Not long after the night was washed, the bathroom was still smoky and smoky, and the mirror was also covered with small water droplets, and it was hazy and difficult to see the human figure. Mo Qingqian stretched out her hand to touch it, and the mist immediately turned into water droplets and slowly slid down the mirror, revealing her figure.

Mo Qing smiled lightly, and suddenly felt a fishy sweetness in his throat, and a trace of red slowly gushed out from the corners of his mouth, snaking down the corners of his mouth and dripping on the washstand. The bright and dazzling red color made Mo Qing panic, she hurriedly tore off a few pieces of paper, trembling and desperately wiping away the blood stains from the corners of her mouth. It wasn't until she had scratched her lips that she finally stopped.

Tears blurred his eyes.

The dean's grandmother once called and said that Grandpa Yun had asked her to have time to check it again. In fact, there is no meaning at all, her body, no one will know better than her, she can feel that her body is failing day by day, and little by little she is draining her few vitality.

Seven years, now four years have passed, the first two years everything was fine, she still wondered if the kidnappers were deceiving her, until the third year, she fainted without warning during class, and woke up in a coma for two whole days, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she saw the red, swollen and moist eyes of the dean's grandmother. The dean's grandmother tried to reassure her that she was okay, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she couldn't stop crying. Then Grandpa Yun came over and said to her, "Xiaoqian, everything will be fine." ”

At that time, Mo Qingqian knew that her life had entered the countdown.

The first month is a small problem with the liver, the sixth month is a problem with the spleen, the tenth month is a problem with the pancreas, and the twelfth month is a lung ...... Now it's the stomach.

Looking at her whole body, there is no place that is good, Grandpa Yun always advises her like this: "It's not a big deal, it's just some small problems, and it will be fine soon." ”

But whether it will be good or not, even if Grandpa Yun doesn't know, she understands. It's so torturous, such torture. She had already known the time of her death, and even the final way to leave this world, and she pinched the time to see how she was coming to the end of her life little by little.

For a teenager in the prime of his youth, no one knows. It is endless fear and trepidation, it is the sleeplessness of tossing and turning in the middle of the night, it is the sentimentality and inability to feel at ease, it is the suppression of pain and gritting one's teeth to bear it, and it is hiding love and not daring to admit it......

Every time she looked down from the balcony, she wanted to jump down like this, and she was a hundred, asking for a rare stability.

No, because of the pleading eyes of the dean's grandmother, because of a truth that may never be known, she can only live and live well. And now, more for him, for the sake of an uncertain future.

The night is still the same loneliness. Mo Qingqian sat on the bed with her knees crossed as usual, no sleep, and her empty eyes were clear.

At this time, there was a sudden knock on the door, and Mo Qing opened the door shallowly, and saw holding a pillow, flashing his eyes, and leaving the night with a harmless face.

"What's wrong?"

"Xiao Qingqing, the weather forecast for tonight says that it will rain heavily, since it is raining, it is likely to be lightning and thunder, I am afraid alone."

A person who is 1.84 meters and has eight-pack abs and needs her to look up, shrinks his neck and says that he is afraid? No matter how you think about it, you can't do it.

can leave the night well, his skin is fairer than that of ordinary girls, coupled with his first-class acting skills, there is no trace of fraud at all. But the most important thing is that Mo Qingqian, who has never said "no" to his requirements.

So when the two slept in the same bed across a big bear, Mo Qingqian realized that he had been fooled?

But alas, it was too late.

Lying on the bear's head, he asked Mo Qingqian with a smile: "Xiao Qingqing, am I the first boy to share a bed with you?" ”

Mo Qing stared at the ceiling and shook his head.

Jiang Yeli was suddenly deflated and lay on the bed sighing all the time.

Mo Qingqian was extremely helpless and explained to him: "It's a friend of mine who used to be in the orphanage. I used to be very afraid of thunder, so I always dragged him to sleep. ”

Jiang Yeli was still unhappy in his heart when he heard it, he knew who this friend was. Why couldn't it be him who knew her first? Why can't he be the one who has been with her for ten years? Why wasn't he the person she liked first? Why can't he be the one who occupies her heart? Why did he meet her so late?

Mo Qing saw that the person next to him had not responded for a long time, so he called him sideways: "Jiang Ye-"

The night left to come back to his senses, pressed many unrealistic questions in his heart to the bottom of his heart, and responded to her with a smile: "I'm here." ”

Mo Qing's cheeks were slightly red, and she muttered, "Who cares if you're not there......"

"Xiao Qingqing, the bear you lost before is Yun ...... Did that friend of yours give it to you? The night left and came up again, a pair of bright blue eyes under the light of the bright moonlight, bright and moving.

Mo Qing nodded lightly: "That bear was a gift from me on my tenth birthday." His hands were covered with chilblains just because of that......" she said, with a satisfied smile on her face.

That bear doll was actually not lost, but was thrown away by Qin Yaxin.

Liu Junzhi happened to come to visit Yin Huai'an that day, and when she left, she happened to see Qin Yaxin throw her bear doll into the trash without hesitation.

Liu Junzhi knew that this was Mo Qingqian's doll, so he asked more: "Isn't this Xiaoqian's doll, I think she cherishes it very much, why did she throw it away?" ”

Qin Yaxin only replied with four words: "It's just garbage." "No mercy.

After all, in her eyes, even Mo Qingqian is a piece of garbage.

Whether she was intentional or unintentional does not need to be explained.

She was always like this, always ruthlessly killing all her reliance and hope.

Mo Qingqian originally thought that Yin Huai'an was the only one in the Mo family who treated her sincerely, but it turned out that she also had her own thoughts. She knew who threw away her doll, but she kept silent, let her keep searching, let her cry sadly, and then bought her a lot of toys, in a vain attempt to make her happy.

Yin Huai'an has different feelings for her and Mo Qingran, she loves Mo Qingshan shallowly, so she will discipline her, teach her to be sensible, and teach her how to become a better version of herself. And for her, she is just guilty, so she will let Mo Qingran treat her better, and will buy her a lot of things, which makes Mo Qingran envious, but that is not what she really wants.

Yin Huai'an often said "I'm sorry" to her, just like Qin Yaxin's often said "You are not worthy".

Her so-called compensation for her only made her spurned by everyone.

Mo Qingqian doesn't blame her, and she can't blame her, an old man with gray hair paid for her life as compensation, what price does she have to accuse her of giving her compensation? Imprint on the heart? A scar on a calf? A mark on your wrist? Or is it a dead heart?

She could do nothing but silently endure their unfair treatment of her, and she couldn't laugh it off, not take it to heart at all, and she couldn't remember it in her heart, and she was indignant.

She could only smile heartlessly, as if she ...... Memories have long been forgotten.

"Xiao Qingqing......" Mo Qingqian's sad look made him mistake Yeli for the reason he thought.

He lowered his eyes, fiddled with Mo Qing's shallow black hair, hesitated and entangled, and finally spoke: "I don't want you to get too close to Yun Peichen." ”

"Why?" Mo Qingqian turned around and looked at him suspiciously, "The doctor is very good." ”

"It's because he's so good that I don't want you to get too close to him." Jiang Yeli said in a muffled voice, "Xiao Qingqing, in fact, I am very selfish, I don't want you to have other boys around you besides me." "With such a heavy topic, he can't help but stink, "Although I know that Xiao Qingqing can't look down on anyone else except me, it is inevitable that some people have bad intentions, such as Li Yuchu, after all, Xiao Qingqing is so good." ”

Mo Qingqian heard the uneasiness of hiding Ye Li under the words, and held his hand with a faint smile: "Then even Yan Ze has to avoid it?" ”

"Of course!" Jiang Yeli did not hesitate, "Old Man Yan is still paying attention to you, and he actually asked Yan Ze to marry you in front of me!" ”

It was a long time in the past, but he was still angry.

"It's all up to you, but the doctor ......"

"I know he helped Xiao Qingqing a lot, such a request is indeed a bit excessive, if Xiao Qingqing thinks it's okay, forget it, when I haven't said it." Jiang Yeli rubbed Mo Qingqing's shallow face, and said lightly: "I can't make Xiao Qingqing embarrassed." "It's just that the loss in my eyes is too obvious.

Mo Qingqian really didn't know how to answer, Yun Peichen really helped her a lot, almost every time she was in danger. To be honest, he really protected her a lot, and his appearance made her life like a dry and dilapidated rose a little more warm and bright, but his gentle care was not because of her, but a girl who was once abandoned by him. He made it all up to her, and she was both terrified and sad for the girl. For them, perhaps keeping their distance is the best way to get along.

"Okay," Mo Qing pinched Jiang Yeli's ear, "Stingy!" ”

Jiang Yeli finally smiled, and smiled with relief, he gently pressed against Mo Qingqian's forehead, and said heartily: "Thank you, Xiao Qingqing." ”

He was especially afraid that Mo Qingqian would reject him, and he was especially afraid that she would accuse him of being selfish and forcing her to give up her circle of friends just for himself. But anyone can do it, but Yun Peichen can't.

Let's hope she won't blame him for being selfish.

He seemed to be clingy again, holding her hand, he didn't mean to let go for a long time, and Mo Qingqian didn't want to destroy this rare peace, so he let him go.

That night, Mo Qingqian's nerves, which had been tense, suddenly relaxed, and his empty heart seemed to have a return and was no longer drifting.

That night, in the faint fragrance of acacia flowers, she closed her eyes, with an infinite smile on the corner of her mouth, and entered An Tian's dreamland.

That night, Jiang Yeli didn't close his eyes for almost the night, he held Mo Qingqian's hand and stared at her quietly. Her brows were finally no longer tightly wrinkled, and she finally stopped whispering in her sleep, but the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and the slight arc curved was a smile of happiness and satisfaction.

The moonlight outside the window sprinkled fine pieces of light through the gaps in the curtains, shining on Mo Qing's shallow hair, which was the hope of his life.