Brave, Hand in Hand Moment 8 shouldn't be like this
Mo Qing lowered her eyes, hid the emotions in her eyes, and said indifferently: "I don't have the conditions." ”
Mo Qingyi didn't believe it: "If you have any conditions, just say it, as long as I can do it, I will do my best." ”
Mo Qingqian suddenly found that she didn't seem to know him anymore, and he had never really exposed his proud dimples in front of her all these years, but obviously he said to her earnestly before, "Qianqian, you have to know, we are just a family, don't keep your elbows turned out, okay?" "Those scenes are still vivid.
Is she changing? Or have they changed? Why did she never know that a person could change so much?
Let him misunderstand if he misunderstands, anyway, it's not one or two things that he misunderstands her.
"I want to see grandma."
"No way!" Mo Qingyi didn't even think about refusing, "You don't deserve to see grandma!" ”
His words, his eyes were like sharp blades, stabbing into Mo Qingqian's heart again and again. She didn't feel embarrassed when she expected such a result, but she was a little sad, so cold that she even had to freeze her breath. Obviously, the sun was still hanging in the sky, exuding its fiery enthusiasm without hesitation, but she was still very cold, so cold that she couldn't help but clench her arms, and barely controlled herself from falling.
"Mo Qingyi, are you ridiculous? I said I don't have conditions, you don't believe it, I said conditions, and you say no, what about you playing with me? ”
Mo Qingqian knew that her words were a little heavy, but she just couldn't control herself, the grievances in her heart had rotted into mud, and she was about to drown this heart, but she still had to endure it, and she had to smile, pretending that it didn't matter, she was tired, she was bitter, she couldn't hold on......
But that wasn't enough, he had to break her heart completely to be perfect.
"Mo Qingqian, don't forget, how did grandma die! Even if you forget, I will never forget, and everyone in the Mo family will never forget! Why are you embarrassed to make such a request? Don't you feel guilty? Mo Qingyi's dark eyes burned with anger.
Mo Qingqian's face changed suddenly, trembling and biting her lip, how could she forget, the scene of that day was deeply rooted in her life, and she wanted to forget it, but how could she forget. She has committed a heinous sin that even she cannot forgive. Anyone can accuse her, but only him, but the Mo family.
"What do you know?" Mo Qing's indifferent and sad eyes swept over the person in front of him, "What do you know?" I was so easily condemned. ”
Mo Qingyi didn't know why, but he subconsciously frowned.
"Do you know the truth? How much of the truth you have always believed in is true?"
Mo Qingyi couldn't bear it anymore, the patience that had always been praised by others did not exist at all in front of Mo Qingqian. He said, "Enough, what the hell do you want to say!" ”
Mo Qing shallow met Mo Qingyi's impatient and irritable eyes, and slowly but firmly revealed the hearts of some people: "Your eyes can always only see what you want to see, and never think deeply about the reasons and the hidden things behind them. Even if you know that you keep to what you think is the truth, and never listen to anyone's arguments, will this save you from the defeat of your filthy hearts? ”
"Are you crazy? It's all nonsense! Mo Qingyi's face was gloomy, his whole body was tense, and his eyes were like an arrow on the string, ready to pierce the heart of the person who was babbling nonsense in front of him.
Mo Qing faced the cold wind, gritted his teeth and held back his sad tears, what he knew was just that he was annoyed and ashamed when he was torn off his hypocritical mask.
"No matter what you think, I just want to say one thing, I have never, never owed anything to the Mo family, it is you, it is your Mo family who owes me."
The moment he turned around, the tears finally broke free and fell one by one, like dust particles when a meteor fell on a summer night.
Mo Qingqian didn't dare to raise her hand to wipe it off, but she was afraid that Mo Qingyi would see her vulnerability, so she deliberately lowered her voice: "Whether it's Dad...... Mo Baixuan is still a grandmother, I haven't been sorry for your Mo family, I dare to swear to this day, and what about you? Do you Mo family dare? I don't blame the Mo family, why should you Mo family accuse me? ”
The person behind her didn't gnaw, and she left, step by step like stepping on the tip of a knife. Mo Qingqian never understood, why did they become like this, was it her fault? But what was wrong with her?
It's just that if she could do it all over again, she would never go to the Mo family again.
If it weren't for the Mo family, she would have stood on the stage now, under the spotlight, like a proud swan dancing; If it weren't for the Mo family, she would still be wearing her favorite red short dress by now, proud as a princess; If it weren't for the Mo family, she would be like them now, living in the sun, laughing without pretending, crying without forbearance; If it weren't for the Mo family, she would also have a home, with parents who love her very much; If it weren't for the Mo family, her life wouldn't have become like this...... Her life wasn't supposed to be like this.
She always thought stupidly.
The sun outside was strong, but it was as cold as ice on her. A long, long time ago, Qin Yaxin had told her that there was nothing in this world that she could have.
One thing she always said to her was that you don't deserve it.
But Mo Qingqian never understood, what did she not deserve? is not worthy of being her daughter, not worthy of entering the Mo family, not worthy of the surname Mo, not worthy of being the eldest lady of the Mo family......
However, she may not think about it! Everything she values may not be equally equivalent in her heart, and what she values may not be able to be afforded, but how can she understand?
They didn't know anything, they didn't want to know anything, so they convicted her so easily and sentenced her to death.
The scene in front of me became blurry again, the blood in my heart had long since dried up, and I didn't know why there were still tears to flow. Isn't there a saying that "tears are transparent blood"? The blood is dry, how can the tears keep flowing?
Mo Qing smiled sarcastically unconsciously, when did she become so hypocritical?
Who is not a person who has survived in this world who has not been devastated and has gone through hardships, who can be better than whom, and who is much more sad than whom?
She always likes to comfort herself with words like this, does it work? In fact, it's really useless, after all, it's the ordeal that others have endured, how can she really understand? She has no ability to empathize, those sufferings, those tears, she really can't empathize.
But such an excuse was enough for her to escape, say in her heart - I am still lucky, and continue to smile and try to live.
And now she's doing the same.
wiped away his tears, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, not bright, but at least not annoying. The only thing Mo Qingqian was satisfied with was this smile, because it was the result of three months of practicing in front of the mirror. She was very confident in this, believing that no one would see that this was fake, except for Yun Peichen, who was the second person to see that she was a fake smile. The first one is Xiao En, a little girl, with a glutinous voice and a little stammering when she speaks, but she said to her solemnly: "Sister, if you are not happy... Don't laugh, the dean's grandmother said, if the child is unhappy... It's okay to cry out, and no one will blame it. ”
But she didn't know that she was no longer a child, so she couldn't cry, she could only laugh.
Mo Qing pinched a little better, and after the class bell rang and the teacher left, he quietly slipped in through the back door, and before he could speak, he heard the voice of Jiang Yeli who was implicitly worried: "Why has Xiao Qingqing been gone for so long, is something wrong?" ”
Mu Bingfan happened to wake up from her sleep and took the lead with a thick nasal voice: "Idol, you don't need to worry so much, she must have taken this opportunity to sneak out to play, it's okay." ”
Mu Bing'an turned around and looked at the sleepy-eyed Bingfan through the gap between Mo Qingqian and Jiang Yeli, and his tone was still the same disgust: "Do you think that Qianqian is the same as you, what you think about every day is either eating or sleeping, or playing, as long as you can vacate a little space for studying, you won't count down every time." ”
Mu Bing'an's words, Mo Qingqian still agrees, Mu Bingfan is very smart, as long as she puts in a little effort, she can definitely rush into the top twenty in the grade.
"Come on," Mu Bingfan yawned and stretched, "My brain is just a little bigger, I only fit the things you said, and the rest should stand aside, life is short, eating, drinking and having fun is the right way." ”
This sentence won Yan Zike's approval: "That's it, life is only a few decades, besides, who knows which will come first, tomorrow or the accident?" It's better to cherish the present time, eat, drink and have fun, and sway wantonly, that is life. ”
Mu Bingfan shouted when he heard this: "Confidant! ”
Mo Qingqian and Mu Bing'an glanced at each other, both helpless.
And from beginning to end, Yeli's gaze has been firmly on Mo Qingqian, as if he wants to burn a hole in her. With his stubborn nature, he will not give up without asking why.
"I'm fine, don't worry." Mo Qingqian looked at his frowning brow. Locked there was his concern, his concern for her.
How good, after going through such sadness and despair, there will still be someone who cares about her and worries about her. At this moment, he made her feel that in this world, she was not abandoned by everyone.
It's just that she still can't tell him what really happened, she can't tell him unreservedly, her sadness, sadness, she can bear these things alone, she can bear it, there is no need to implicate an innocent him.
"Then Xiao Qingqing, don't leave me for so long in the future." Jiang Yeli's voice was very soft, although it was a commanding tone, Mo Qingqian heard a trace of uneasiness, and I don't know if it was her delusion.
"Don't worry, it won't be in the future." She gently held the hand that left the night and comforted him like a child.
Maybe it's better to have another lollipop in your hand.
Such an idea suddenly popped into Mo Qingqian's mind, maybe it would be more vivid to take a lollipop.
"What are you two talking about?" Mu Bingfan was indignant, "Show affection in front of my eyes every day, even if you don't pity me, a single Wang, you should consider the two of them, right?" ”
It's a pity that Mu Bing'an didn't buy it: "You don't need to think about me, I like your way of getting along very much." ”
Fortunately, there is something to say to stand beside her: "Yes, this relationship has not been determined yet, so you must keep your distance appropriately." As he spoke, he moved to distance Mo Qingqian and Jiang Yeli, turned the original stream into the sea, and then clapped his hands and said proudly: "That's right." ”
"Well done!" Mu Bingfan gave Yan Zike a thumbs up appreciatively.
But they probably didn't know how tight their hands were under the desks.