Side by side, time spent together 11 She is the light
"It's okay for you to say it, even if God won't do it for you, I will."
Mo Qing was stunned for a long time before pulling himself out of that sentence: "This is what you want to say to that girl, right?" ”
Yun Peichen was stunned for a moment, and then nodded slowly.
Mo Qingqian seemed to finally understand what was going on with his unusual concerns.
"Am I similar to that girl?" She asked.
Yun Peichen didn't speak, but Mo Qing thought that the answer was yes, who would be idle and okay to be so good to a girl who had only known each other for a few months?
"Actually, doctor, you know, you really look like that friend of mine from childhood, really very much." Mo Qingqian's words were to tell Yun Peichen that there was nothing to be embarrassed about. Because she sometimes thinks of him as a compensation from heaven for her past regrets. But if it was real compensation, it should send her the real culprit that caused her regret.
But it's just her wishful thinking.
"Does he matter to you?" Yun Peichen asked, with a hidden uneasiness in his heart.
Mo Qingqian should not hesitate to say that it was important, but thinking of the hard wait of that year, and the seven years of no news, she hesitated.
Does he matter? If he wasn't important, she should have forgotten all about him in the past seven years; If he wasn't important, he wouldn't have been waiting for him all the time after he left; If he weren't important, she wouldn't have made the strange request of wanting a haunted house prop today; If he wasn't important, she wouldn't have remembered him the moment she saw the Ferris wheel......
It's just that maybe in his heart, she is not that important, otherwise he should have appeared six years ago. But now it's been seven years, and he should have a new happy life now, so it's time for her to start a new life.
After all, her sun finally returned, and she had to cherish this moment of warmth and light, even if she fell into darkness again in the next day, she would not be so sorry.
"It doesn't matter if it's important now?"
Yun Peichen still heard the words he was most afraid of.
"I won't have any contact with him anyway, I'm just asking for trouble. The ten years we have been together, no matter how beautiful and unforgettable, are in the past, and I used to fantasize that he would reappear by my side, but people can't always hold on to the past, can they? In seven years, he should have a new happy life now, maybe he has long forgotten about me. Mo Qing looked at the starry sky outside the window and smiled.
An extremely faint smile, but it deeply stinged Yun Peichen's eyes, he shook his head desperately in his heart, he wanted to tell her no, he had never forgotten her, he had always missed her very much......
"Do you really like to leave the night?"
"I like it, I like it, I like it very, very much." Mo Qingqian did not hide his most sincere feelings for Jiang Yeli, and the smile on his face finally had a temperature.
"Convenient...... Excuse me, how did you meet? ”
Mo Qingqian suddenly became interested, and chattered about Yun Peichen, the smile in her eyes became clearer and clearer, but the light in Yun Peichen's eyes gradually dimmed.
He lowered his head and smiled bitterly, eleven years old, just when he left for a whole year, just when he agreed with her, she must have been very sad and sad at that time, suddenly a person approached, gave her warmth, laughter, and companionship, how could she not be happy and not want to depend.
"That'...... What kind of feelings do you have for that friend? ”
Yun Peichen wanted to ask for a comfort, she didn't have to answer, even if it was silent, his heart would feel better, and he could persuade himself that there was still a corner in her heart that was full of nights for him to breathe.
But no, her answer without hesitation broke his heart into thousands of pieces, he could no longer admonish himself in self-deception, wait...... Wait...... One day she would forgive him, and they would be able to go back to the way things were, but it had always been just his self-righteous thoughts.
Fallen stars don't return to night.
He already knew the ending, but he refused to admit it, and only pushed everything to the sentence "She hasn't forgiven him yet".
He smiled, softly and bitterly, with sadness in his eyes that she couldn't understand. His mouth moved and he said something, but just as the Ferris wheel had reached the end, the noisy sound instantly buried his voice.
Mo Qingqian still wanted to ask, but she heard Yan Ze calling her name loudly, and her tone was anxious, but in the end she still didn't ask.
It wasn't until the end that Mo Qingqian finally knew what he said that day was - I'm sorry, Xingxing, but ...... What do I like you to do?
At that moment, she couldn't say anything, only tears recklessly, obviously she promised the dean's grandmother to protect him well and not let anyone hurt him, but who knew that in the end, the person who hurt him the most would be her......
He just used a pale green handkerchief to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said to her: "Xingxing, no one can hurt me in this life, except you, because I like you, and I only give you the right to hurt me." ”
She didn't want to hurt him.
But Li Wantong said to her: "As long as you don't like him, as long as you still like to leave the night, you are hurting him!" ”
But what could she do? If she could, she didn't want to like to leave the night, but this heart never listened to her instructions.
Mo Qingqian came out of the cabin of the Ferris wheel, and saw lying next to the trash can at a glance, vomiting and leaving the night in the dark.
Yan Ze stood beside Jiang Yeli, holding mineral water in one hand and gently patting his back with the other, Mo Qingyi and Mo Qingran stood not far away and looked at him, their eyes full of worry.
Yan Ze finally saw Mo Qingqian, beckoned to her vigorously, looked at her pleadingly, and showed a funny expression of "come and save me".
As soon as Mo Qingqian walked over, Jiang Yeli immediately raised his wet eyes and looked at her pitifully.
"What's wrong?" Mo Qing was strange.
"That's still not ......" Yan Ze wanted to say something, but he was frightened by a look at Ye Li.
"What's not?" Mo Qing looked at them suspiciously.
"That...... It may be that the wind is strong today, and the cold is cold, which makes the stomach uncomfortable. Yan Ze said this timidly, and deliberately glanced at Jiang Yeli, seeing that he didn't say anything, the shoulders that had been shrugging finally relaxed, and then winked at Jiang Yeli.
Mo Qingqian didn't notice Yan Ze's small movements, she was only focused on leaving the night, looking at him frowning and miserable, she was really worried in her heart.
Just wanted to take off the coat that Ye Li had worn on her before and drape it on him, Jiang Yeli immediately stopped her movements: "No, I'm very good." ”
If he hadn't said this sentence and hadn't continued to vomit in the dark, Mo Qing would have believed it.
Of course, he couldn't resist her as a sick person, and when he arrived, he still returned to his original owner.
Looking at him like this, Mo Qingqian suddenly thought that six years ago, he was like this after he got off the Ferris wheel. She suddenly thought of something, and whispered to Jiang Yeli: "You can't be afraid of heights, right?" ”
Jiang Yeli was stepped on by the tail, and he was so angry that he almost didn't jump up: "I didn't!" ”
Seeing him like this, Mo Qingqian already knew it in his heart, and he no longer teased him.
She said goodbye to Mu Bingfan and the others, and was going to take Jiang Ye home first, Yan Ze and Mo Qingyi both wanted to send him, but they were stopped by Yun Peichen for a very simple reason - he lived next door to them.
It was getting late at this time, so they chose to take a taxi home.
After getting in the car, Yun Peichen asked Mo Qingqian: "Do you want to send him home first?" Where is his home? ”
Without waiting for Mo Qingqian's answer, Jiang Yeli said directly: "You are next door." ”
Yun Peichen was stunned, his eyes turned to Mo Qingqian, and begged her to give him the answer he wanted, but Mo Qingqian just nodded and said, "He lives with me now." ”
What does it feel like to fall apart? is probably Yun Peichen's current inner state, he can't cry, he just doesn't make a mistake.
Along the way, he leaned his head on Mo Qingqian's shoulders like a child, and hugged her waist tightly with both hands, as if he was afraid that she would leave.
"He's like...... Very sticky to you. Yun Peichen turned around and said with a smile.
"yes, like a child." Mo Qingqian didn't notice Yun Peichen's true mood, only smiled and smoothed out Jiang Yeli's somewhat messy hair, and then covered his hands. Jiang Yeli immediately took her hand and wrapped her hand in his warm palm.
Mo Qingqian knew that now she was his only support, and in the same way, he was also her only support. But she would never know how much sentimentality there was in Yun Peichen's eyes, who seemed to be calm, as if he was suddenly abandoned by the whole world.
The unadorned smile on her face, the sharpest sword in the world, pierced his entire heart without hesitation, and the sharp pain in his heart at that moment, she could never understand, was the saddest wound in the world.
Why did the girl who had righteously said she was going to marry him suddenly become someone else's?
When the car went downstairs, Mo Qingqian helped Jiang Yeli to get out of the car and prepare to go upstairs, but found that Yun Peichen was still standing in place, and he had no intention of leaving, so he asked, "Doctor, do you have anything else?" ”
Yun Peichen smiled and nodded, his mouth opened slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he still didn't say anything, just waved his hand to Mo Qingqian, sat in the car and walked away until he disappeared around the corner.
Is there something wrong with him? Yes The star on which he had been hoping has fallen, and his world has fallen apart, and there is no longer any meaning......
"Oh, Chenchen, you have to be strong, isn't it just a woman, no, girl, what's the big deal!" Listening to Yun Peichen's words that he didn't know how many times he had mourned, Qi Yan really had no choice. He had never experienced such a thing as falling out of love, how could he understand what kind of relationship this was.
For Yun Peichen's angry roar, "You don't understand at all!" He didn't refute it, it was just the facts.
However, he was a little puzzled: "Chenchen, why do you like her?" ”
Yun Peichen opened her misty eyes, and the beautiful smile of his star seemed to appear in front of her eyes again, she stretched out her hand to him, wearing the straw ring he knitted for her on her ring finger, and she called him in the most beautiful voice in the world: "Yan Banyue." ”
Just one glance made him fall and remain unswerving for the rest of his life.
"Have you ever seen the light?" He said to Qi Yan, who didn't know why, "To me, she is the light, the light that will never be extinguished......"