Chapter 2: Brother, I'm Sorry

Outside the seventh-floor hematology unit of the First People's Hospital of Gyeongnan Province, a fashionable wife is looking through the glass on the door with a sad face.

"Lele will be fine, you sit on the chair and wait, your health is not good, you can't be so tired." A middle-aged man in a smart gray suit gently pulled the lady to the chair in the hallway, but couldn't.

"Lao Xiao, you have to sit down, you go and sit down, don't pull me, in my heart, if I don't see the doctor say something accurate, I can't be down-to-earth at all, let alone sit there and wait." As Mrs. Fashiona said this, she glanced at the middle-aged man beside her, and glanced at the chair in the hallway.

There was no one sitting on the chair in the corridor, but there were many people standing next to it, Yuan Youliang and the elderly, Yuan Yushuang, Yuan Yucong and Xiao Youqing.

Lin Man saw Mrs. Xiao at the door cast a look, and hurriedly lowered her head, Lele also blamed her for everything, if she followed everything, Lele wanted to marry Fang Mumu's girl, she would personally match, and it would not be so far.

"Auntie, don't care, my mother is also worried about my brother, she doesn't mean anything else." Xiao Youqing saw that his mother's glance was overcast, and he hurriedly pulled Lin Man to explain softly.

"I'm white, I'm fine." Lin Man shook his head, "It's also my fault for this, it's my fault for not taking good care of Lele, and it's also because I didn't think it through..."

"Of course you blame you! I don't blame you, who is to blame? Mrs. Xiao's voice suddenly rose, she turned to look at Lin Man, her face was gloomy, "Lele finally picked up a life, said that he wanted to go back to the village to see, I told you at the time, you must not let him be tired, you are good, you sent someone back to me in an ambulance, I don't blame you, who is to blame?" ”

"Xiong Dan!" Mr. Xiao interrupted Mrs. Xiao's words, "None of us want this situation to happen, after all, Lele was brought up by Lao Yuan and his family, and now they definitely don't have a taste in their hearts." ”

"It's all my fault! It's all my fault! Lin Man lowered his head, his voice choked.

Yuan Youliang had to pull his daughter-in-law aside to appease, "Mrs. is also too distressed about Lele, don't blame yourself anymore, if you want to talk about Lele, I am also responsible, if I could..."

At this time, the door of the intensive care unit was opened, and the doctors and nurses came out of the ward.

"Dr. Kong, is my son okay?" Mrs. Xiao grabbed the arm of the head doctor.

When the other people saw the doctor come out, they also gathered around.

Dr. Kong took off his glasses and rubbed his eyebrows, "The situation is not very optimistic, it may be a recurrence of the disease, and we need to do further examinations to be sure." ”

"Are you okay?" Yuan Yucong interjected, and Mrs. Xiao handed over a not very friendly look, as if his question could make Yuan Chengle ask about something.

"People are fine for the time being, don't worry too much, just temporarily in a coma, your family members try to keep quiet, don't have too many people to accompany you." As he spoke, Dr. Kong put on his glasses and glanced at the group of people around him.

"Okay, thank you, doctor." Mrs. Xiao hurriedly responded, and together with the others, she saw Dr. Kong away, and when Dr. Kong disappeared from sight, Mrs. Xiao turned around, looked at the others and said, "There's nothing wrong here, you all go back." ”

"Madam, I want to stay..."Before Lin Man could finish his words, he was interrupted by Mrs. Xiao.

"What do you want to do to see my son never wake up again?" Mrs. Xiao's voice was raised again, full of anger, if she was depressed just now, then at this moment she is like a lioness who wants to vent her anger.

"Enough!" Xiao Muke scolded, and then lowered his voice, "Lele needs to be quiet now, my wife and I stay, you all go back first, if there is anything, we will contact us frequently." ”

"Okay, just do as the gentleman says." Yuan You nodded his head in response, and then left with Lin Man and his two children.

"You go back first, too." Xiao Muke said to Xiao Youqing, who had no intention of leaving.

"I promise I'll be quiet, Dad, let me stay with my brother." Xiao Youqing put his hands together in front of him, please.

"No, you have to go back and rest, come and change your mother when you're rested." Xiao Muke's attitude has no room for maneuver.

"Oh~" Xiao Youqing stood on tiptoe and looked through the glass on the door of the intensive care ward, "Then I'll go back first." ”

With that, Xiao Youqing reluctantly left the hospital with his feet in tow.

Originally, there were people in the corridor, and at this time, Xiao Muke and his wife were left, and he helped his daughter-in-law into the intensive care ward and sat down on the chair next to the bed.

Yuan Chengle on the hospital bed was wearing a respirator, his face was pale, his eyes were closed, and he lay quietly except for the slight sound of breathing.

"Why do you say Lele's life is so bitter?" Mrs. Xiao knelt beside the bed and gently held Yuan Chengle's hand.

Xiao Muke wanted to say something to comfort his daughter-in-law, but he couldn't find the right words to say, and what he should say and what he could say seemed to have been finished.

"My Lele, I have been suffering since I was born, and I suffered before the full moon, you listen to the nonsense of those charlatans, saying that Lele can only live long if he is raised in a poor family, and before I can relax my senses, you will take him away without making an opinion." Mrs. Xiao choked up as she spoke, "I didn't even take a good look at him, so you took him away." Later, I cried and made trouble, trying to bring Lele back, but you were ruthless, locked me in the house, and didn't let me go! ”

"It's been so long, why do you want to do all this again?" Xiao Muke held his forehead with one hand and frowned.

"Can I not get up?" Mrs. Xiao's voice was not loud, but her tone was full of reproach, "How can I forget? For so many years, I watched my son not recognize it, watched him suffer in that little place in the middle of nowhere, and finally waited until he came of age, and I thought that all the ordeal was over, and my Lele was finally going to return to me, and as a result....result...."

"Okay~" Seeing that Mrs. Xiao was choked up and couldn't speak, Xiao Muke put his arm around her shoulder, patted her gently, and soothed, "Okay, don't think about it anymore, hurt your body." You also have to cheer up and don't fall down again, and then you won't be able to worry about Lele. ”

"I don't want to think about it anymore, but I can't help it." Mrs. Xiao lay on the side of the bed and cried quietly, "I just have to think of the state when Lele came back to me, and the strange look in his eyes when he first met me... This heart of mine is dripping blood. I don't think I've done anything bad, and I'm not a cruel mother, so why should I have to endure this? Why should I let my child suffer what he shouldn't, why..."

"Okay, okay~ Don't say anything more, don't say anything again." Xiao Muke is also the first two years now, his son has not woken up yet, and his daughter-in-law is unable to extricate herself from resentment, except for a few words of dissuasion, he really can't find any other words to comfort.

It was quiet outside the intensive care unit, and the occasional walk-by was light-footed, with low whimpering and intermittent sighs in the ward.

Everything inside or outside the house does not exist for Yuan Chengle. At this moment, he was lost in the pure white world in his mind, and the corners of the pure white world were the words on the paper left by Fang Mumu.

"Brother, I'm sorry..."

How affectionate the title was at the beginning, and how harsh the sorry was that followed, it turned out that the note was left for him, and she knew that he would really go again, so she ran away, and it was he who forced her...

"By the time you see this paper, I'm gone..."

Yes, when he happily chose an auspicious day of the zodiac and stood at the door of her house to propose to her again, she was gone, leaving him with only such a fluttering piece of paper...

"Thank you, thank you really. Thank you for your love, and thank you for your affection..."

Why thank him? And thank him for his affection? Yin Yin is the one who supports him to live to this moment, and it is he who should say thank you...

"However, a crippled person like me is not worthy of my brother..."

Broken? How could she be a ruined person? No matter what she has experienced, in his place, she will always be the Fang Mumu he knows, as simple and beautiful as when she was a child...

"My brother deserves someone better, I hope my brother can meet that better person..."

Yuan Chengle smiled bitterly in the pure white world, tears didn't even bother to beat in his eyes, one after another, densely stained his face and his clothes.

Someone who deserves better? He, a person who lives with fate, is not worth anything without her, and he may not even have the courage to fight against fate...

There are still words behind the paper left by Fang Mumu, there should still be words, but those words have become blurry in Yuan Chengle's pure white world, and no matter how he rubs his eyes and stretches the paper, he can't see it clearly.

Yuan Chengle panicked, and the movements in his hands became more and more vigorous, until his eyes were rubbed with gold stars, and the paper was cracked...

Suddenly, the pure white world suddenly fell into darkness, Yuan Chengle couldn't see anything, he groped around, trying to grab the piece of paper left by Fang Mumu, that was the only thing she left him. He half-knelt on the cold ground, groping around carefully, and the longer he went, the more panicked his heart became, and he was afraid that he would lose even this last object.

When Yuan Chengle was desperate, a piece of pure white appeared in front of his eyes again, and unlike the previous pure white, this piece of pure white had a familiar smell of disinfectant...

Then, a group of people passed through his body, he didn't feel anything, and when he was surprised, he saw the oncoming Dr. Kong, with a sad face, striding quickly, Dr. Kong seemed to be getting younger. He stopped in front of Dr. Kong and wanted to talk to Dr. Kong.

However, Dr. Kong did not see him, and passed through his body, he turned to look at Dr. Kong, who was surrounded by a group of people, who were so familiar, there were no traces of time, and they stayed at the right age, but their faces were full of sorrow, and some of them were even soaked in tears, allowing the tears to wash away one by one...

They are his adoptive parents, sister, brother, and his biological parents and sister...

He lifted his thousand-pound feet and took heavy steps, and walked slowly towards them, wanting to ask them what they were worried about. What are you crying about? He wanted to hear it and help them.

However, before he could get closer, he stood still, and stood there in a daze, listening to the familiar people mentioning his name over and over again, asking him whether he was alive or dead.

"Am I dead?" Yuan Chengle lowered his head and looked at himself, his outstretched hands and legs shook unconsciously, he wanted to restrain them, but he made them tremble even more...

The people in front of him were crowded into a hospital room, a ward he knew well, after all, he had spent most of his time there for the past ten years.

He walked slowly into the room, wanting to say goodbye to himself if he was really dead.

He believed in Shenyin and prayed to Shenyin, but he never thought that one day, he would see his body...

He effortlessly made his way through the crowd, bowed his head, and looked at himself with a puzzled face...

The self in bed is very thin, very young, and still wearing a school uniform, which seems to be the school uniform of high school...