Chapter 63: Release

The slopes behind Zhuangzi are barren, the weeds are crazy and half a person high, walking in the barren slopes, the road is often blocked by the intertwined canals, there are no bridges, most of the water is shallow, not knee-deep, if I am alone, take off my shoes and socks and wade over, followed by the skirt of Lanling, can only walk slowly along the side of the river bay.

Autumn is getting stronger, the river is cool in the breeze, and the sky is as clear as the water is dotted with a few thin white clouds floating on the water like silk. The pebble beach washed out at the confluence of the canals is densely covered with reeds and willows, and the hemp stalks sprang out of the foliage like arrows.

It's not yet frosting season, and the river beach is painted in a green color. Slowly marching with Lanling one after the other, both of them were silent, for fear of dispersing the harmonious and peaceful atmosphere. I looked back at her from time to time, and she seemed to be looking forward to this moment, and for a moment, the two of them smiled, and then parted again, and continued to walk slowly.

Desolate, chaotic, empty, silent, everything blended so naturally, as if I was about to turn into a fish and go down the water, and a sweet and pleasant stream welled up in the depths of my soul, and I floated in the stream, ethereal and tranquil in my mind.

"Does it need to be this far?" Lanling interrupted the silence and sat down leaning on the yellow willow tree on the shore.

I turned around and sat down next to her, pulled a hairy grass, and rolled it into a grass circle, "Is it beautiful here?" ”

Lan Ling looked at me and shook his head slightly.

"Do you like it here?" I gently tugged her hair and carefully inserted the straw ring into her hairpin.

"I like it, I don't want to talk if I like it." Lanling gently snuggled on my shoulder, docile as a rabbit.

"Sing a tune, will you?" A small grasshopper slowly climbed up the corner of Lanling's skirt, and I twisted a straw stick and slowly pulled it off Lanling's body, moving gently, for fear of hurting this fragile little life.

Lan Ling smiled and shook his head, took my hand, and sketched it with his fingers, "If you know, you can sing a song, no one else, I don't laugh at you." ”

"Well, when you come to this kind of place, you want to sing a few voices, whether it's good or not, you just want to vent, it doesn't matter if you're a joke." I cleared my throat and found a good sound,

"Can you let me go with you?

Since you said I couldn't keep you

The way back was a bit dark

Worry will leave you alone

I think it's because I'm not gentle enough

I can't share your sorrows

If you can't say that

Just keep regrets in your heart

Keep my sorrow to yourself, your beauty for you to take away

I never had a reason to be happy again

Keep my sorrow to yourself, your beauty for you to take away

I think I can hold back my sadness, but you will think of me too

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If you are in a good mood, you can play well, everything is so natural, I didn't deliberately choose the songs that fit the occasion, I just casually sang Chen Sheng's 'Keep the sadness to yourself', after all, it was my original repertoire in the card hall, perfect.

Lanling passed one arm under my ribs, hugged me tightly, and pressed his head against my chest, without a sound for a long time.

"Wait for you to laugh at me, don't say a word, it's okay to evaluate it." I wanted to lift her head, but Lan Ling shook her body vigorously, unwilling to come out. I felt her body tremble slightly, maybe life was too hard, it was good to find a chance to vent once in a while, I sighed quietly and held her tightly in my arms.

After a long time, Lan Ling finally calmed down, raised her head gently, her big eyes were red and swollen like two peaches, and her snot was still hanging on her face, I took out a handkerchief and gently wiped it on her face, Lan Ling raised her head, endured my actions, and remained motionless.

"You're almost twenty, aren't you?" Lan Ling wanted to bury his head in again, but when he saw that my chest was wet with snot and tears, he had to use a handkerchief to help me clean up, "Does a twenty-year-old hairy young man sing a little song to seduce the old widow?" ”

I laughed, I obviously like this feeling, but I still have to make excuses to make excuses to widen the age gap, age? It's just as old as my mental age, and the old widow pretends to be unprofessional.

"What are you laughing at? Is the laughing widow spring? You're proud of me like this, aren't you? "After all, I am used to being high, and of course I am annoyed when I am seen on the weak side, and I am about to leave my arms when I say it.

My arms tightened, and Lan Ling came back, "Don't move, it's good like this, I've never treated you as a widow, it's a good feeling in my heart, I really can't deceive myself, and you are the same." In this environment, there is no point in lying, and it is also a relief to be honest about your inner feelings.

"I think you're glad you're a widow. If I were a girl, would you dare to do that? If you're entangled by me, look at what you can say so long. It's good to be a widow, take advantage of it, turn around and leave, don't have to bear any responsibility, how stable? ”

obviously likes it in my heart, but I don't admit it, but I put everything on my head, "If I want to take advantage of you, I just gave you something, as for so wordy?" Why don't you know what's wrong? ”

Lan Ling blushed, and slapped me hard, "How else to say that you are stupid, you took advantage of it early and broke it early, and if you drag it to this point, I am afraid that I will not be able to give up if I take advantage of it." Me too, I was confused by a person who sang a little song, and I was teased by you hairy boy for so many years, you really hurt others and yourself. Since he said what he said in his heart, he crawled into my arms weakly and let out a long sigh, "Don't be complacent, the agreement between the two of us has not changed, and what are we here for today?" ”

I'm relaxed now, feeling is feeling after all, and it is different from her mouth after all, "Don't worry, you can't get things wrong, and besides, you didn't come here today to see me?" The craftsman doesn't bring it, so how can I draw the land? ”

"Can't you row? Look at the head of what you write is the Tao, don't tell me that you are a fool. ”

"I have to come to see the old craftsmen, no matter how I say it, people are still more experienced than me, building a workshop is a big deal, and many people have more opinions and more insurance." When I was a kid, I wish I could work in that small paper mill for a few more days, at least I wouldn't have to rely on others so much.

"Also, how old are you," Lan Ling got up from my arms, held my face, and kissed me on the cheek, "I don't feel distressed at all, I'm good at cheating women." It's okay, and it's good to say it. There is still half a day to go to your house, and you can still record some points. Starting today, take out all the contents of your stomach and see how many fancy intestines you have. I'm afraid that your two ladies should come back too, so don't let my entourage wait in your mansion in a hurry. ”

"Well, wait a minute, I'll be over there........"

Ying has come back, the second daughter didn't touch the house, so she went directly to the flower water workshop, and after resting for a few days without preparing raw materials, I am afraid that there is not much left.

Since it is a cooperative relationship with Lanling, Ying didn't have any ideas, and after setting up half a table of fruit snacks, she found an excuse to go out, and Lanling and I were left in the courtyard.

After returning to the Tang Dynasty, my understanding of ancient literature has not improved much, and I am even suspected of regression, not because I don't read, but because I can't read. The ancient text is concise, there is no punctuation, a piece of paper is full of words, I am a science student, I don't have a hyphenation foundation (I don't know if there is a liberal arts), how can I read it? It's harder than the original English version of 'Jane Eyre'.

Since Lanling wants to record, I have to establish the concept of punctuation marks for her first, which can be regarded as the first contribution I made to the cultural cause of the Tang Dynasty, which is more realistic than plagiarizing other people's poems, at least in the future, the poems of Li Bai and other writers will also be marked with the mark I left.

Lan Ling is a smart person, he can see the benefits of these symbols at a glance, and he is extremely attentive to studying, until Ying comes over to urge him to eat, and he realizes that it is not early.

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After writing this chapter, most of them are relieved, the fog has cleared, and they are open to the bright sunshine!