Li Yuchu's words have been hovering in Mo Qingqian's mind. She couldn't understand why that person would send the email to Li Yuchu, since he had the real hammer she had been kicked out of the Mo family, why didn't he sell it directly to the newspaper? After all, the truth about whether she was kicked out of the Mo family has been speculated for several years, longer than the gossip of big-name celebrities. And the photos, whose hand is it? What's going on here?

"Don't think about it, after all, I can't even figure it out. But seriously, you're miserable. Li Yuchu looked at Mo Qingqian's eyes full of sympathy.

"What? Are you trying to take another group of people and force me into the alley? Although Mo Qingqian was joking, there was not the slightest smile on his face.

Li Yuchu's expression was stunned for a moment, and his eyes seemed to be a little remorseful, but for a moment, he put his hands behind his head and leaned on the pillar leisurely: "Who told you to keep saying that I am not as good as that guy, people will always do something unexpected when they are angry." "He's right.

"But to be honest, I'm really not good without him, right?" Li Yuchu smiled slightly, but turned his head again, his face was as usual, and he asked Mo Qingqian in a flat tone.

Mo Qing pondered for a while before answering: "You are you, he is him, you are two completely different people, and you can't be compared at all." You as Li Yuchu and him as the night leave, are both equally good. ”

"Really...... Are you sure? Li Yuchu's eyes widened slightly, and the disbelief and surprise in his eyes were so distinct.

Mo Qingqian nodded very surely, but said again: "But the premise is that you are just you, just Li Yuchu." ”

Li Yuchu's eyes instantly regained calm, and there was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth: "You don't understand, I may still have a chance now." ”

Mo Qingqian thought that the opportunity Li Yuchu said was an opportunity to be with her, but it turned out to be much more humble than she thought.

He said: "I don't want to be with her, as long as she can look at me more, I'm already satisfied." ”

For a while, Mo Qingqian couldn't say anything. It's just that the sun seems to be a little colder.

"But she's not looking at you, what's the point? Is it really worth it if you need to disguise yourself as another person to get a few glances from her? ”

"What about you? Are you your true self again in front of the night? Li Yuchu didn't answer, but asked Mo Qingqian with a smile, "What he did for you, I also did for you, but I don't like you, and in the same way, he is too." I believe that this sentence is definitely not the first time you have heard it, although others can't see it, but those who are familiar with him can naturally see it. I don't believe you don't know, but you still like him very much, or do you want to be with him, you say, is it worth it? ”

Li Yuchu's words made Mo Qingqian silent for a long time. He was right, she had heard too many people say this, Mo Qingyi, Mo Qingran, and Yan Ze, who knew him best. It seems that it is an indisputable fact that he doesn't like her, she has always known it, but sometimes she is confused.

He was puzzled when he whispered in her ear: 'I came back just to give Xiao Qingqing a home'; he was puzzled when she was wronged in the Mo family, he took her in his arms and righteously accused the Mo family; he was puzzled when he held up a light blue sky for her in the rain curtain; and he was confused when he carefully washed her shoes and put them on......

Puzzled when he came by moonlight to save her from the dark abyss; When he said to her: 'Xiao Qingqing, can you give me a chance, can you try to like me, like JY, instead of leaving the night', he was puzzled, when he held her hand tightly and said to her: 'Every minute and second of Xiao Qingqing's presence is forever for me'......

When he said to her with a smile: 'One is not enough, we want a pair, good things come in pairs'; when he said very solemnly: 'We are an unmarried couple, you are my child daughter-in-law, my housekeeper's mother-in-law', he was puzzled, and when he said to Yan Ze: The word 'Jiangye' is Xiao Qingqing's proper noun for me, and only Xiao Qingqing can call me......

He has done so many things for her, how could he not like her? Maybe she should listen to Yan Ze's words, which can explain whether he likes her or not, except for himself, he only has her heart.

Her heart had long been indulged in his gentle country. Why didn't she believe it, because it was he who put the facts in front of her eyes, how could she convince herself to abandon her dignity and pursue a long-foreseen ending?

There is no courage and no strength.

"No way, who made me like you, I'm an infatuated species." Mo Qing spread her hands shallowly, pretending to be meaningless, and quietly changed the topic, "But I really didn't expect that one day we would sit together and chat so calmly." ”

"I didn't expect that either." Li Yuchu's gaze fell on the distance. After a long time, he slowly spoke: "Today is her birthday. ”

"Do you miss her so much?"

He didn't answer, his eyes reddened slightly.

"Actually, you can be brave enough to go to her, after all, it's been so long, everything has changed, including you and her, maybe now she likes you can't say."

Mo Qingqian just said comforting words casually, I don't know if it was that sentence that pierced Li Yuchu's heart, or made him sad, he actually shed a tear.

Originally, Mo Qingqian didn't think that Li Yuchu liked Ye Chuxia much, if he really liked her very much, he wouldn't pursue her in the same way, his ridiculous and childish revenge.

But after listening to his words, Mo Qingqian realized that she wanted to flatten him, and she thought of him so cheesy.

"Why wouldn't I? It's a pity that there is no more chance...... Today is the day she left this world...... Fourth year. He said it very hard, and the corners of his mouth pulled into a bitter and unusual smile, "I don't have a chance to let her look at me again." ”

The heart is sour in vain.

"Do you know how envious I am of leaving the night?"

Mo Qingqian listened to Li Yuchu's words, as if falling from the clouds: "He is the last person she likes in her life, and he is the only one she likes!" But in the end, she couldn't get what she wanted. ”

Mo Qingqian lowered her head and was silent for a long time, inexplicably sourness surged like a tide to her, very sad, but she didn't know why?

Later, after listening to Yan Ze's story, she really understood Li Yuchu's feelings for Ye Chuxia, not only four years of missing, but also fourteen years of companionship, and the dignity he cared about the most. The man had gold under his knees, but he was low for Ye Chuxia, and even knelt down and begged to leave the night, begging him to fulfill her wish.

People, as long as they encounter feelings, they will always become not like themselves, and no matter how proud they are, they will lower their noble heads and become humble.

"So, I still want to tell you that it's best not to be separated from the night. I have asked someone to calculate his fate—fate is not a one-way street. Nothing good will end to those who are with him. ”

Before Mo Qingqian could speak, Li Yuchu smiled again, as if laughing at himself: "But I know you won't believe it, because ...... She didn't believe it either. ”

"I believe it."

Ignoring Li Yuchu's unbelievable surprised expression, Mo Qing looked at the sparkling lake and replied calmly: "I believe that he has a bad fate, and he can't do it alone, but I am the same, so ah, it's not certain who harmed whom of the two of us." ”

"Your thinking ......" Li Yuchu couldn't laugh and cry, "It's really wonderful." ”

Mo Qing smiled lightly, too lazy to explain, looked at the goldfish in the lake, and asked casually: "Do you like goldfish very much?" ”

I don't want to poke Li Yuchu's scar again.

"It's not me, every year on her birthday, she would take me to buy a few goldfish, and then come here to release them, she said it was to pray for blessings, to wish us peace and a long life. But what's the use? She is such a kind person, but she only has a short life of sixteen years. With these simple words, Li Yuchu choked up several times.

He buried these things in his heart for a long time, and it was almost rotten for a long time, but he still didn't dare to tell it, only tossing and turning in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep, even if he sometimes fell asleep because of exhaustion, there was always her figure in his dreams. There was no laughter, no quarrels, no sorrow, she stood there quietly, looking at him with a soft gaze, as if there was nothing in her eyes, and as if there was nothing, not even him.

There was a river between them, a narrow river, and the name of that river was - Leaving the Night. He never dared to take a step.

Now there is still a river between them, a river whose direction is not clear, and the name of the river is Lethe. It divides them from the ends of yin and yang, and from then on, he will let his thoughts cross thousands of rivers and mountains, and he will no longer see her flowery smile.

Mo Qingqian seemed to understand what he was sentimental. Ye Chuxia passed away, but there was one person who remembered her for four whole years, and even now she still burst into tears and was so sad that she couldn't help herself.

But what about her? If one day she leaves, who will remember her? She didn't have parents who would cut her heart and intestines; No lover will be heartbroken for her; No friend will shed tears for her......

She had nothing, and the moment she stopped breathing, it was when she was forgotten by the world.

"She didn't like me, I always knew that. But I thought that as long as I kept giving and always being good to her, she would accept me sooner or later, after all, didn't adults tell us from a young age that there would be a return for paying? Li Yuchu hesitated for a moment, and his smile was full of tears.

"But I was wrong, she said that she had always regarded me as a younger brother, and she said that she didn't like boys younger than herself, but after meeting Jiang Yeli, everything changed! She forgot everything she said, forgot everything she said! But I still remember, I can't forget a word......"

Li Yuchu turned his back, Mo Qingqian couldn't see his expression, but he could still feel his heartbreak.

"I sometimes think people are so weird! Knowing everything and understanding everything, he still refuses to give up, clutching the little hope, and refuses to let go, even if he is covered in bruises and scars. ”

"Who's to say it isn't?" Mo Qing smiled lightly, and the figure of leaving the night seemed to appear in front of him, so sad and lonely, so reluctant to give up, "As long as it is for him, even if it is an abyss, he will not hesitate, even if he will be crushed." ”

As soon as the words fell, Li Yuchu slowly turned around and smiled at Mo Qing meaninglessly: "I am already in the abyss, and I am broken, but you will be the same ......as me."