Forgetting, happy smile 2Are you afraid of death
On the way back side by side, Mo Qingqian and Jiang Yeli walked on the lonely and lonely path, when suddenly a person wearing a hat and a mask stopped them in full armor.
Mo Qingqian held the hand that separated the night and inadvertently added a little force. Wrapped Ye Li's hand tightly around Mo Qingqian, smiled at her sideways, and then blocked in front of her, like a warm castle.
The man seemed to sense their precautions and unhurriedly took off his mask. The face under the street lamp is very familiar to Mo Qingqian. is the ace agent of Yixiao Entertainment - Xu Yiqing.
It took her just one month to create Asia's No. 1 boy group - Your smile, and after her debut, she became popular all over the country, and almost everyone knew about it.
In the same year, she spent three weeks creating Your smile's spin-off girl group, My smile. It was an instant hit, and it was worse than Your smile.
Since then, her reputation in the industry has become an unreachable ceiling for agents, and only others have looked up to her.
And now because he is one meter eight four away from the night, Xu Yiqing, who has never looked up at others, has to look up at him.
Not long after Jiang Yeli came back, he was naturally not very familiar with Xu Yiqing, although he wondered why the person opposite suddenly took off his mask, he still protected Mo Qingqian behind him like a hen protecting a chicken.
Mo Qingqian looked at his generous back, and for the first time felt that such a lonely back would be so warm.
"I'm not a bad person." Xu Yiqing, who was on the other side, opened his mouth. She has obviously taken off her mask to show that she has no malicious intent, what is this precaution? Is it because she hasn't been out for too long and has been forgotten like this? Or is she too haggard without makeup today?
"I know." Mo Qingqian stood up from behind Jiang Ye and smiled at Xu Yiqing, who looked helpless, "The ace agent of Yixiao Entertainment - Xu Yiqing, has admired his name for a long time. See you today, if you live up to your name. β
She said the polite words to herself, but she didn't see Xu Yiqing's increasingly helpless expression.
"You're only sixteen or seventeen, why do you talk so old-fashioned? There is no little girl's innocence and splendor. β
Xu Yiqing was telling the truth, Mo Qingqian couldn't refute it, so he could only laugh it off.
But he couldn't hear the night, he couldn't allow anyone to say that Mo Qingqian was not good, so he stood up again, and once again protected Mo Qingqian behind him, with a gloomy expression.
"Who are you?"
"Your girlfriend?"
"No," said Shoya Yiyi, "she's my fiancΓ©e!" If you dare to say anything more about her, no matter who you are......"
"Okay, I don't say it, why bother?" Xu Yiqing paused and said to Mo Qingqian, "Little girl, you have found a good place for you!" The tone was faint with a little envy, and it seemed to be mixed with a little sadness.
Mo Qingqian didn't listen too carefully, because she was shocked by Xu Yiqing's words.
I saw Xu Yi's expression straightened, and he returned to Xu Da's agent who was not smiling in front of the camera, and said to Jiang Yeli: "I want to create you into a new generation of unique stars." She said it very calmly, so calm that Mo Qingqian doubted the truth of this sentence. But in the next second, she took out a contract from her briefcase.
Can you imagine? In a deserted and silent alley, a new generation of dazzling stars was born, how incredible!
Back home, Mo Qingqian was so excited that she couldn't sleep, lying on the bed and looking at the bright moon outside the window, sprinkling cold light in the dark night, the night was lonely, and her sun was about to break through the endless night, casting a dazzling light and shadow. She was so happy that she just cried tears of joy.
Mo Qingqian was so engrossed in thinking that she didn't know that she had crept into her room without knowing that Ye Li had crept into her room. He lay on the head of the bed and called her softly: "Xiao Qingqing." β
Mo Qing wiped her tear-wet eyes quietly, pretended to have just woken up, and replied to him in a hoarse voice: "Huh? What's wrong, isn't it too excited to sleep? β
Jiang Yeli didn't speak, just lay down in Mo Qingqian's quilt, hugged her, buried his head in her neck, and said in a muffled voice: "Xiao Qingqing, if I become a star as you imagined, will you like me a little more?" β
Mo Qing shook his head lightly and closed his eyes away from the night.
"Jiangye, I can't like you any more, this is all I have, and there is no more left. How do you want me to like you a little more? β
Jiang Yeli was silent, and then said: "Xiao Qingqing, I don't want to leave you, I am really afraid that I can't bear it for such a long time." β
"Then you work hard, redouble your efforts, others use three months, you use two months, one month, try to shorten the time to see me, come to see me with dazzling light, okay?"
Leaned Ye Li on Mo Qingqian's body and nodded heavily. Since this is what she wants, he will definitely do his best to make her wish.
That night, Mo Qingqian and Jiang left no one asleep. They snuggled up on the sofa and watched Mo Qingqian's favorite movie, "The Fault in Our Stars"
The more than two-hour movie portrays life and death, illness and suffering, companionship and redemption vividly and movingly.
Mo Qingqian has watched it no less than ten times, and she will cry every time. Love can never withstand fate, and the pace of death will never stop because of love.
"Jiangye, are you afraid of death?"
On a night like this, there seems to be nothing out of place to talk about such a heavy topic.
Jiang Yeli did not hesitate, through the faint light emitted by the projector, he stared at the person beside him, those calm but implicitly waved, bright as stars.
Yan Ze once said to him: "Ah Ye, to be honest, I think your current state of getting along is completely opposite to before, in the past, you tried your best to make you happy, but now you are trying your best to make her happy." But thanks to you, her eyes are finally no longer just barren, with light, warmth, and belonging. β
He pursed his lips, he didn't feel happy or relaxed, his heart was still the same heavy. At that time, the wind blew slowly, blowing off a dead leaf and falling into his arms, and the world was shrouded in a desolate fog, which was his world.
His melancholy eyes seemed to see through a lot of sorrow: "Yan Ze, do you know, I only know now how tired she was at that time." "She who smiles every day and tries hard to make him happy, how many injuries are hidden in such a bright smile, she is obviously not happy.
"Ah Ye, she won't be tired," Yan Ze's firm words fell in his ears with the cool breeze, "Because she likes you, as long as it's for your good, she won't feel tired no matter what she does." β
"But I feel like she's tired now, very tired, very tired. To be alive in this world is to exhaust all her strength. β
The sky is the same blue, there is no sun, only a white cloud and a lonely figure, in this huge canopy, it seems lonely.
"You say, if I hadn't left and stayed by her side, wouldn't she have become like this?" Is the smile on her face still the same as it was then, and the corners of her mouth can't stop rising at a glance? Is the starlight in her eyes still as brilliant as it was then, and it makes people fall at a glance?
He knew that he had fallen into hopeless conjecture again, whether it was or not, and that it had already turned out to be so, and what could he do but do everything in his power to make amends to her?
Yan Ze patted him on the shoulder and didn't answer, this was an unanswerable question. He only said: "If you feel sorry, treat her well, you don't know how much she likes you." He said to him as if pleading or pleading, "Ah Ye, don't let her down, no one will like you more than her." β
He knew, but he wasn't convinced, he wasn't sure of himself. He thought he could suppress Jiang Li, but he came out again. It was in that accident before, the skyrocketing fire, he cowardly hid it again, and even forgot that his little Qingqing was still waiting for him. He was just scared, scared of such a scene. It's just that he didn't expect that Jiang Li would hurt her, he hated the person he couldn't protect with his life, how much he hated himself for being a coward!
Even he just wanted to cook a meal for his Xiao Qingqing, just such a trivial matter, but seeing the fire on the gas stove, he unconsciously fell into that sad night four years ago, so Jiang Li came out again, this time he didn't do anything out of the ordinary, just made a pot of seafood porridge, but she was allergic to seafood. Because of his cowardice, she was hurt again by him.
When he was in the haunted house before, Yun Peichen pulled him into a small hidden room and confessed his identity to him, saying: "I will never give her to you like this, what can you give her like this?" Happy, warm, or ...... A home? You can't give her anything, and even you will let her fall into the abyss, if Jiang Li comes out, can you know what he will do? Can you guarantee that he won't hurt her? β
He couldn't, so he let go of her hand. But when he saw her smiling slightly, he was unwilling to give up like this. He never came back for any other reason, just for her.
Mo Qingqian waited for a long time, and finally waited for Jiang Yeli's answer, he leaned his head on her shoulder, and slowly spoke: "Death is not terrible for me, it is just the end of a meaningless life, so I am not afraid of death, but that was before I met you." β
Mo Qing gently stroked his soft black hair and listened to him silently confide in his heart.
"Now I'm scared, not afraid that I'll disappear into the world, but I'm afraid, after I'm gone, your life. I'm afraid that you will wash your face with tears all day long, silent, like a doll whose soul has been sucked away; I'm afraid that you will force your face to laugh and pretend to be strong, but you cry every day in the silence of the night......" Speaking of this, the night left the sob, "I am afraid that you will forget me, and I am afraid that you will not forget me." β
Mo Qingqian put his head on the head of Jiang Yeli and wept silently. She never knew that he was such an immodest person who seemed to care about nothing, but he had thought so much.
"I won't." She said, "I'm going to bury you deep in my heart and start a new life." The key to why she came to say such things is in her next words.
"So Shoya, if I leave, you have to be like this, okay?"
Anxiety and panic spread silently in the darkness and silence.
That night, Mo Qingqian had been talking about life and death with Jiang Yeli, and Jiang Yeli only thought that she was thinking and sentimental because of the movie.
She said: "I am very afraid of death, of being forgotten, especially of you. β
She said: "Jiang Ye, when I die, I will become a star, and together with Grandma Jiang and Aunt Jiang, I will guard you in the sky." β
She said: "I really want to live a little longer and grow old with you." β
She said: "Jiangye, I really want to have a home with you." β