Chapter 143: Confession (I)

The immortal Minoru Kawa clutched the gauze in his hand tightly, and walked through most of the butterfly house with a heart, his face as calm as water, but his mental activity was quite rich.

"I really let Kuang get close to that guy with a broken mouth......

"Even the little girl in the butterfly house thinks that dead face is easier to get along with?"

"I really don't know what to say, obviously seven so gloomy guys."

"It looks like he has no spirit, and no matter how handsome he looks, he is ugly."

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"Speaking of which, should you pay attention to the way you speak in the future?"

Unconsciously, he was thinking about things he wouldn't even think about before.

In fact, calling himself "Lao Tzu", "Uncle Ben" and his rough tone and words and deeds are not habits that Immortal Kawa Minoru has developed since childhood. After all, his younger brothers and sisters are very obedient, and there is no need for him to be so fierce.

The reason why he talks and acts like that is because after his mother's death, he has to take his younger brother Genya alone to earn a living in the dock area where hooligans gather.

In order to prevent his younger brother from being bullied, and in order to discipline his younger brother who didn't know the truth at that time and hated him, he deliberately imitated the words and deeds of those street bullies, ruffians and even dead fathers.

Coupled with his tall stature and natural evil appearance, he often returned home with blood and wounds (after killing ghosts himself), and soon became a fierce god who must not talk to people or else he would be killed and dismembered.

It's just that after joining the Ghost Slayer, his temporary style was also brought over, and it naturally became a high wall separating him from others.

After all, who would want to associate with someone who is so full of swear words that it can even scare ghosts out of their minds?

And the immortal Minoru Chuan, who wants to devote all his thoughts to killing ghosts, is also happy.

After all, with people close to you, it will be even more unbearable to lose them.

But if a person who is only a comrade-in-arms dies in the ghost slaying, then after a short period of sadness, only anger remains in his heart.

And anger and hatred are precisely the source of the power of Minoru Immortal.

It's a pity that it backfired, and there will still be "indiscriminate good people" like Masano Masajin and Butterfly Chanae in this world.

No matter how vicious his tone is and how ugly the scars on his face are, these two people are as unconditionally tolerant and accepting as mothers.

One of them is like the warm winter sun, the other is like a gentle wind and drizzle, constantly melting the mountains that wrap him, and they spare no effort to try to make him understand-

His life is more than just killing evil spirits.

No matter how miserable or even overwhelmed a person is, he should have the right to pursue happiness.

Therefore, under the influence of their subtle and recent life and death crises, Minoru Immortal Kawa also began to reflect for the first time-

Is it necessary to change yourself?

When passing by the pharmacy, he was a little dizzy and picked out two commonly used ointments from the pile of medicinal herbs and put them in his arms, and then ran into the kitchen with a copper basin, startling Xiao Sui, who was in charge of preparing supper for everyone.

"Y-What are you going to do?"

She asked, hunching her shoulders, "The water is just boiling, and if you want to eat, you'll have to wait a while." ”

"Is the water boiling? That's just right. ”

Immortal Kawa Minoru's eyes lit up when he heard Koho's words, and without saying a word, he lifted the pot and poured hot water into the copper basin.

"You can cook another pot."

"Huh...... But, but, but..."

"But what?"

Immortal Chuan Minoru turned his head impatiently, and the two oblique eyes stared at him with a somewhat fierce tone, which frightened Xiao Sui suddenly a little overwhelmed, and tears bigger than his eyes suddenly welled up.

"Damn, what about being gentle?"

Seeing her reaction, Immortal Chuan shouted in his heart and wanted to flee the scene quickly.

Although he was very scared, Xiao Sui couldn't help but hesitate and said, "This first pot is for Mr. Shuizhu to use hot fish soup." ”

"Huh?" The actions of the immortal Minoru Kawa's men paused.

It's this Tomioka again, since the first time he saw that guy at the bottom of the mountain, he thought that dead man's face was so unpleasant.

When he just came back, he ignored Kuang's farewell, and led Ichiro's younger brother to disappear without even saying hello!

That kid named Kuro, Minoru Immortal Kawa has always been interested, but he couldn't even see his face!

"Tell me, why does he have fish soup to drink, and the rest of us only have dumplings?"

Immortal Minoru asked with a frown, like a child who has been treated unfairly by his parents, full of lemon smell.

"But...... The fish soup is left over from yesterday, and the dumplings were wrapped tonight......"

Xiao Sui was very aggrieved, but in front of Zhu, he didn't dare to wipe his tears with his hands, so he could only explain stubbornly, "Moreover, that fish soup was originally made by Sister Chana Hui specially for Mr. Shuizhu." ”

Hearing this, Immortal Minoru suddenly felt that a string in his head had broken.

"Where's the fish soup?"

He looked out into the kitchen, and immediately saw a porcelain basin covered by a small board, "Is this it?" ”

Spike nodded.

The next moment, the immortal Minoru Kawa directly took off the board, picked up the porcelain basin and drank the fish soup cleanly, and the radish inside was swallowed without even chewing it.

"It's delicious." With a compliment, the small porcelain basin slammed into the kitchen counter with a bang, and it turned around twice like a tumbler before stopping.

By the time Spike reacted from the shock, the immortal Minoru Kawa had already disappeared with a basin of boiling water.

A few seconds later, a whimpering cry came from the kitchen, which was aggrieved, bitter, incomprehensible, and confused, which was really not enough for outsiders.

Meanwhile, Yoshiyuki Tomioka, who was being carefully bandaged by Kuro, was staring blankly at the ceiling as always.

"I'm so hungry."

"Isn't the fish soup hot yet?"

……

On the other hand, the immortal Kawa Minoru did not have the slightest awareness that troubled Koho, but came to the door of Butterfly Chanae with inexplicable pride.

As he walked, the creaking of the wooden floor in the hallway also alerted Butterfly Chane, who had just returned to the room, that someone was coming.

"Is it Xiaoqing?"

The familiar and gentle voice sounded, "Didn't you let you take care of the others first?" I'll do it myself......"

"It's me."

Immortal Minoru said suddenly.

However, after about a second of silence, there was a sudden snort in the room.

"Ahh

It is especially evident in the quiet of the night.

This was followed by the clashing of wooden tables and the pouring of tea sets.

Based on what he heard, Minoru Immortal immediately thought that it was the butterfly Chanae who fell.

When dealing with Genichiro's "corpse pieces", Butterfly Chanae's right leg was directly entangled and twisted by the flesh vine, plus other large and small wounds, one pill was not enough to heal her.

Thinking of this, he was even more anxious and worried about Hua Zhu's injury, plus he had never had the experience of getting along with girls other than his family-

He actually opened the paper door of the room directly.

However, the first thing that catches your eye is that under the light of the lights, a layer of golden transparent shoulders and necks are covered.

A cloud of pink smoke rose from the stomach of the immortal Minoru and then grew thicker, turning a hot crimson on his face.

"yes, I'm sorry, I don't know ......"

I didn't know you were changing clothes.

For the first time in his life, Immortal Chuan suddenly forgot how to speak.

Just as he stammered, a thin layer of underwear immediately covered his bare shoulders and neck, but he could still faintly see the gradually reddening of his complexion.

"The ......"

Butterfly Chanae turned her face and said with a hint of begging, "You can ...... the door first."

"Oh! Oh! Good! ”

Immortal Minoru didn't finish listening to what he said, and immediately took action, and pulled the paper door with a bang.

But perhaps it was because he was too flustered, and his breathing was too rapid, and the moment the wooden edge of the paper door touched the door frame, it actually gave it directly......

Crashed off!

Kwa la la-

The paper door that had lost its support slapped directly at the immortal Minoru Chuan, who was holding the basin of water in his hand at the moment, so he could only turn around and use his back to support him not to fall.

"It's over! Finished! ”

"What am I doing?"

All sorts of chaotic emotions that he had never even experienced before continued to pour into the mind of Minoru Immortal.

But that didn't stop him from shouting into the house: "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to!" Trust me! ”

Minoru Immortal! You tell me!

Who the fuck would open the door with breathing?!

"I see!"

Butterfly Chanae originally felt a little embarrassed, but now she couldn't cry or laugh, "Please continue to support for a while, don't talk again, okay?" ”

Minoru Immortal didn't answer, and quietly pretended to be a quail.

He never imagined that he would actually experience the clichΓ© stories told by the wharf workers.

In folk tales, there are many imaginary stories of helpers and subordinates who had to fall into a lot of money and then turn over because they accidentally saw a young lady from a big family taking a bath.

But all the while, Minoru Immortal was dismissive of these stories.

Let's not talk about how to encounter this kind of thing, at least he once helped a large family transport goods very well, if this kind of thing really happens, it is light not to poke those subordinates into the eyes, let alone the era of samurai.

Now that something like this is really happening to him, he feels a little magical.

How will Butterfly Chanae face this?

Will she ask for justice for her at the Pillar Meeting?

If I let other butterflies know, will I be poisoned to death?

"Don't be cranky, can't be cranky!"

Immortal Minoru mentally recited this sentence silently, and began to expel the images that kept pouring into his mind, hoping to return to normal by adjusting his breathing.

However, he failed.

Not only did it not expel the beautiful picture, but it made it clearer.

However, it was this clear image that made him notice something he hadn't noticed before.

That is, under the right shoulder blade of the butterfly Chanae, there is a rather wide scratch that continues to extend downward. Most of it was obscured by clothing, but some shadows could still be seen, almost all the way to the back.

Judging from its style, it should be a trace caused by a ghost.

Suddenly, the pink cloud no longer haunted the immortal Minoru Kawa, but was replaced by a completely different emotion.

The sourness that stretched outward from the position of his heart continued to spread, and finally spread to his limbs and facial features, and his nose was so soft that he almost burst into tears again.

He suddenly remembered what Masano had said to him the first time he was discharged from the Butterfly House.

……

"How about Shimi, with the smile of the flower pillar, don't you want to recover?"

At that time, Masano laughed and bumped his right arm with his elbow.

"Speaking of which, since the change of doctors in the team, many timid team members are no longer afraid of performing tasks! Some people even raised the banner that they would rather be injured than see her, and their morale has risen a lot. ”

"I thought she was a strange woman and liked to be nosy."

Immortal Chuan Minoru frowned, "If she hadn't stopped Uncle Ben, Lao Tzu would have been able to get out of bed the day before yesterday, I don't know how many more ghosts will die under my knife." ”

"Hey, you guy, you just can't stand others being nice to you."

Masano said mockingly, "Remind you, be obedient in other people's home fields, and don't bother a gentle girl like Chana, you will be damned." ”

"Isn't it damnation to live like this?"

Immortal Minoru wanted to say this, but after thinking about it, he still didn't say it, but instead said what he saw and heard in the butterfly house.

"But speaking of which, that woman is pretty good. Obviously, some injuries with broken hands and feet had just made a lot of noise at this time, but as long as they had a few words with her, they all became honest. Is this the pillar of the Demon Slayer? I didn't expect this kind of prestige......"

"Hah, you've got a problem with your brain, right? Everyone likes Chana, not because she's a pillar! ”

Masano put his hands behind his head and looked up at the cherry blossoms floating overhead.

"Think about how blessed it is to have someone who is willing to listen to all your worries, shames, guilt, and hatred when you are at your most vulnerable, both physically and mentally."

"As a pillar, she is already very busy dealing with those powerful ghosts every day, but she still takes the trouble to play the role of a mother to all the injured team members, taking care of you meticulously - even many people's own mothers don't have such a mind and patience."

"It's hard to imagine how one person can do so much."

Speaking of this, Kuano Kuangjin's tone was low, and his mood was so low that even the immortal Kawa Minoru could find the clue.

"What's the matter with you suddenly not talking?"

Minoru Immortal raised his eyebrows, "It can't be unrequited love." ”

"No, I was just thinking ......"

Masano suddenly looked at him seriously.

"How long can she last if she goes on like this?"

"What do you mean?"

Immortal Minoru was a little puzzled.

"Chanae has always been unconditionally open to the sadness, loneliness, anger and hatred of all people, as long as it can alleviate the pain of others to a greater or lesser extent, even if it hurts herself."

"Over time, everyone also thought that she was a perfect beingβ€”not hurt, not worried, always with a smile that could not be dissolved, as if all the good words in the world were concentrated on her alone."

"But if you think about it, you know it's impossible. If you hadn't experienced extreme suffering, you wouldn't have this all-encompassing compassion. But the role she plays is not allowed to show this, almost no one has seen it, and no one can imagine what she looks like when she is vulnerable. ”

"But when she wants to talk, when she wants to relieve her emotions, when she wants to be healed, who can she rely on?"

Speaking of this, Masano suddenly turned from sadness to joy, and said with a sigh: "I am afraid that only a person who has similar experiences and troubles, but has a tenacious and fiery heart, can bear such an honor." ”

"I think you're a good fit."

After saying that, he walked forward with ease, leaving only the immortal Minoru Kawa to stay in place and be stunned.