch.

Fang Jian didn't stay to eat, but left staggeringly. "Make an appointment another day."

Fang Jian walked on the way home, smelling the aroma of the meals cooked by each family, and longing for Yu Cai to prepare a delicious meal for himself, which was shattered when he saw the closed door of his house. He kicked the old wooden door of his house as if it were his enemy.

When Yu Cai heard the knock on the door, he immediately put down the work in his hand and hurriedly ran over to open the door. When she saw Fang Jian's drunken appearance, her heartbeat skipped a beat. Fang Jian stopped halfway through walking, his head suddenly turned to the direction of the kitchen, and the two and a half year old Fang Mumu was standing at the door of the kitchen. Yu Cai didn't need to look to imagine Fang Jian's hideous expression at the moment, she pushed the door shut, strode towards Fang Mumu, and carried Fang Mumu into the kitchen. After that, she hurriedly walked out of the kitchen, "Boss, the meal is ready." ”

Fang Jian said goodbye to his fierce eyes, and walked into the side room without saying a word.

Yu Cai felt her right eye throbbing vigorously, and she touched her face, there should still be bruises on it. But now is not the time to miss the pain, she turned around and squatted down to look at Fang Mumu and quickly admonished, "Mumu, you stand here for a while, don't run around." When mom comes back from delivering food to dad, I'll feed you, okay? ”

Fang Mumu stared at her mother with a pair of black bean-like eyes, she didn't dare to nod her head, because she knew that person was her father, and her father was a bastard. But she didn't dare to shake her head, because then her mother would be sad.

Yu Caike didn't have time to wait for Fang Mumu to nod, she glanced at Fang Mumu again, and after telling Fang Mumu with her eyes, she stood up, put the boiled potato noodles and sliced cabbage on the plate, and then brought them to the side room. After she placed the food on the kang table, she didn't dare to leave, and stood aside with a plate and lowered her head.

Fang Jian glanced at Yu Cai, picked up the chopsticks, knocked them on the table vigorously, and after seeing that the chopsticks in his hand were all together, he began to eat noodles.

Yu Cai listened to Fang Jian's sucking and eating noodles, raised her eyes and secretly glanced at Fang Jian, watching Fang Jian eat seriously, without showing any traces of the atrocity, she breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, just when she took out that breath for a long time, she heard Fang Jian's voice, and gasped back again.

"The noodles are salty." Fang Jian's voice was unhurried, but his movements were violent, he directly smashed the empty bowl of noodles at Yu Cai, "Stay at home all day, I haven't let you go down once in the field, just cook some food, you can't do it?" ”

Yu Cai could feel the slimy smell of blood on her forehead, but she clearly knew that now was not the time to cry out in pain, her head was lowered more and more, she didn't dare to explain more, she was afraid that her explanation would cause a more violent beating.

"Why?" Fang Mumu's immature voice sounded in the side room where the atrocity was about to take place, and her eyes were eroded by tears.

Yu Cai looked back at the little man standing at the door in surprise, firstly, because Fang Mumu actually spoke, and the first sentence of other people's children was to shout happily to their father or mother, and her Mumu's first sentence turned out to be why. The second is because it was too wrong when Fang Mumu appeared, she turned her head to look at Fang Jian, Fang Jian was rushing down from the kang, she rushed to the door without thinking, and held Fang Mumu in her arms, and then she felt that her body was suffering from the pain that she had endured not long ago the night before. In her arms was Fang Mumu's tearful cry, "Why do you want to hit your mother?" Why do you want to hit your mom? Why do you want to hit your mom? ......”

Fang Jian waved his fists and feet as he said, "Why? You even asked me why? I want to fucking ask why! I begged everywhere like a grandson, just begging for a son, and finally begged you for such a quick loss of money, and you are embarrassed to ask me why?! ”