When the two sent Mu Bingfan home, it was already past two o'clock in the morning. The street lights were dimmed, there was not a single car on the road, only a few yellow leaves were carried down by the wind.

Walking in the silent middle of the night with Mo Qingqian on his back, the only light in front of him was the mobile phone in Mo Qingqian's hand, like the light of day, illuminating the direction of their home.

On this day, Mo Qingqian's heart was in turmoil, but this moment was beautiful and peaceful.

"Will be night."

"Huh?"

"Will be night."

"I'm here."

"Will be night."

"I'm here."

“……”

“……”

Mo Qing called seventeen times, and answered the night departure seventeen times, without the slightest impatience.

"Jiang Ye," Mo Qing leaned on Jiang Ye's shoulder, "I really hope this road can be longer, longer...... It's so long that we can't finish it in our lifetime. ”

"Then I'll go slower, slower...... It's so slow that we can't finish it for the rest of our lives, okay? ”

Jiang Yeli's soft words easily brought down a tear from her: "Jiang Ye, I'm a little ...... Afraid. ”

"It's okay, I'm here." He said in a trembling voice.

Mo Qingqian didn't know what she was afraid of, but she just thought of Li Yuchu and Ye Chuxia, thought of Mu Bingfan and her brother Fan, and thought of Yun Peichen...... All of this scared her.

She really wanted to ask if Jiang Yeli would always be by her side? But she didn't dare. She was afraid that he would say yes, but in the end he left her, just like Yun Peichen. She was afraid that he would say no; She was afraid that he would be silent; She was afraid that he would change the subject...... There are too many things she is afraid of, but what she is most afraid of is that he will leave her, as long as she thinks about it, her heart hurts.

The road was indeed very slow, and he walked for a full hour when it was supposed to take only half an hour.

That night was surprisingly calm, and he didn't say to Mo Qingqian again: "Xiao Qingqing, I will date you in my dream, wait for me." ”

He only hugged her, gently and steadily, and said softly: "Xiao Qingqing, good night." ”

Mo Qingqian sat on the bed with the bear doll in her arms and didn't feel sleepy, thinking of Mu Bingfan and her brother. This was the first time she had seen Mu Bingfan cry so sadly, and her voice was hoarse.

She didn't understand why Ji Xun pretended not to know Mu Bingfan? Obviously, in Mu Bingfan's book, in their past, he liked his Fan so much. He would go up the tree to pick fruit for her, and he would not care if a bloody cut was made in her arm; will go down to the river to touch the fish, and let Grandma Mu cook it for Bingfan to eat; will stand up when others bully her, even if she is beaten to the head and blood, she will never back down, and will even sew clothes and wreaths for her.

He said that Bingfan was her princess.

But why didn't he want her princess?

Mo Qingqian remembered that in Mu Bingfan's book, when she was taken back to Mu's house, she begged Ji Xun to take her away, but Ji Xun didn't, he only said to her: "You wait for me, I will definitely go to you." ”

When he said this, he probably wouldn't have thought that five years later, when Mu Bingfan found him, he would say to her: "I'm sorry, you recognized the wrong person, I don't know you." ”

In fact, if he hadn't said that to Mu Bingfan at the beginning, maybe Mu Bingfan would have given him up in the past five years, and even if he hadn't, she would never be as sad as she is now.

Just like her and Yun Peichen, if he hadn't made a promise to her that he would never leave her, then in the past seven years, she would have definitely forgotten about him completely, and she would never think of him again.

Those who make promises are often careless, while those who listen to promises are often convinced. That's why there are always people who run out of tears, out of hope, out of life, waiting for an impossible possibility.

Some people say that love heals all wounds, and that love is the best medicine in the world, but it is not. Love is really not that great, the great infatuated lover who chooses to ignore the pain because of love.

But Mo Qingqian is not that great.

The bright and cold moonlight outside the window sprinkled down, bringing back the past that had been sealed in Mo Qing's heart all along......

At that time, she had not yet been crowned with the surname "Mo", at that time Yun Peichen was still Yun Yanyue, at that time, they had not separated, and they were like glue all day long.

At that time, the sky was blue, the water was clear, and time passed unhurriedly. Xiao Qingqian always dislikes that this day is slow, like an old grandmother crossing the street, she vomits slowly, and she is in a hurry to die. Every now and then, Yun Yanyue would shake her head, like a nerd in ancient times, and said slowly: "Zi said, the deceased is like a husband, reluctant to give up day and night." When he says this, he deliberately lengthens his voice to make himself look more like that.

At that time, Yun Yanyue was reading the Analects, so all the words she said were Zi said, Zeng Zi said...... Wait, everything that Xiao Qingqian doesn't understand.

"Yan Banyue, you're saying these things again!" Xiao Qing sat on the steps, her hands propped on her head, and her face was impatient.

"When you grow up, you have to learn." Yun Yanyue took advantage of the situation to sit beside Qing Qian and helped her pick a green leaf that fell above her head.

"Then I'll talk about it when I'm older." Qing Qian was irritable, "You read it in my ear every day, I'm going to be annoyed to death!" ”

Yun Yanyue smiled: "Okay, then what do you want to do now?" ”

"Let's go catch fish, come back and let grandma cook it."

"Okay."

"Hey, no, let's go climb the mountain, the wild fruits on the mountain should grow at this time, right?"

"Okay."

"No, the dean's grandmother said that it seems to be raining later, so let's go watch TV."

"Okay."

"Yan Banyue, why don't you just say 'yes' no matter what I say?" Qing asked with a blink of doubt.

Yun Yanyue didn't answer, just smiled warmly, touched Qingqian's hair, and said, "Because I can't say anything except 'good'." ”

Qing Qian didn't understand anything at that time, but Yun Yanyue was afraid to refuse her request because she was timid.

But later, when she was bullied by those naughty children, looking at Yun Yanyue who was blocking her, she suddenly realized that he was not a coward.

That year, she was six years old and he was ten.

When summer comes, the acacia in the courtyard blooms very luxuriantly, and the air is filled with the faint fragrance of acacia. This acacia tree does not grow straight, and where the branches fork, it just forms a natural small bed, and the sun does not shine in when lying on it, and the breeze blows, which is very comfortable. During the lunch break, Qing Qian would always pull Yun Yanyue to sneak under the acacia tree together, let Yun Yanyue be her ladder, and she stepped on his shoulder to climb the tree.

But when she asked Yun Yanyue to go back, Yun Yanyue, who had always obeyed her orders, rejected her cleanly. For no other reason, I'm just afraid that she will fall.

He will not refuse any of her requests, even if it seems unreasonable, even if it is dangerous, he will always respond to her and be willing to protect her.

The world is very dangerous, not beautiful, but what does it matter, it is enough for her to have him, he is enough to protect the beauty in front of her, in this cold world, there is always a warm world he built for her, enough for her to rely on.

He stood under the tree and looked up at the little girl in the tree, and unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth again. The sun was dry, and he was covered in sweat, but he didn't care at all. In this way, he looked at it for two days, and it was visibly dark to the naked eye.

There are many mosquitoes in summer, especially on the trees, so on the fourth day, Qing Qian was gloriously admitted to the hospital because of skin diseases.

The dean's grandmother also discovered her secret, and she was distressed and angry. I wanted to punish her so that she could reflect on herself. But as before, Yun Yanyue still interceded for her and took over everything.

Of course, the dean's grandmother knew the truth, and sighed helplessly: "You always protect her like this, what can you do in the future?" Who else can stand her temperament? ”

"I can just take it." Yun Yanyue blurted out directly.

He just wants to protect her like this, spoil her, and spoil her lawlessness, so that he is the only one who can stay by her side.

That year, she was eight years old and he was twelve.

In the warm sunshine of spring, the fields are full of rape flowers in the east and west, and the breeze blows, and the rape flowers that cannot be seen are surging with thousands of golden waves, emitting an intoxicating fragrance.

Qing Qian and Yun Yanyue love to lie in the rape flower field, feeling the blue sky and white clouds above their heads; the "buzzing" of bees flapping their wings; The chirping of birds in the treetops and the "whooshing" of the water in the stream not far away...... At this point, it feels like time is slowing down.

When Qing Qian was feeling the freshness and beauty of nature, Yun Yanyue suddenly said that she wanted to give her a gift and let her close her eyes.

The little girl was really full of joy and expectation.

As a result, Yun Yanyue randomly pulled a piece of green grass from the ground, knitted a ring, and inserted a rape flower on it, which was very simple, but Qingqian was still happy at that time, and did not feel much disappointed, especially when he said that sentence - "When we grow up, will Xingxing be willing to marry me?" ”

At that time, Xiao Qingqian always thought that the person she liked would be together forever, and she liked him and wanted to be with him forever, so she nodded without hesitation, with a happy smile on her face.

Yun Yanyue was also ecstatic, trembling slightly and putting the grass ring on the ring finger of Qing Qian's right hand, the size was just right.

He raised his head and looked at the little girl in front of him, his clean and pure eyes were shining in the sunlight, and two bright stars had risen.

He said, "Don't worry, when I grow up, I will definitely marry you, just with a grass ring!" ”

This is a very beautiful promise, planting a small bud in Qing Qian's heart, and she quietly waits for the day when it grows and blooms.

That year, she was nine years old and he was thirteen.

But in a flash, I have gone so far in a flash, and I can't find the past.

Mo Qingqian hugged the bear doll tightly, and tears couldn't stop falling, like the meteor shower she had watched with Yun Peichen and her Yan Banyue. Obviously, at that time, she was still silently making a wish in her heart, hoping that she could be with him for the rest of her life, but why has it changed now?

Remembering what he had done for her, remembering him more than once, when she was afraid, when she was sad, when she was on the edge of darkness near the abyss, pulled her back, and each time it was he who rescued her.

Whether it was before or now, he has done so much for her, and she will never be able to repay it in her lifetime. But why is she so selfish, how can she hurt him again and again? Hurt him so well for her?

Her hands couldn't stop shaking, and her breathing became a little difficult, and Mo Qingqian knew that she was sick again. She picked up the medicine and swallowed it skillfully, if he saw it, he would probably be surprised, the girl who used to take medicine was more difficult than fighting, but now she can swallow a large handful of medicine directly without moving.

Seven years is really too long, and they have all been changed beyond recognition by it, except for the shadows between their eyebrows and eyes, they can still vaguely see the shadow of the past. But whether it is personality or state of mind, it is no longer what it used to be.

They have all grown up, and they have grown up involuntarily.

It was a dream, she saw the little fat man she hadn't seen for a long time, and he was still smiling and very cute, and he stood under the bright acacia tree, and said to her, "Star, are you going to let go of me?" ”