Chapter 16. The end of the journey
"Yes, I'm in love with him, it's not pity or love, I'm sure so, I want to study medicine, I hope that one day I can fix his face and no longer have to wear a helmet."
"He didn't tell me his name, but neither did I, and we're even."
"He said that he used to use four as a code name, and he will be called Mr. Four in the future, so I will use Rain as a name, and my name is Miss Rain."
It's funny, between the lines is a girl's yearning for love, as well as a description of the person she loves.
Looking at it, Su Yu couldn't help but turn up the corners of her mouth slightly, she opened another letter, and then looked down.
"We have one more person in our family, well, a kid who was kicked out of the house by his parents, supposedly breaking a crockpot, but I guess it's because there are too many people and not enough food to do that...... Alas, hopefully the bad years will pass soon. ”
"Today I saw that he was teaching the child to read and read, the child was very reluctant, he said that only education can change fate, if you don't want to learn, you have to drive the child away, very strict people, if I don't know how to read, will he drive me away?"
"We moved, we had to move out, we were going to a new place, called Pingpan, to have a new home, a change of mood."
"Four years have passed, the original teenager has grown up, ask us why there is no change, silly boy, we are all monsters, if it is not a monster, how can we come together?"
Su Yu put down the letter paper and said silently: "Monsters, we are all monsters. ”
In the next letter, Oia 4 is finally mentioned, and Suyu looks at it very carefully, as if reading another life.
"Our new home is called Oia Four, and it took eight years from buying land to building a house to being able to live in it, during which time little Henry has reached adulthood and has a profession, a photographer, but Mr. Four's photographic skills are terrible, and he is unaware of it."
"I'm so happy today, I saw his face again, but this time his appearance is not so scary, the ugly scars are slowly healing, new flesh grows, seriously, he is cool, I asked him why he is like this, he said that he is adapting to the strength, and controlling it, slowly recovering, I think, this self-healing ability, I am afraid that even some deep-sea Agors may not be comparable."
"It's not good, I feel weak."
The handwriting became sloppy, and the person who wrote the letter was in a mood swing, frowning, and there was a long paragraph below.
"He can take off his helmet when he is at home, his face is basically healed, the standard Yanguo appearance, short black hair, the pupils are gray, like steel, which is very different from when I saw him many years ago, maybe it should be said that he should look like this, he doesn't drink, he doesn't touch tobacco, he lives a self-disciplined life, maybe it's a habit brought about by military life, he seems to see something, but he didn't ask, I didn't say."
"Nasty! Dislike! Dislike! Dislike!!!!!! ”
An entire sheet of paper is full of repetitive words, with only one sentence written at the end:
"I don't have time."
Su Yu turned to the next page, and the first sentence at the beginning reads:
"He knew, I tried to convince him, but with little effect, suddenly a woman came to the house, he called her Kelsey, a doctor, but the relationship between the two people was not harmonious, when talking with a gun and a stick, and almost fought, the doctor looked at me a few times and then left, what do you decide for yourself, he didn't speak."
"Of course I know my problem, there's nothing to say, I just regret that the time is too short, I ...... I'm not reconciled. ”
The letter came to the last page, and the owner of the note stopped writing only one paragraph.
"It's really strange, we have lived together for so many years, nothing happened, and now it's too late to say this, I told him my name, Su Yu, yes, it's this name, he actually believed it, well, he also told me his name, four is indeed his code name, but the name is unexpectedly awkward, I read it many times before I remember, but what's the use of remembering now, I'm dying."
"I don't want to die, but I can't go against the racial identity, I don't want to describe it again, so I write everything I want to say at the end, I don't love him, that's not love, our fate has long been closely linked, I want to study medicine, I don't want to forget him, his name is ......"
When the handwriting was written here, it was smeared black.
The last line reads: "I will die, but Suyu will live." ”
Su Yu folded the letter papers, put them back in the envelope one by one, and let out a long breath.
She opened the letter that had been separated from the small wooden box, and sure enough, it was written by Eckert Henry.
"Terra 961, I wrote this letter when I was fifty-five years old, I recalled that forty-eight years had passed since I met Mr. and Miss, and when Mr. was leaving, he said that Miss would come back, and he would come back, and I had waited for so many years, maybe you were too busy and forgot that there was a Western-style house in Pingpan, but it doesn't matter, I will keep waiting, I sent this letter from Pingpan, and I will return here in thirty-five years, and if what Mr. said is correct, Miss will receive it, and the key to open the copper lock will be handed over to someone else for safekeeping."
"Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't have a key, Miss will have a way to open the copper lock, I think, I will try to live until that day, and I hope to meet Mr. and Miss again."
Signed by Eckert Henry, in Terra in 961.
The letter and the key have returned to Su Yu's hands, but the foreign pavilion no longer exists, and the person who guarded the foreign pavilion has been lying quietly on that mountain many years ago.
After putting away everything, Suyu leaned against the door, looked up at the sky, the white clouds and the blue sky intertwined into a beautiful picture, which made people sigh that time was long.
An illusory picture appeared in front of Su Yu's eyes, an old man with gray hair sat at his desk, writing words stroke by stroke, hiding all the words he wanted to say on the letterhead.
She looked back at the letter and the small wooden box, the long wait for the moment to reach the end of the journey.
"Rain?"
Zhou Jinru stood at the top of the stairs, and he could feel the surging sadness downstairs upstairs, like a wave, which could almost drown him.
Su Yu put all the things into the suitcase, bowed slightly, and said, "Ah Guang, please do me another favor." ”
"You say?"
"I want to go to that waterfall."
"Okay."
The black locomotive spewed out a long band of light, and at an alarming speed, it rushed out of the flat and into the dense forest, and it took only a short time to reach the waterfall in the mountain.
There was no movement here except for the sound of the water, and Su Yu stood by the separate tombstone, looking at the "Eckert Henry" engraved on the tombstone, her vision became blurred, and her cry drifted into the wind.