There is no light, a dim star 7 I believe in you
What kind of person is this?
The fine bangs hang slightly in front of the forehead, lazy and arrogant, the blue eyes of the lake are as clear as a pool of water, but there is a faint melancholy and loneliness, the vast eyes reflect a soft halo, a faint smile hooked up at the corner of the mouth, and the soft facial contours...... Everything was just right.
It just happens to constitute such a person, it happens to be reflected in such a pair of eyes, and it happens to fall into such a heart.
After many years, no one else could reach it.
"Alright, it's all stopped, it's time." The girl in the red dress shouted.
The boys stopped, climbed down the tree, and scrambled to place their acacia flowers on the stone table under the tree.
The girl in the white dress looked at them one by one seriously, frowned lightly, and said indifferently: "Although Qingyi has picked a lot, the quality is not good, although Yan Ze has picked it well, the quantity is not good, and it will be ...... night."
"Okay, okay, needless to say, we all know it." The tiger tooth boy waved his hand, very helpless.
"It's not shallow, you have to know that now that we're a family, can you stop turning your elbows all the time?" The dimple boy was equally helpless.
The girl smiled and did not speak.
The boy suddenly put his hand on the girl's shoulder and said with a smile...... Say......
What was said? Why can't you remember all of a sudden, what did he say at that time?
"Shallow, shallowβ" and again.
Who? Who's calling her?
No, don't!
The warm scene in front of me gradually collapsed, and the laughter gradually faded away, and everything turned into dust and flew in the wind, and the torn space was only empty darkness......
opened his eyes suddenly, and saw Yun Peichen frowning, anxiously worried.
Mo Qing opened his mouth shallowly but couldn't make a sound, his throat was so thirsty that it seemed as if the base of his tongue and throat were stuck together.
Seeing that Mo Qingqian finally woke up, Yun Peichen breathed a sigh of relief and explained softly: "I bought some more small cakes, and I was going to let you share a little for me, but you never responded when I knocked on the door, and the phone couldn't get through, so I was worried that something would come over and take a look." He carefully lifted Mo Qingqian up, let her lean on him, and fed her some water.
"How's it going, are you feeling unwell there?"
Mo Qing hoarsely said, "Headache." β
It seems that when people are vulnerable, all defenses are gone.
Yun Peichen stroked Mo Qing's shallow forehead, his hand was cold, dispelling the little bit of heat in her body, and she felt much better.
"It's a little hot, it should be a fever, shall we go to the hospital?" He asked softly.
As soon as she heard the word hospital, Mo Qingqian's nerves immediately tensed, she tugged Yun Peichen's arm and shook her head desperately: "Don't, I don't want to go to the hospital." β
Seeing Mo Qingqian's resolute attitude, Yun Peichen didn't persuade her anymore, so he could only comfort her in a soft voice: "Okay, let's not go, don't go." β
"It's okay, I'll just get some sleep."
"I'm getting better faster after drinking the medicine, do you have fever reducers at home?"
Mo Qingqian shook his head again: "I don't know." β
Yun Peichen sighed, she always seemed to take care of herself. He gently put Mo Qingqian on the sofa, tucked the quilt for her, and then said, "You lie down for a while, and I'll go get you medicine." β
The moment he got up to leave, Mo Qingqian suddenly grabbed his hand.
He was stunned, Mo Qingqian was also stunned, I don't know why my brain was so hot, and sure enough, my brain was not normal.
Mo Qingqian immediately let go of his hand and said, "It's okay, you can go." β
Yun Peichen put her hand into the quilt, rubbed her hair, and smiled gently: "Don't worry, I'll be back soon." β
Hearing the sound of Yun Peichen opening the door, Mo Qingqian suddenly thought of a question - how did he get in?
Realizing this problem, her heart suddenly tightened, even though she kept reassuring herself - it's okay, the doctor will never hurt me, he is such a gentle person, and he is kind to me, and he is not too troublesome to invite me to his house for dinner, he is a good person......
But the hand in the quilt still squeezed tighter and tighter, and the fear in her heart hit her again and drowned her, her body trembled uncontrollably, and tears couldn't stop falling.
Those insults, those beatings, those unbearable images are just in front of youβ
"Call the police? You report, I'm here to see, do the police dare to touch the Mo family? β
"A murderer wants to call the police, and he is not afraid to make people laugh out of his big teeth when he says it......"
"What, so unbelievable? What has happened to the Mo family, don't you know it? What do you have to pretend to be pitiful now, don't you think you're disgusting? β
"The Mo family wants us to treat you well!"
"Look, she doesn't look like a dog now, hahahaha......"
"What is it called, she is, no, she is not even as good as a dog! You said that you are also a dignified lady of the Mo family, why are you not as good as a dog? β
"What the eldest lady of the Mo family, she is a broom star! not only killed his father into a vegetative person, but also killed his grandmother, deserving to be swept out of the Mo family, deserving to be a lost dog, deserving to fall to such a miserable state! β
"Hahahahaha......"
Laugh, who's laughing? Why laugh? The laughter was as sharp as a knife, passing through the ear, and slashing hard into the heart, dripping with blood......
"Stop laughing! Don't laugh ......" Mo Qingqian covered his ears tightly, trying to block those unbearable sounds, but it was useless, those insults seemed to sound in his head, one after another, and kept ringing.
She knew it wanted to drag her back into the darkness, back to the cold and barren world, but she didn't want to, she finally saw her sun, even if he had left her today, but she still wanted to think about it, perhaps, his light would inadvertently sprinkle on her, as long as there was a little bit, she would also know, oh, it turned out that today was a sunny day.
Mo Qing fell to his knees with tears in her eyes, covering her ears with her hands, and shouted heartbreakingly: "I didn't, I didn't!" β
Her nails had dug deep into her flesh, but she didn't react, her eyes were still empty, as if she was stunned, and she only muttered three wordsβI didn't. One after another, with such a heavy sourness and sadness, I don't know who I want to say it to, and who will believe it? She only stubbornly recited those three words, like an obsession, and like a kind of ...... Faith.
When she "woke up", he was the only one who saw him......
She looked at the person in front of her and suddenly said: "I don't, I really don't, you believe me!" β
Yun Peichen was stunned, squatted down and looked at Mo Qing shallowly, his slender and warm fingers touched her face, and gently wiped away a tear that slipped from the corner of her eye.
His tone was soft and firm: "I believe in you. β
The moment his eyes met, Mo Qingqian saw the clearly visible worry and ...... in his eyes Distressed.
He didn't ask her what was wrong, he didn't ask her what was going on, he easily said the words "I believe in you", but he didn't lie at all.
Mo Qingqian didn't know if this was her objective evaluation or subjective feelings, she just felt that at this moment, at this moment when she was extremely broken, the world gave her a little light, no more, no less, just enough for her to survive this darkness.
The faint mint fragrance on his body surrounds the tip of his nose, a very familiar and unfamiliar smell, feeling the same as him, gentle but distant. It's like a soft moon in the sky, bright but cold, it seems to have been accompanied by people's figures, the distance seems to be very close, but in fact, it has always been so far.
She knew, that's why she dared to deal with him, not afraid of indebtedness, because he didn't care, and she didn't care.
Yun Peichen helped Mo Qingqian onto the sofa, and after she finished drinking the medicine, she said mysteriously, "How about I conjure a magic trick for you?" β
Mo Qingqian didn't have the strength, but he still pretended to be excited and nodded.
Yun Peichen straightened his hands and put them in front of her: "See, there is nothing in my hands now, you can check it." β
Seeing Yun Peichen's energetic appearance, Mo Qingqian couldn't bear to soothe his interest, so he had to put away his exhaustion, sat up straight, and carefully looked at Yun Peichen's hand inside and out three or four times, much more carefully than checking the test paper during the exam, and then nodded definitively.
Yun Peichen put his two hands together and brought them to Mo Qing's shallow mouth: "Blow gently." β
Mo Qingqian did as he was told.
"Now please expect a miracle to happen, Dangdang."
Looking at the fruit candy lying in Yun Peichen's palm, Mo Qingqian couldn't close his mouth in surprise, looking at his eyes full of adoring little stars: "How did you do it?" β
"The medicine is a little bitter, but it's not bitter if you eat a piece of sugar." Yun Peichen peeled the sugar and put it in Mo Qingqian's mouth, with a smile on his face.
The sweet and silky taste of fruit candy spread in the mouth, suppressing the bitterness of the medicine, but not the bitterness in the heart.
Tears welled up in my eyes.
Mo Qingqian wiped her eyes fiercely, but she was complaining to herself in her heart - how did she become so hypocritical today, in a word, a piece of candy can make her eyes watery, although she knows that her tears are worthless, but they can't be so worthless.
"What's wrong, isn't it uncomfortable again?" Yun Peichen looked at Mo Qingqian nervously.
"No, just thinking about the past." Mo Qing smiled slightly, and his thoughts drifted to the time that had passed for a long time with the words.
"When I was a child, I was left with a disease because of a seafood allergy, which led to a plummeting in physical fitness, and I had to drink bitter Chinese medicine every day, and no one knew that I was afraid of bitterness except for my best friend, not even the dean's grandmother."
Recalling those happy pasts, the smile on Mo Qingqian's face was also a little happy, "He was afraid that I would not take the medicine because I was bitter, so he used his pocket money saved for a month to buy me a big bag of fruit candy, and every time I drank the medicine, I gave one to eat, and slowly I got used to it, so that I didn't want to take the medicine without his sugar, but then I ......"
Mo Qing paused shallowly, and his originally smiling eyes dimmed, "He is gone, and I am slowly getting used to the bitterness without sugar." I'm so big, no one but him will give me candy after I take my medicine, and you're the first. β
Yun Peichen looked at Mo Qingqian, and there were indescribable complex emotions in his eyes.
"The sugar is sweet, thank you."
Yun Peichen asked, "Do you miss him?" β
ββ¦β¦ Why do you ask? Mo Qing tugged at the quilt and smiled uncomfortably.
"You just have to tell me, do you miss him?" Yun Peichen still stubbornly asked, as if he was chasing some truth.
Mo Qingqian had already thought of the wording, but he was silent for a long time when he met his dark and bright eyes.
Miss him? Why don't you want to think about it? They had been together for ten years. Ten years, how long it is for others, it is the same for her. It was a precious time, how could it be easily forgotten? But he broke his promise and left her, why did she miss him?