Chapter 17: Wings in My Heart
"Have you heard? The broom star girl of the Fang family has good academic performance. ”
"Why haven't you heard that the old village chief bragged in his own house every now and then how he sent those teachers and directors from the township, county and even the city into the Fang family in waves, and then received and sent them away from the Fang family."
"I've seen so many people from the outside world, the old village chief can be regarded as having seen the world, let him brag about it himself, anyway, he won't have a few years to live."
"Who's to say it's not, this good era has come, but we are all old."
"If you want to blame, you can only blame us for not being born in a good time."
"Also, look at the life of the Fang family's daughter, the broom star, because the times are good, she is stunned to give herself a good reputation that everyone praises."
"Who's to say it isn't? Maybe, in a few years, that girl will be admitted to college and go outside for a walk, and then it will not be something that an old woman like you and me can talk about. ”
"If that girl is really admitted to college, can Fang Da let her go? When he was born, Fang Da was not quite disgusted. ”
At this time and then, it is said that the girl did not ask for money to go to junior high school and high school, but the school gave Fang Da a lot of money. What do you think, that girl will be admitted to the first place again, which university will not rush to ask for it, and when the time comes, someone from the school will slap the money directly on the table, can the master of Fang Da disagree? ”
"It's also said, who can still get along with money. Hey, it's only to blame that we don't have such a girl. ”
"Phew, what are you talking about? After all, her fate is not good, what do you want her to do! Besides, when the girl's wings are stiff, she will be good-looking. ”
"It's true, thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi, who can say for sure?"
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Gossip always spreads faster than good things, after all, it can provoke the deepest curiosity in the heart, regardless of age.
Fang Jian sat in the tavern of Chen Shaodong's house, pouring beer cup after glass, although the taste of this beer was so unpleasant that he wanted to vomit, but he didn't want to touch the liquor, he had to keep his mind a little clear, and think about what to do to break the wings that Fang Mumu wanted to take off.
That year, Fang Mumu was eighteen, and there were still ten days before her college entrance examination.
It was already half past ten in the evening, and there were still many students sitting in the classroom.
Some students don't want to waste a minute or a second in the last ten days, they want to work harder, so that for them, the score of the college entrance examination can be one more point.
Some students were infected by the atmosphere, sitting in the classroom, casually flipping through the classmates that had been densely written by their classmates, and the words of blessing one after another became the motivation for them to open the book and work hard for a while.
Fang Mumu glanced at the seat next to him, Yuan Chengle, who was her tablemate, hadn't come to school for a month, this was the second time in his high school days that he hadn't appeared by Fang Mumu's side for so long. Yuan Chengle didn't tell Fang Mumu in advance about these two disappearances, maybe it was too late, maybe he was afraid that Fang Mumu would get to the bottom of it.
When Yuan Chengle disappeared for the first time for no reason, Fang Mumu once went back to the village on weekends to go to Yuan Chengle's house to understand the situation. As a result, Yuan Chengle's mother said that Yuan Chengle felt a lot of pressure, so he went to his brother and sister's house to relax, and took the scriptures from his brother and sister to take the college entrance examination. In addition, Yuan Chengle's mother was concerned about Fang Mumu's situation at school.
When Yuan Chengle came back, Fang Mumu also asked a few tentative questions in secret, but Yuan Chengle always avoided the topic lightly.
There are only three days left before the college entrance examination.
Yuan Chengle finally appeared in the classroom, I don't know if it was Fang Mumu's illusion, she always felt that Yuan Chengle seemed to be sick, but she couldn't see it. After all, Yuan Chengle was originally a little sickly thin.
"How many points did you score for that set of papers?"
"It's not high, it's not high, it's just a hundred points."
Yuan Chengle and Fang Mumu walked out of the classroom side by side after confirming the relevant information about the exam, and when they walked to the door of the classroom, they heard the students on the side talking about the last set of papers.
So, Yuan Chengle turned his head and asked Fang Mumu who was parallel beside him, "How many points have you done?" ”
Fang Mumu frowned, and after a long time, he said slowly, "It's only a hundred points." ”
Yuan Chengle turned around and faced Fang Mumu face to face, and said as he walked backwards, "One hundred and one is about one hundred, and one hundred and fifty is also one hundred or so points, I don't know which one hundred points you are?" ”
"Then according to what you know about me, which hundred points should I be?" Fang Mumu tilted his head and asked Yuan Chengle with a curious expression.
Yuan Chengle turned his body straightened, touched his chin with his hand and said, "According to my understanding, it is only one hundred and forty-eight points, and it can't be more." ”
"Full marks!" Fang Mumu snorted after saying it arrogantly, and then sped up his pace and walked forward, leaving Yuan Chengle behind.
"Yo, that's amazing, perfect score for the first time, right?" Yuan Chengle caught up from behind Fang Mumu.
Fang Mumu turned to look at Yuan Chengle, she originally wanted to say that in the days when he was away, she had scored several perfect marks in the math test, but when the words came to her lips, she took them back.
"Yes, for the first time in my life, I asked you if you were convinced?" Fang Mumu stood on his feet and said with a proud face.
Yuan Chengle also stopped, clasped his fists with both hands, bowed at forty-five degrees, and made a gesture to Fang Mumu, "Take it down, take it orally, and take it on the ground!" ”
There is only one day left before the college entrance examination.
"Nervous?" Yu Cai sat on the bed in Fang Mumu's dormitory and asked in a low voice.
Fang Mumu immediately smiled, "Mom, there's nothing to be nervous about, I'm also a big and small exam, I'm used to it." ”
Yu Cai grabbed Fang Mumu's hand with one hand, and stroked Fang Mumu's cheek with the other, "Mumu has grown up." ”
"Well, when I graduate from college, I'll take my mom to live a good life." The bright future seems to be beckoning to Fang Mumu.
"Okay, Mom is waiting for you." Yu Cai said with a smile while wiping the tears that came out of his disagreement.
Yu Cai glanced at the sky outside and patted Fang Mumu's hand, "Okay, I'm relieved to see that you're not nervous like this." It's getting late, I have to go back. ”
"Mom, if you don't stay tonight, let's sleep." Fang Mumu held Yu Cai's hand and looked at Yu Cai with expectant eyes.
Yu Cai said with a smile, "Let's not say that I'm still going to work in the field, let's talk about this dormitory, Yin'er, you went to the exam, what can you do if you leave me here?" ”
Fang Mumu was powerless to refute Yu Cai's words, she lowered her head and stopped talking.
"Alright, don't be sluggish, I'll have to walk back later."
Yu Cai's words made Fang Mumu let go of his hand instantly, and sent Yu Cai out of the school gate with reluctance.
"Don't cry and mourn, I'll be back after the exam." When Yu Cai was about to leave, he comforted Fang Mumu.
Fang Mumu nodded, and after saying 'be careful on the road', he watched Yu Cai's figure go away, and was reluctant to go back to the dormitory until he couldn't see it.
That night, Fang Mumu had a nightmare, dreaming that his father had turned into a monster and dragged her hard, preventing her from picking up the pen to answer the paper. Fang Mumu, who woke up from his dream, looked at the gray sky outside, and comforted himself in his heart: The dream in the second half of the night was reversed.
Fang Mumu didn't go back to sleep, but got up and washed his face with cold water, after cheering himself up, he went out for a run several times, and when he heard the school's bell ringing at half past eight, he hurriedly ran back to the dormitory, took the exam equipment and hurriedly ran towards the examination room.
Until the moment before the test paper came down, Fang Mumu's palms were still in a cold sweat.
When he saw that the test paper was placed, Fang Mumu glanced at the questions on the first interview paper, which were basically all within the scope of his review, and his nervous heart was slightly calmed.
After reading through the questions on the test paper and seeing the final composition, Fang Mumu was stunned, the composition was to look at the picture and speak, and the picture was very similar to the nightmare she had this morning.
After a few short breaths, Fang Mumu adjusted his state and began to answer the questionnaire. After all, for her, this is the college entrance examination at the moment, and there is no extra time to waste in self-silence.
After answering all the previous questions, Fang Mumu reviewed the essay requirements of the exam again, and after a short period of thought, she wrote the essay title in the unique square of the composition, and her wings were in my heart.
Fang Mumu successfully finished the day's exam, and after meeting with Yuan Chengle and chatting about the exam, they went back to their respective dormitories.
It was getting late, and Fang Mumu didn't want to read any more review materials about the cloudy exam, so he lay in the dormitory in a daze.
When Fang Mumu was about to fall asleep, her roommate woke her up, "Your father is coming to look for you, waiting for you at the gate of the dormitory." ”
Fang Mumu sat up with a spirit, her right eyelid beating wildly with the speed of her heartbeat, and a bad premonition arose.
Fang Mumu rushed to the door of the dormitory, and before he could ask Fang Jian what he was doing, he heard Fang Jian say, "Your mother has broken." Then he dragged her and ran out of the school gate.
Fang Mumu didn't have the heart to carefully consider the credibility of her father's words, and her heart was all on her mother, who was broken in her father's mouth. She followed her father into the ox cart and did not ask a word. She listened to the sound of the cow walking forward under the whip, and she wished that the wind would come under the cow's feet and send her to her mother soon.
The night was so deep that even the moon scared away. Fang Mumu stumbled into the door, and rushed towards the side room without stopping.
"Mumu, why are you back?"
Looking at the uninjured Yu Cai in front of him, Fang Mumu didn't react at all, "Mom, you're not..."
At this moment, Fang Mumu heard Fang Jian's footsteps, she turned around, and for the first time in her life, she looked at Fang Jian with eyes full of anger.
Fang Jian's hand held a thick wooden stick that had been prepared at some point, "Yo, you have a long ability, you dare to look at me like this?" With that, Fang Jian hit Fang Mumu's leg with a stick.
Fang Mumu was directly hit and knelt in front of him by Fang Jian's unexpectedly stick, and Yu Cai rushed down from the kang and hugged Fang Mumu.
"In charge, Mu Mu didn't do anything!" After Yu Cai opened her mouth to say this, she regretted it, she had been married to Fang Jian for almost twenty years, and she had already seen through what kind of person Fang Jian was, but she was really anxious just now.
"Her biggest mistake was to come into this world!" Fang Jian almost roared, he roared and waved the stick in his hand to hit indiscriminately, "Do you still want to be admitted to university?" Make your spring and autumn dreams! Lao Tzu can let you graduate from high school, which is already Lao Tzu's kindness! I just want to see if you are scrapped, you can't take the test on a cloudy day, what capital do you use to go to college! ”
Each of Fang Jian's sticks tore apart and hit Fang Mumu.
No matter how Fang Jian was beaten, Fang Mumu's eyes full of hatred stared at him deadly, and he never shed a single tear because of the pain.
"Mumu!" In Yu Cai's last scream, Fang Mumu lost consciousness, she thought that all the pain could finally end, and the dream of going to college would end like this.