At this time, Gu Manwei dragged her heavy steps and walked aimlessly on the street, her face pale, like a lonely ghost wandering on the street.

She was only wrapped in a thin coat, a little messy, but she didn't care about tidying up.

The morning breeze blew on her, and the scene in the hotel just now kept popping up in her mind, and tears fell suddenly in her empty eyes.

Pacing in the direction of home step by step, I don't know how long it took, finally returned home, she closed the door, dropped her bag, took off her clothes, walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, the whole person stood under the shower and rushed cold water, trying to make herself feel better, and then, it was useless, the boredom that was entwined in her heart, the pain of body and mind could not be dissipated after all.

There is no way to express that kind of pain in words, but even so, Gu Manwei still can't feel it.

She is very conflicted, very entangled, she gave the first time to the man she has loved for ten years, but he already has a fiancée, should she continue?

Does Zhan Zhiang know that it was her last night?

If he knew, what would he do?

Abandon your fiancée to be with her?

Or do you know and pretend not to know?

In my mind, the question marks flashed wildly, and I only felt that my head was going to explode, and this feeling was even more uncomfortable than dying.

It's a pity that no one can give her a promise!

She looked at the bruises and bruises on her fair skin, and she seemed to be suddenly relieved!

Sooner or later, the wound will heal one day, the days will go on after all, the past is life, and it is yourself who can't cross!

Time will eventually heal the scars in her heart, those pasts, those old people, she will finally let go!

It's like Zhan Zhiang, he seems to have automatically lost his memory of what happened that night, and within a few days, the news of his engagement to Wen Ruyi came.

Xuan Shengrui's side was even more anxious to wait, and he didn't wait for Gu Manwei's news.

Didn't you say a good month? It's been a month and a half!

And Gu Manwei always avoided him, didn't reply to WeChat, didn't answer the phone, didn't go to the company, didn't go at home, he sent to her parents to express his heart directly!

Today is a chance for him!

"Manwei."

Xuan Shengrui walked towards her slowly, a smile on a face as warm as jade.

Gu Manwei was not surprised to see Xuan Shengrui coming, it should come sooner or later.

This is what she owes him, and sooner or later she will have to pay it back!

Even if he doesn't come today, she will go and give him an explanation in a few days.

Unhurriedly, she stood up and walked over to the couch across from the office and sat down.

"Xuan Shengrui, are you here?"

Xuan Shengrui followed closely, looking at Gu Manwei who seemed to have lost a lot of weight recently, and his face was a little haggard, his heart was broken!

He didn't want to wait any longer, although they had been together for a relatively short time, but before they officially met, Gu Manwei's figure was deeply imprinted in his heart, and her every move, smile and smile touched his heart all the time.

He went straight to the point and said, "A month has already passed, why haven't you thought about it yet?" ”

When Gu Manwei heard this, she lowered her eyes and fell into deep thought, and the scenes of that night reappeared in her mind, deeply piercing her heart.

At this time, how could she agree to Xuan Shengrui's courtship, she was not responsible for him!

She exhaled, raised her eyelids suddenly, and decisively refused, "Xuan Shengrui, I'm sorry, I can't promise you." ”

Xuan Shengrui's body stiffened, and he looked at her in disbelief, "Why?" ”

Didn't he say okay and be his girlfriend in a month? Why did you regret it? What is he not doing well enough, and he can't change it?

Gu Manwei didn't want him to see the clues, so she took the lead and turned her face away, "I'...... Don't ask. ”

Xuan Shengrui grabbed her arm tightly with both hands, forced her to look into his eyes, and said with a serious face, "No, you can't be so perfunctory to me, otherwise I will always pester you." ”

Gu Manwei felt that her scalp was numb when he saw it, and her nervous body couldn't help but tremble slightly, and she turned her face weakly and didn't dare to look at him.

"Hey...... In short, I don't deserve you. ”

This kind of thing, how can she say it, she can't say that she herself is not clean, she was drunk and was slept with, and the person who slept with her was still his good brother Zhan Zhiang!

This is undoubtedly harder than killing her!

She couldn't talk about it, why did this man have to force her?

It's just the same physique as Lin Xiaoya!

"Manwei, don't be perfunctory to me, okay? I love you, it's serious, it's not just a casual talk, I want to marry you, don't you think it's too cruel to send me away with a casual word of sorry? ”

The only girl he has truly loved since he was a child is her, whether it is Bai Yueguang or cinnabar mole, there will be no second person who can replace her.

"Xuan Shengrui, I can't say anything about this."

"What is there that can't be said? You've got to tell me, what's wrong with me? ”

"No, you're bad, I'm dirty."

When Xuan Shengrui heard this, he suddenly realized the seriousness of the matter, something must have happened to her.

Could it be that she was ......?

Xuan Shengrui was obviously confused, and hurriedly held her arms, and said distressedly, "Manwei, something didn't happen to you?" Tell me okay? Don't worry me, and if I want to know, you won't be able to hide it from me. ”

His emotions were a little out of control, his face was even more nervous, his eyes were nervous and depressed, and there was inexplicable panic and uneasiness in his eyes.

Accidentally, he increased his strength, Gu Manwei's arms were clenched tighter and tighter by him, and she instantly felt a little pain.

"I ...... I'm not telling you that I've never been in a relationship, but on my classmate's birthday, I drank too much, and then I was confused...... You know. ”

When Xuan Shengrui heard this, he smiled, and his smile was so bright.

Gu Manwei was about to cry when he laughed like this, "You laugh, you can leave after laughing." ”

She's like this, how can she comfort her as a friend, right?

Forget about comforting, and laugh at her.

Sure enough, things gather people in groups, this guy doesn't look like a good person!

"I'm happy, you're destined to be my girlfriend in this life, I don't care about these at all, even if you've been in love with 1.3 billion men, so what? I don't care, I love you as a person. ”

Xuan Shengrui's voice was low, clear and undisguised from the excitement in his heart, which flowed softly into Gu Manwei's ears.

"Xuan Shengrui, why didn't you come earlier?"

All this came too suddenly, Gu Manwei wanted to cry, but she couldn't make a sound, and the silent crying made her body tremble terribly.

Unspeakable words rolled in her throat, and as she choked, her voice was soft and thin, as if squeezed out between her teeth, and it became extremely difficult.

If it was before the blind date with Zhan Zhiang, how good would it be?

That's not it, so many things are happening!

Xuan Shengrui gently wiped the tears on his cheeks for her, and said distressedly, "Manwei, don't, don't cry......"

yes, why didn't he come sooner?

Even if he knew that she liked Zhan Zhiang, fair competition, he might not lose!

Xuan Shengrui's dark eyes flashed slightly, he looked at her quietly for half a second, and said cautiously, "Can I hug you?" ”

Who knew that Gu Manwei threw herself directly into his arms, snuggled tightly in his arms, and tears wet his clothes. There was no gap between the two, and they were tightly pressed together, feeling each other's heartbeat and the warm breath exhaled......

After a long time like this, Gu Manwei choked up and said, "Promise me, don't check it, it's a stain on my life, and I don't want to mention it again in my life." ”

"Okay, good, don't cry."

Being able to have Gu Manwei, Xuan Shengrui is really happy, he can stand by her side, give her a shoulder to lean on, give her warmth and happiness, he feels that this life is worth it!