The dean's grandmother was just as shocked when she heard Mo Qingqian's introduction to Jiang Yeli.

She glanced at Mo Qingqian, who knew that she had something to say to her, so she handed the biscuit to Jiang Yeli and asked him to play with the child.

After leaving the night, the dean's grandmother opened her mouth, unsure: "Xiaoqian, is what you just said true?" ”

Mo Qing nodded lightly: "Grandma, he is the person I want to spend the rest of my life with." ”

Grandma Dean looked at Mo Qing's shallow and serious appearance, her old eyes seemed to light up a little, she hesitated again and again, but still asked: "That little word ......"

"Grandma, as you said, people can't always live in the past." Mo Qingqian looked at Jiang Yeli, who was surrounded by children, and his eyes, which had been blank and empty, finally had light.

"Xingxing, I know that the person you like is not me, don't worry about me, just do what you want, you know that my only wish is to hope that you can be happy."

Compared with Yun Peichen, she is really selfish. But she didn't have much time, and in this short time, let her be selfish and happy, and her eyes would be red when she couldn't leave.

At night, the rain finally stopped, the stars poked their heads out, and the air was filled with the smell of grass.

Jiang Yeli said in the kitchen that she wanted to show her cooking skills, and Mo Qing was not allowed to look at it, there was no way, she could only nest in the sofa and fiddle with the projector. But in the end, he still couldn't resist his curiosity, and while he was not paying attention at night, Mo Qingqian cautiously walked to the side and secretly looked at it a few times, but found that he looked at the gas stove with a nervous face, and seemed to be a little at a loss.

A person of this size wouldn't know how to use a gas stove, right?

She was thinking about it when she suddenly heard his smiling voice: "If you look at it again, you will be charged, one hundred per eye." ”

He smiled so brightly that he caught his eye and fell into his heart, and he could never get out again.

Mo Qingqian immediately covered his eyes: "That's not good, I don't have that much money, alas...... It's a pity that the beauty is not even able to take a look. ”

"Xiao Qingqing can."

"Huh?" Before Mo Qingqian could hear what he said, he had already walked in front of her, took down her hand covering her eyes, and looked at her eyes tightly, extremely serious: "In front of Xiao Qingqing, it will always be free, Xiao Qingqing can take a few glances if he wants." ”

Mo Qingqian hurriedly looked away, afraid that he would indulge in those lake-blue eyes: "That...... So good? ”

"Of course." Jiang Yeli smiled softly, "After all, Xiao Qingqing wants to see me for the rest of my life." ”

At that moment, my heart seemed to stop beating. The word "lifetime" came out of his mouth, and suddenly it didn't seem to be so long, and even waiting became the happiest thing.

He always seems to like to talk about a lifetime, but her life is too short, so short that it is about to end before it has even begun.

"Xiao Qingqing will go play first, just wait a minute," Jiang Yeli rubbed Mo Qingqian's face, "But don't peek at it this time." ”

I forgot how long I waited, when Mo Qingqian's eyelids were fighting, I finally heard his voice: "It's time to eat." ”

Mo Qingqian immediately ran over: "It's so fragrant!" What did you cook? ”

"Don't worry, you absolutely love it!"

Jiang Yeli said this, of course, Mo Qingqian was looking forward to it. However, when she saw his cooking, her expectations were disappointed.

He makes seafood porridge. When I saw this, a smile froze on my face, and I was disappointed as much as I expected in my heart. But Mo Qingqian still clapped his hands and pretended to be excited: "That's great!" ”

Jiang Yeli didn't answer, just pressed her on the chair and personally served her a big bowl: "How about tasting it?" He looked at her expectantly.

Mo Qingqian didn't want to touch him, so he had to take a bite and pretend to be surprised...... It's really delicious! I can't believe that after four years in France, you can still learn to cook. ”

Jiang Yeli didn't speak, and there was such sadness and pain in his eyes, Mo Qingqian hurriedly lowered his eyes, as if he hadn't seen anything.

Wrapping Yeli behind Mo Qingqian, he removed the leather band on his wrist and tied her hair together.

"Xiao Qingqing, if one day I am no longer me, will you be disgusted with me?"

His voice was so light that Mo Qingqian thought he had heard it wrong.

In order to hide his true emotions, Mo Qingqian kept drinking porridge with his head down, and without paying attention, he was very honored to enter the hospital.

Along the way, he left Yeli with a black face and didn't say anything.

"That...... Are you okay? Mo Qingqian asked cautiously.

The night is still gloomy, and his face is silent.

"I'm sorry, I know it's wrong......"

Jiang Yeli stopped and looked back at Mo Qingqian: "Do you know it's wrong?" Then Xiao Qingqing tell me, what are you wrong? ”

"I ...... I shouldn't have told you that I'm allergic to seafood and shouldn't worry you, but I already know it's wrong, don't be angry. ”

Jiang Yeli suddenly smiled, but Mo Qingqian didn't feel a little happy, he hugged her into his arms, and his voice was muffled: "Xiao Qingqing, you're not wrong." I did get angry, but not because of you, but because not only did I not know that you were allergic to seafood, but I also put you in the hospital you didn't like the most, and it was my fault, I'm sorry. ”

"Alright." Mo Qingqian comforted him softly, "You see I'm not okay now!" ”

"It's okay, look at that big rash on your neck." Caressed Yeli on Mo Qingqian's neck, and a trace of distress flashed in his eyes, "Does it hurt?" ”

"Ah...... It doesn't hurt, it's just a little itchy. Mo Qingqian reached out and wanted to scratch it, but slapped Yeli away from her hand.

"Don't scratch, let you remember it for a long time, and see if you can do it."

"I can't say that, I usually regret my life, if it weren't for the ...... Forget it, I won't tell you. ”

Mo Qingqian walked forward by herself, took Yeli by her hand, and said, "Xiao Qingqing, this is not the first time I have cooked for you, and it will not be the last. ”

No, she remembered very well that this was indeed the first time he had cooked for her, so she cherished it so much that she couldn't wait to eat it all.

Jiang Yeli knew what Mo Qingqian was wondering about, but he couldn't explain it to her, so he just said: "Xiao Qingqing, this is indeed not the first time I have personally cooked for you, but there will be time in the future." ”

"We still have a long way to go through together, a lifetime," he said. ”

He said it very seriously, and Mo Qingqian didn't want to doubt it.

On the way home, they walked hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, occasionally a breeze blew, stroking Mo Qing's shallow hair, and gently helped her tidy up the night departure, and the tenderness in her eyes was about to indulge her.

At that moment, Mo Qingqian couldn't stop doubting, maybe she was wrong. Perhaps, the way he looked at her was not only sadness, but also subtle tenderness and doting; Perhaps, he has her in his heart, but in a deep, deep corner: maybe she shouldn't be confused, maybe they will really have a happy ending.

But how can she convince herself that she really wants to drag him into this abyss from which she will never recover? How can you persuade yourself to let him go?

She can't, she can't do any of them. But what can be done? After going through so many tribulations, she had never complained about fate, but now, she really wanted to ask it, did she do something heinous? Why was he so cruel to her? Take back all that she has, destroy all that she wants.

"Will you regret it?"

Jiang Yeli was stunned, as if he was frightened by Mo Qingqian's brainless words. After reacting, he raised his hand that was tightly clasped with Mo Qing's shallow fingers, and smiled: "Never regret it." ”

"Me too."

I'll never regret meeting you, I'll never regret liking you, I'll never regret being together, I'll never regret everything related to you!

"Jiangye, do you believe that people have a next life?"

If this life is destined to be such an imperfect ending, then what about the next life? Will you promise it to me in the next life?

Jiang Yeli was stunned when he heard this question, although his little Qingqing always likes to ask some strange questions, nothing strange, but his subconscious felt that no, this question must have some special meaning for her, so his "disbelief" stuck in his throat.

He said, "Believe." ”

Sure enough, his Xiao Qingqing, who had been holding his hand, loosened, and there was a relaxed expression of relief on his face.

Mo Qingqian remembered that a long time ago, Xiao Jiang Yeli sat by the lake and asked her with those lonely and melancholy eyes: "Xiao Qingqing, do you believe that people will have souls after death?" ”

She didn't know why he asked her such a question, but she had asked someone such a question before. The man was silent for a moment, then looked up at the starry sky, his clear eyes shining brightly.

"Yes," he said, with unshakable firmness, "it will." ”

Later, he said something again, she couldn't remember clearly, only vaguely remembered that he said that people will become stars after death, silently watching the people who accompany the earth, and the sentence - "When I die, I will not become a star, because I know that you must not be able to tell which one is me, so ah, you have to remember, I will become the moon and accompany you every night." ”

So when she heard the question of leaving the night, she hesitated for a moment, and then said in a firm voice: "Yes, it will." ”

He didn't seem to expect her to be so sure, and asked her, "What will become of that man's soul when he dies?" ”

"He will become a star, and he who has been silently watching over the earth in the sky," she said, "but some will become the moon, because he is afraid that someone will not be able to tell which star he is." ”

He smiled, a little delightful in his smile.

He said, "Thank you, Xiao Qingqing. ”

Later, she learned that it was his grandmother's death day.

He has always been an unwavering materialist, never believing in ghosts or afterlives, believing that these ethereal things are nothing more than lies about the miserable life of this life.

Before his grandmother died, he took his hand and said with tears in his eyes: "Alas, it's too late for you to honor me well in this life, and you must serve me until I am old in the next life." ”

His eyes were red and swollen from crying, he sniffled, and choked up: "Grandma, if you die, you are dead, and there will be no next life." ”

Grandma Jiang almost didn't come up in one breath, looked at the stubborn grandson, and cried and laughed: "Almost everyone in the world believes and looks forward to an afterlife, why don't you kid believe it?" ”

"The reason why they believe in an afterlife is because they feel that they have too many regrets in this life, and they regret the decisions they made, and then they regret the whole life. But I don't, I don't regret anything I've done, rightly or wrongly, so I don't need the afterlife. ”

Jiang Yeli, who said such a thing, was not yet eleven years old at that time, and his childish face was not mature with it.

The reason why he asked Mo Qingqian this question was not because his heart was shaken, he just thought about it too much, missed his grandmother too much at that time, and Mo Qingqian delayed his longing. He doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, but he believes in his little Qingqing.

He lied, facing Mo Qing's shallow expectant eyes, but fortunately this lie made her happy.

She held his hand, and her soft words were full of firmness: "Jiangye, if this life is not what I want, I will wait for you in the next life, and I will wait for you all the time." ”

At that time, the evening breeze blew away her words and blew off the smile on his face. From the time Mo Qingqian said this, Jiang Yeli changed his heart, from this moment on, he firmly believed that people have a next life, no matter what, they will never be shaken!