Although I heard Mo Qingqian say that her roommates are very easy to get along with and take special care of her, Yun Peichen is still a little relieved, especially when school has just started recently, Mo Qingqian has a lot of things, and every time he leaves after taking the lunch box, he doesn't even have time to talk to him more.

He could only call Mo Qingqian after self-study at night, and the time still couldn't be too long, he was afraid that she wouldn't have a good rest.

Sanju is the girl with a ball head that Mo Qingqian met before, and she always joked with Mo Qingqian: "Fourth sister, Chagang is here again?" ”

There was no need for Mo Qingqian to speak, Erlan refuted her back: "You eat your things, I'm not afraid of choking you to death if I talk so much!" ”

Sanju glared at Erlan fiercely, and then pretended to be pitiful and called Yizhu, who had just finished taking a bath: "Sister Zhu...... Erlan, she bullied me. ”

And Yizhu was already surprised by this, and he didn't raise his head: "Why don't you two go out and fight?" ”

Erlan gloated and grimaced at Sanju, so angry that Sanju bit the big pig's trotter in his hand.

Seeing this, Mo Qingqian couldn't help but chuckle.

Yizhu turned sideways and whispered to Mo Qingqian: "Is the fight over?" ”

"Hmm." Mo Qing nodded lightly.

"Then go take a shower, I've already adjusted the temperature for you."

Seeing this, Sanju was dumbfounded: "Sister Zhu, your differential treatment is a little too obvious!" ”

Others didn't understand, but Mo Qingqian knew the reason. Yizhu is the head of the dormitory, and the school will tell the head of the dormitory that the people in the dormitory need special care, and it is no surprise that the person who needs special care in 7308 is her.

"Thank you." After Mo Qingqian thanked Yizhu, he took his clothes into the bathroom and turned on the shower, the temperature was just right.

Mo Qingqian came out of the bathroom and saw the three of them gathered together and didn't know what they were talking about.

"Fourth sister, come here!" Erlan greeted Mo Qingqian warmly.

Mo Qing wiped her hair lightly, walked over slowly, and looked: "What's wrong?" ”

"JY is coming to our school tomorrow for the orientation party!" Sanju pulled Mo Qingqian's shoulders and said excitedly.

"What did you say?"

"You can't believe it, do you? JY, JY, what should I do, I'm definitely going to lose sleep today! ”

"Can you stop getting so excited? It's really unproductive! Erlan said disgustedly.

Sanju glanced at Erlan with contempt: "You put down my nine-piece ninety-one mask and talk to me again." ”

"Hehe, I won't die if I use it."

"I'll just have that one, give you three numbers, if you don't want to die, just put it down for me! Three, one! ”

The two began to chase around the dormitory again, and Yizhu began to act as a peacemaker for the two again, and no one noticed that the tears that slipped from Mo Qing's shallow eyes in disbelief.

Can't you avoid him in the end? Her life finally calmed down, and before she had time to enjoy such a day, he was like a meteorite falling on the lake of her calm heart, and then stirred up stormy waves, and the world was turned upside down.

"Can I not go to this?" Mo Qing's shallow and crisp voice is particularly prominent in this noise.

"Not going?" Sanju was stunned by Mo Qingqian's words, and stopped paying attention to her mask for a while, taking advantage of this effort, Erlan raced against time to firmly stick the mask to his face.

"Why don't you go? That's JY! No matter how many people want to see him, you don't have a chance to meet him, don't you like him a lot? ”

"I didn't!" Mo Qingqian hurriedly denied it, and the three of them were stunned by that resolute look.

"I didn't like him, never...... None ......," she muttered.

At this time, the three of them finally discovered Mo Qingqian's abnormality.

"Are you alright?" Erlan handed Mo Qing a piece of paper.

Mo Qing found that she was in tears again. It seems that every time she mentions him, she will inevitably be so embarrassed. Why? Because the damage he gave her has gone deep into the bone marrow, even just hearing his name will make her heart ache.

"It's okay," Mo Qingqian took the tissue and wiped it carelessly, "It's just that the wind blew my eyes." ”

The three of them looked at the closed window and did not debunk Mo Qingqian's lies.

"Well, the school seems to require everyone from the whole school to arrive," Ichitake said hesitantly, "or I'll ...... it."

"It's okay, I'll just say it casually," Mo Qing smiled dryly, "You guys go to sleep first, it's a little hot in the dormitory, I'll go out to blow the wind." ”

She turned around, and as soon as she took a step, she kicked over Erlan's trash can.

"I ......"

"It's okay, don't worry," Erlan said, "Anyway, it's Sanju cleaning the dormitory today." ”

Mo Qing bowed his head and said "I'm sorry", and ran to the rooftop as if he had escaped.

But it's still the same depressing.

In order to prevent some accidents, the school has surrounded the roof with a five-meter-high wall on all sides, and there is no light to see as far as the eye can see.

Mo Qingqian wanted to relax her mood, but at this moment, it made her even more uncomfortable.

She saw a sketch of someone's figure on the wall, the last thing she wanted to see right now.

To be honest, she is really on the verge of collapse, why, why does God still refuse to let her go? Why should he appear in her life in any way?

Her heart is not steel, not stone, just a piece of broken glass that can't withstand any blow, and she doesn't need his presence, even if it's just his name, to make her collapse.

She is actually not so fragile, she gritted her teeth and survived such difficult and dark days, why can't she do it now?

Mo Qing held her breath and gently touched the cold face of the young man on the wall with her trembling hand, which she thought about but did not dare to face.

Only this time, the tumbling bitterness was overwhelming, drowning her heart. She felt as if she was in the cold and deep depths of the sea, shivering and about to suffocate.

The surroundings were quiet, only the unknown birdsong, Mo Qing squatted on the ground, and pressed his hand tightly against his teeth, lest the painful wail would accidentally fall into someone's ear, causing boredom and disgust.

After Mo Qingqian returned to the dormitory, the three of them went to bed, and she breathed a sigh of relief and rubbed her red and swollen eyes, fortunately, no one saw her like this.

She was just about to turn off the lights when she saw steaming hot water on the table, and a post-it note on the side that said—Remember to dry your hair, drink the water before going to sleep, remember to cover the quilt, and beware of illness.

It is the handwriting of Ichitake.

Mo Qing's heart warmed, and she whispered to Yizhu's bed: "Thank you." Then he took out a box from the far corner of the bookshelf and carefully placed the post-it notes in the box. The box is full of different post-it notes, written by Mu Bingfan and Mu Bing'an; There are also those written by Yun Peichen; But more of it will be left at night. There is the one she wrote that will leave the night - my sun, may you be well; There are also people who leave the night everywhere every day - Xiao Qingqing, do you like me a little more today? There was an answer she had never told him - no. Yes, no, she really can't like him a little more, her whole heart is full of him, how can she like him more?

But she could no longer like him, for he had abandoned her, and had ignored all her loves. She couldn't get back her love for him, but she couldn't convince herself to continue, so she could only let herself get stuck in the sea, unable to float or sink.

This night, Mo Qingqian did not have insomnia as she expected, she fell asleep, fell asleep without taking sleeping pills, and slept peacefully. She dreamed of the fragrant locust tree again, only this time she didn't see the young people with happy smiles, only she herself silently watched, and the locust tree stood quietly in front of her. Without thinking about anything, a wind struck, blowing down a few acacia flowers and blinding her eyes, and suddenly someone said to her: "Xiao Qingqing, I will marry you and go home, you must wait for me!" ”

But she couldn't wait, she really didn't have time to wait any longer, she was tired, really, very tired, tired.

Mo Qingqian woke up with tears on his face, and his heart was infinitely sad. She always dared not fall asleep easily, lest the memories that she could avoid hit her sleep and shatter her pretended peace.

At night, when there was still more than an hour before the party began, Sanju rushed into the studio with Yizhu and Mo Qingqian. Mo Qingqian originally wanted them not to be in such a hurry, it was still early, and she was not ready to see him at all.

But when I entered the studio, I found that it was already crowded, and some people even held light signs in their hands.

"Fortunately, I asked Erlan to go and occupy a place for us first, otherwise, let's be giraffes!" Sanju said happily.

After a lot of efforts, the three of them finally squeezed into the position that Erlan grabbed, and before they sat down, they heard Erlan's voice inviting merit: "I didn't eat dinner to grab such a good throne!" ”

It's really a good seat, the first row in the middle, how clearly you can see it.

At seven o'clock in the evening, in Mo Qingqian's restlessness, the party began. The school leaders said a few words casually, and then in the midst of thousands of cheers and shouts, Jiang Yeli finally appeared.

The lights on the stage were too dazzling, Mo Qingqian didn't dare to look up, she only pulled her scarf to cover most of her face.

All she heard was his familiar singing:

The weather was gloomy and sad

I could only curl up in a corner

Look at the sky

The stars no longer twinkle

The dream in my heart was disappointed

A world of nothingness

Heavy rain washed over my face

Freeze time

How do I get back to where I used to be

Withered smile

It's your empty eyes

Watch me walk away

I said we had a lifetime left

A lifetime is so far away

You say it's okay

This is the outcome you have foreseen

But he refused to give up

It's just because of me

I want to take you back to my plane

Turn everything in the past into a dream

The stars no longer fall

We walked hand in hand across the Milky Way

I will pluck the brightest stars

I will give you as a dowry

Ten miles of red makeup

Extremely distracted

You are the only one for me

Suddenly looking back

only to find out

Long gone

It's like you're hidden in a corner of the world

You who are lost

Is there anyone to light your way?

Dark night

Don't be afraid of being alone anymore

Don't cry for me anymore

I can't see you

Can't hold you

Can't comfort you

I'm to blame

Don't doubt yourself

Please bury me in my memories

Leave it to the dust and don't mention it again

I love you

……

She only felt her own tears, as if she didn't want money, desperately falling down, no matter how hard she tried to suppress it, it was useless.

It was a peaceful and lively scene, and only her world was crying.