Sure enough, early in the morning, Xu Yiqing rang the doorbell and opened his mouth to ask her, "What about leaving the night?" Does he know that there is a particularly important event today, and this time has not passed, is he trying to release other pigeons? ”

A question put Mo Qingqian directly in place. Seeing that Xu Yiqing's mood calmed down a bit, Mo Qing said in a muffled voice: "He's not here." ”

"He's not there?" Xu Yiqing frowned tightly, and thought of many plans in an instant. Mo Qingqian saw that she called this person for a while, and then called that person for a while, and the whole process did not take more than three minutes.

Hanging up the last call, Xu Yiqing turned his head and stared at Mo Qingqian, and said coldly: "Call him, now!" ”

With a heavy sense of oppression, Mo Qingqian could only pick up his mobile phone, press the familiar phone number, and silently recite in his heart, one, two, three, four...... Mo Qingqian was a little panicked, and when she caught a glimpse of Xu Yiqing's more and more solemn expression, she smiled reluctantly, turned around, and kept silently reciting in her heart, "Answer the phone, answer the phone, answer the phone quickly!" ”

When Mo Qing was so anxious that he was about to cry, Jiang Yeli finally answered the phone. But Mo Qingqian's tears still fell with a relaxed heart.

"Xiao Qingqing......" The voice of leaving the night came from the other end of the phone.

Mo Qing breathed a sigh of relief for a moment, and couldn't stop complaining to him: "Where have you been?" Why didn't you come back? ”

"Xiao Qingqing," Jiang Yeli's tone was very tired.

"What's wrong?" Mo Qingqian asked him anxiously, "Did something happen?" ”

But Jiang Yeli didn't answer, he just called her over and over again, "Xiao Qingqing" again and again.

"Will ...... the night" Mo Qing had a bad premonition.

"Xiao Qingqing, I'm sorry." Jiang Yeli suddenly said such a sentence.

A sentence that made Mo Qingqian almost collapse to the ground.

"Will the night ......" Mo Qing called out in a daze, but only the voice of "Dudu" was back to her.

Mo Qingqian didn't know what to react to, and before her brain could react, her body had already rushed out.

Standing on the empty road, she dialed the phone over and over again, but all she got was a busy signal.

She was like a headless fly, rampaging through the road, and a car was speeding up, but she was suddenly unheard, and at the last moment, someone suddenly dragged her by.

Mo Qingqian thought that he was looking back at Yeli in surprise, and the moment he saw that person, he lowered his head in disappointment, it was not him.

"Are you crazy?"

Mo Qingqian ignored it, and walked forward on his own, his whole body was decadent like a puppet that had lost his soul.

Yan Ziyu grabbed Mo Qingqian, who had never confided in him, and asked cautiously: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Mo Qing stroked Yan Ziyu's hand and only said, "I'm fine." ”

"Do you look like you're fine?" Catching a glimpse of Mo Qing's shallowly moist teary eyes, Yan Ziyu softened his voice, "You are Coco's friend, and I am her brother, and we are also ...... Half a friend, isn't it right for friends to help each other? ”

If this sentence can be heard, it is estimated that she will cover her mouth and suspect that this is not her brother who does not eat fireworks in the world.

It's just that Mo Qingqian still didn't answer.

Xu Yiqing ran over panting and asked Mo Qingqian: "What the hell is going on, he is my artist, I have the right to know." ”

Yan Ziyu realized that it was because he was leaving the night, and he couldn't help laughing at himself, but it was really a dog with a mouse and meddling in his affairs.

"I ...... I don't know," Mo Qing sobbed shallowly, crying almost out of breath, "He didn't say anything. ”

But in fact, she knew that the time she had stolen had come.

She had been deceiving herself, but now she couldn't, he wouldn't even give her a chance to deceive her.

It hurts, Mo Qingqian covered her heart tightly, squatting on the ground in pain, it really hurts, her heart seems to have been ripped out of a piece, the pain is so painful that her internal organs are colicing, and the pain is so painful that she directly spit out a mouthful of blood, bright red and red, shocking.

Mo Qing closed his eyes shallowly, and the last thing he saw was the snowflakes falling from the sky, and the snow he had been waiting for for a long time had finally fallen.

When Mo Qingqian opened his eyes again, he didn't see anything. She seemed to be trapped in the endless chaos, and she couldn't get out no matter how she walked.

Gradually, the light dimmed.

She huddled in a corner with herself in her arms, many, many things from the past flying through her mind. I heard that this is always the case before people die.

Is she going to die?

To be honest, she wasn't so scared, she just thought about how sad she would be if he didn't come back and couldn't see her, and she didn't want him to be sad.

"Xiao Qingqing, don't you leave me, okay?" She heard his voice pleading.

"I'm not going to leave you, I won't!" At that moment, she didn't know where the strength came from, prompting her to break free from the shackles and use all the strength of her body to try to run towards the smaller and smaller spots of light in the distance. The only support in my heart is him.

Suddenly opened her moist eyes, Mo Qingqian suddenly realized that he had left her behind.

In the end...... Are they all lies? He obviously said in front of so many people that she was his only one, did he lie to her? Why?

Why let her involuntarily and inextricably fall into the gentle dream he weaved, and when he believed that everything was true, he told her that everything was just a dream.

She would rather drown in a dream than never wake up.

If you are determined to lie to her, why can't you fool her for the rest of your life? It doesn't even take a lifetime, just three years, just three years, so that she can die with a happy smile, and now? What's the point of her insistence?

Will be the night, will be the night...... Mo Qingqian lay on the bed over and over again between her lips and teeth, with a deep sadness, pronounced his name, the name she had deeply engraved in her life, and now she was finally about to break away from her life.

In fact, it's okay, with her short life, how can she hold him, he has a life that is much brighter than her, and in his brilliant life, there shouldn't be such a person as her.

No one should have her in their life, she shouldn't have existed in the first place.

Mo Qing curled up shallowly, her whole body trembling, and she could only bite the back of her hand hard in order to resist the collapse and sadness that surged like a tide.

"Star ......" she heard Yun Peichen's trembling voice.

But she buried herself in the quilt, she didn't want to say anything, she didn't want to see anyone, she just wanted to be alone, until her corrupt body completely festered.

"Star ......" Yun Peichen squatted on the side of the bed and held Mo Qingqian's hand that was holding the quilt tightly, almost purple. It's so cold, and her heart should be like this.

Tears accidentally blurred his eyes, Yun Peichen tilted his head slightly, desperately holding back the wanton urge of tears. He comforted Mo Qingqian, who was trembling all over, in a soft voice: "Don't be afraid, there is still me, I am still here." He touched Mo Qing's shallow hair again and again, "If you want to cry, cry, I'm here." ”

Mo Qingqian finally let go, and the bloody lower lip that had been bitten by her, and the painful moans and sobs fell into the ears of the outsider, completely tearing his already broken heart.

I'm sorry, Xiao Qingqing, I'm sorry...... He desperately apologized to her in his heart.

It's just going to be useless. His apology neither reassures him nor makes her sad.

What's the point?

When she left the hospital, Mo Qingqian didn't let Yun Peichen send her, she really needed a little time of her own now. Her brain and even her heart were a mess, weighing on her fragile nerves, ready to collapse at any moment.

She had been unconscious for a whole day, the snow had long since stopped, and the ground was just a wet patch, showing the traces of what it had once stayed.

She wandered the streets, like a lonely ghost, not knowing where to go, and there seemed to be no place for her in this world.

She didn't know where she had gone, everything around her was unusually familiar, and it wasn't until the street lights came on that she realized that she had actually walked to the road leading to Jiang's house. She raised her eyes and saw the young man with blue eyes, he walked in front of her, looked back and smiled shallowly, and stretched out his hand to her: "Xiao Qingqing, what's the daze, come here, let's go home." ”

She was the only one in her eyes.

She trembled and tried to take his hand, and just as she was about to touch it, and when she was about to grasp her hope, he was blown away by the wind like sand, and the dust raised blinded her eyes.

The heart cannot breathe.

The intense pain in her heart finally made her wake up, and he ...... It doesn't belong to her anymore...... Those sweetness, warmth and happiness have finally dissipated.

She knew this result for a long time, and she had been living in worry and fear, but now that she was finally free, she should be happy, but why...... Why is it so sad? So sad that she wanted to die immediately, so as not to go to such a painful torment?

No one is more familiar with this road than Mo Qingqian, even if it is about to leave at night. In the days when she left Yeli, she had to step on the path that was still paved with cobblestones every day to ask Jiang Yongming, did she leave Yeli back? When will I be back? Trouble.

She knew everything about how many pebbles there were, how many birch trees were planted on both sides, and how many steps it took to complete the road.

It's just that later, in order to avoid making Yongming sad, Uncle Zhang asked Mo Qingqian not to come over again for various reasons. There is a hidden meaning in the words that the night will not be able to return for a short time.

Since then, Mo Qingqian really hasn't been here, not because she understood Uncle Zhang's words, but because the next day happened and ruined her life.

Then a series of things made her exhausted. Whenever she felt that she couldn't hold on, she would always come here, looking at the brightly lit Jiang's house from afar, and the window that should have been bright but now dark, and the letter he wrote to her before leaving, and then silently persuaded herself in her heart that she must grit her teeth and persevere. Not for the words of his letter, just let her make sure that he is okay.

She insisted on this until now, but now she has no reason.

Everything has changed, whether it is the road or the people, everything is no longer the same.

Isn't what she misses is the past that she can't go back to?