Epilogue (2) No need to fill your head with flowers, lined with youthful emergencies (finale)
(3-in-1 update, 6 owe)
There was a burst of exclamations in the corridor of the spacious auditorium, and the students who were originally huddled together and were walking outside quickly dispersed, dodging as if dodging the sudden splash of water, and suddenly a large piece of space was vacant around Cheng Mo and Yan Yitong in the corridor.
Ding Jiaye, who was caught off guard, was pushed back a few steps by Yan Yitong, and leaned against the wall with a "bang" on the wall with wood grain decorative materials, and the golden retro metal glasses were crooked to one side.
However, Ding Jiaye didn't seem to see Yan Yitong, he stared at Cheng Mo, straightened his glasses, and immediately adjusted his posture and rushed towards Cheng Mo, waving his fist at him.
Yan Yitong, who was standing beside Cheng Mo, immediately moved a step, opened his hands, and protected Cheng Mo behind him as if he was playing eagle and catching chickens.
Fortunately, at this time, Fu Yuanzhuo and Sun Dayong also rushed over, and the two of them were all followed by the second (9th) class of high school, Fu Yuanzhuo and Sun Dayong shouted "let go" and squeezed out of the crowd, and quickly grabbed Ding Jiaye, who was a little out of control, and persuaded him: "Don't fight! Don't fight!"
"MD, Cheng Mo, don't hide behind the girl's back! The two of us go head-to-head....." Ding Jiaye, who was sandwiched by Fu Yuanzhuo and Sun Dayong, two people who were much stronger than him, couldn't move at all, and could only gasp and call out to Cheng Mo.
Cheng Mo patted Yan Yitong on the shoulder and motioned her to get out of the way, Yan Yitong looked back at Cheng Mo with a calm face, as if Ding Jiaye's angry gaze, the expression of the crowd watching the joke, and the puzzled eyes of the classmates who came over behind him, all of this was completely non-existent.
Cheng Mo was so calm that the stone in Yan Yitong's heart fell to the ground.
She didn't suspect Cheng Mo, but she was afraid that Cheng Mo would be hurt by other people's misunderstandings, and Yan Yitong didn't think that Cheng Mo was the one who framed Teacher Shen.
Yan Yitong turned sideways and stood behind Cheng Mo, allowing Cheng Mo to face to face with Ding Jiaye.
At this time, the entire aisle seemed to have been pressed the silence button, only various colors were flowing, and everyone's eyes were focused on Cheng Mo's rather thin body.
Cheng Mo didn't look at the others, but said to Ding Jiaye calmly: "Ding Jiaye, you will only make it more difficult for Teacher Shen to do this, if you really have brains, you will make less trouble for Teacher Shen....."
Cheng Mo's words made Ding Jiaye, who was looking at him with contempt, pale slightly, he gritted his teeth, and after a moment, asked the question that everyone was curious about, "Why are you doing this?"
For Cheng Mo, this is a question that he can't avoid, if he wants to cover up the fact that Shen Daoyi exists, he must give himself a motive and make others believe that he does have a good reason to do these things.
So Cheng Mo chuckled lightly and said lightly: "I actually like Mr. Shen very much, but I am more curious about whether a kind and beautiful soul can deal with the ugliness of people's hearts, I am different from you, I will not be enslaved by morality and rules, so I designed this social experiment..... Use it to test whether you mediocre people can be easily manipulated. ”
Cheng Mo's statement made many people feel inexplicable, which was more nonsensical than the review he made on stage just now, which made many people laugh, thinking that Cheng Mo must be talking nonsense, only the sophomore (9) class of high school, and some people who know the truth of Fu Yuanzhuo's election campaign know that what Cheng Mo said is not strange.
Cheng Mo spread his hands, "You really don't need to make a fuss, this process is really interesting, let me find that whether in school, or in society, high-profile figures are the focus of everyone's attention, even if you are not commissioned, you will be based on self-righteous morality and curiosity, monitor them, when you find that the other party has a little moral flaw, you will use language, Weibo, WeChat, retweets, etc. to punish each other, which is like conducting the Stanford prison experiment day and night." ...... People obviously don't have that obligation, but they are driven by a sense of mission and morality, and become more aggressive and easier to manipulate..... This shows that the school does not give you the ability to think for yourself, and you are a perfect proof of that...."
Cheng Mo's words caused an uproar, there is no doubt that this is a public ridicule!
The crowd began to stir, but no one interrupted Cheng Mo's speech.
Cheng Mo looked around, "In this world, there are many people who are full of curiosity about the depths of human nature, so I don't feel remorse or frustration about the experiments I have done. If you ask me, is it worth doing these things? My answer is only a certain regret. ”
Cheng Mo's answer made Ding Jiaye a little shocked, those who knew Cheng Mo were silent, and other melon-eating people who didn't know Cheng Mo well looked at Cheng Mo with neurotic eyes.
Dr. Ma, who was standing beside Sun Dayong, deserved to be the best compliment, his eyes widened, and he said in astonishment: "So..... Cheng Mo, you deliberately scored zero in the test, just to go to Class 9 to complete your plan?"
Cheng Mo admired Dr. Ma's whimsical automatic brain replenishment ability, glanced at Dr. Ma, and continued: "I'm sorry to make Teacher Shen a victim, but I have corrected my mistakes and paid the price, and what have you mediocre people who talk about everything as a joke on the sidelines?..... It is true that I created rumors, which can spread these rumors, multiply the damage done to Teacher Shen, and make her suffer harm that she should not have suffered...... Is it me, or is it me, or are you spectators?"
"These are things that you need to reflect...."After saying these words, Cheng Mo turned around and walked towards the exit of the auditorium in front of everyone's eyes, and everywhere he went, the students who were already completely dazed consciously moved out of the way and saluted Cheng Mo, and after a while, these people reacted, no matter what the motive of Cheng Mo's actions was, they were all the objects of foolery, which made the vast majority of people even more angry.
Suppose Cheng Mo is honest that he just likes Teacher Shen, he just wants to win Teacher Shen's attention, because of love and hate, this normal logic is easy for everyone to accept, and they may even have some sympathy for Cheng Mo because of Cheng Mo's precipice.
But the reason that Cheng Mo said now made some people reflect a little, but it made more Changya students, who thought they were the best among their peers, deeply feel insulted.
"This Cheng Mo is really excessive..... It's so self-righteous!"
"It's so vicious to speak, looking at his hanging appearance, I really think I'm very ..... otherworldly"
"Wow! It's obviously an insult to Teacher Shen, and it's so refreshing and refined, it's really shameless.....
"Hehe, maybe he is just making an excuse for himself, in fact, he just likes Teacher Shen, and hates because of love. ”
"Look at him like this and he doesn't know how to repent at all! and blame us?"
"He deserves to be suspended from school! This kind of person is merciful to him if he is not expelled!"
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Cheng Mo walked out of the auditorium amid these disturbing discussions, the autumn sun was not dazzling, and there was no warmth shining on people's bodies, he looked at the surging flow of people walking down the steps, many people were looking back at him, casting contemptuous glances at him.
Cheng Mo was thinking that the world is really impermanent, a few days ago he was crowned with a halo by Xie Minyun here, and he was still the object of envy and longing of thousands of people, but before he finished a semester, he became the object of everyone's shouting.
However, it didn't matter, anyway, he didn't know when he would be able to return to this school that left him with many good memories.
Cheng Mo walked down at a constant speed, and at this time, Yan Yitong and Fu Yuanzhuo chased after him and caught him on the stairs left and right.
"What did you do....... It's really bad!" Yan Yitong said with a cold face.
Cheng Mo didn't go to see Yan Yitong and Fu Yuanzhuo immediately, he knew that the set of words just now might not make Yan Yitong and Fu Yuanzhuo believe, he had to think clearly about how to send Yan Yitong and Fu Yuanzhuo, having friends is this point that makes people feel troublesome, and they must take into account the feelings of others.
Cheng Mo just wanted to say something sorry and deal with it first, but Yan Yitong continued angrily: "Cheng Mo, do you treat us as friends..... Can you discuss with us what you will do next time......?
Cheng Mo felt a trace of warmth in his heart, but he could only say "I'm sorry" to Yan Yitong, about Teacher Shen's matter, it was Teacher Shen's secret, not his, he had no right to share it at will, he sighed in his heart, and then said softly: "I'm really sorry for hiding your ...... in this matter."
"Don't tell us that it's your social experiment!" Fu Yuanzhuo frowned and asked, he didn't doubt Cheng Mo's practical ability, but some of these things were not logical, such as Cheng Mo's attitude when he was tracking down who was the perpetrator of the mysterious chalk drawing, he didn't think Cheng Mo could act so well.
Cheng Mo didn't speak, and he wasn't unable to justify himself, but he was a little hesitant whether to lie or not.
Yan Yitong seemed to see through Cheng Mo's thoughts, held Cheng Mo's arm, and kicked Fu Yuanzhuo behind Cheng Mo's back, "You're smart!"
When Fu Yuanzhuo saw Yan Yitong's action of grabbing Cheng Mo's arm, he knew what Yan Yitong was going to do, and immediately pretended to be frightened and hurriedly jumped away, "Why are you kicking me? Didn't you say that you would form a united front and let Cheng Mo realize his mistake? Why did you betray the revolutionary !!! so quickly?"
Yan Yitong ignored Fu Yuanzhuo, looked at Cheng Mo's side face and smiled sweetly, "If it's hard to say, don't say it, who doesn't have a little secret in their hearts..... If you need to explain everything to your friends, it's too tiring..... For example, I don't want people to know that I'm mediocre, and I don't want to explain why you want to go to school like this..... I remember you never asked me these questions....."
Fu Yuanzhuo looked at Yan Yitong, then at Cheng Mo, and said helplessly: "Teacher Cheng, don't say I'm sorry, as long as you say it in advance before you do the big road, let's be a little mentally prepared...... This is shocked by you, it's like a roller coaster, my little heart can't bear it....."
Cheng Mo didn't speak immediately, he felt for the first time that Yan Yitong was a person of great wisdom, such an understanding girl was really a rare friend, he remembered the days when they lived together in the secret base in those days.
When Yan Yitong is in trouble, she can make trouble with them, when everyone plays "League of Legends" together, she never grabs people's heads when she plays auxiliary, she always looks at the map to remind everyone, her eyes never break, and she immediately takes the initiative to admit her mistakes when she makes mistakes, many times it is not her fault that she takes the initiative to jump out and take the blame, she keeps encouraging her teammates against the wind, and she keeps praising her teammates with the wind, she is the first to shout 6666 for every beautiful kill, and she is happier than anyone else when she wins the game.
Cheng Mo remembered that when he was studying, Yan Yitong never bothered him, even if she didn't want to study, she would just sit aside and play with sitch quietly, or read comics, and when he closed the book, he would immediately turn his head, and asked him playfully if he was tired, if he wanted to beat his shoulder and press it or something, if Cheng Mo didn't annoy her, she would pull him and ask this and that, and pitifully asked him to play with her for a while, as a relaxation......
In fact, Cheng Mo feels that such a relaxed and ordinary high school life is really in line with his imagination, as for the experience with Xie Minyun in Europe and K20, everything in Europe is also very good, but Miss Xie doesn't seem to understand the meaning of the word bland, and being with her is not like an ordinary high school student at all, Cheng Mo is under Xie Minyun's high pressure all the time, her identity, beauty and knowledge make Cheng Mo unable to relax at all, and will always give Cheng Mo a sense of urgency.
The experience on K20 was very exciting, but he didn't want to live that kind of exciting life.
Inexplicably, Cheng Mo felt that he was standing at the crossroads of his life, and choosing to suspend his studies was to choose Xie Minyun and a high-pressure life, and to choose not to suspend his studies was to choose Yan Yitong and a relaxed and happy life.
Cheng Mo didn't struggle with this multiple-choice question, because he didn't have the right to choose at all....
Even if he is the chosen one, he has no right to choose, and can only be carried forward by the tide of the times.
"Thank you. Cheng Mo lowered his head and said that the reason why he bowed his head was because he didn't want Yan Yitong and Fu Yuanzhuo to see the expression on his face.
"Yo, when did you become so polite, this is not like you..... Hey, weren't you moved to tears by Miss Ben's knowledge, right?" Yan Yitong smiled and bent down to spy on Cheng Mo's face.
Cheng Mo forcibly kept a straight face, "Dali is quite reasonable, but Zhishu is far behind!"
"Who said that?" Yan Yitong crossed his waist and pretended to be angry: "Comic books are also good books, Miss Ben is a woman who can score ninety-five points in the membership exam of Station B..... Cheng Mo, do you dare to compare with me to answer the questions of the B station membership exam?"
"You won!" Cheng Mo said with a chuckle.
Yan Yitong cheered and said triumphantly: "Therefore, everyone has a blind spot in knowledge, and everyone has their own role..... I'm stupid, but I have a role to play..... Can I do you..... Our pistachios!"
Fu Yuanzhuo coughed twice, and originally wanted to say: "You remove the characters", but thinking that Yan Yitong did not allow him to make jokes between him and Cheng Mo, for fear of destroying the relationship between friends, he could only give up, and said instead: "The problem now is that Cheng Mo has been suspended from school! We have to find a way to help Cheng Mo recover and resume classes.....
"That's right, that's the top priority!" Yan Yitong nodded hurriedly.
"I think Cheng Mo, you should apologize to Teacher Shen and strive for Teacher Shen's forgiveness, and then I'm asking my dad to talk to the principal, it shouldn't be a big problem, my dad should still have a ..... face" Fu Yuanzhuo said seriously.
"I don't want to go to school for the time being, but I actually have a little problem with my body right now, and I need to do some .....recuperation," Cheng Mo said.
Yan Yitong immediately became nervous, grabbed Cheng Mo's arm and asked, "No, what's the problem, what did the doctor say?" Do you want to go to Xiangya to have a look, and we will go with you.....
Cheng Mo shook his head, "It's nothing, just rest for a few days, you don't have to worry." ”
"Is it really okay? You can't hide this from us!" Yan Yitong stopped in front of Cheng Mo and looked at him and said with a serious face.
Fu Yuanzhuo also said: "Yes, Cheng Mo's physical matter is not a child's play, if you have any situation, we can also help think of a way, the sooner the disease is treated, the better, it can't be delayed....."
"Well, Xiao Zhuozi is right!" This time, Yan Yitong didn't call Fu Yuanzhuo side effects.
Cheng Mo nodded, hooked the corners of his mouth again and laughed, "It's really okay." ”
On this day, he used up all the smiles of the year.
Yan Yitong patted his chest, "That's good!"
At this time, the three of them were about to walk out of the campus, and the gate was not far away, when Teacher Shen's somewhat heavy voice came from behind, "Cheng Mo!"
Cheng Mo turned around and saw Shen Youyi's fair cheeks flushed, and there was fine sweat on her forehead, obviously she ran over, thinking of Teacher Shen's figure, it was too embarrassing for her to run over.
Cheng Mo could only stop.
"Teacher Shen!" the three of them called out together.
Shen Youyi suppressed his breath and walked up, smiled at Yan Yitong and Fu Yuanzhuo and said, "You guys go first, I have something to talk about with Cheng Mo alone.....
Yan Yitong said "okay" to Fu Yuanzhuo, and before leaving, he told Cheng Mo to admit his mistake, and Li Jichuan, who was eating sugar water on the commercial street, waited for him, and walked towards the school gate.
Shen Youyi watched the backs of Yan Yitong and Fu Yuanzhuo walk away, and then said to Cheng Mo with a smile: "Let's go to Peach Lake for a walk.....
Cheng Mo recognized that she was Shen Daoyi from a smile, she didn't call Yan Yitong and Fu Yuanzhuo's names just now, but she still called you, which also illustrated this, this judgment made Cheng Mo breathe a sigh of relief, he hadn't figured out how to explain to Teacher Shen, it was the right thing to do, after all, Teacher Shen was a patient.
Cheng Mo was half a body behind Shen Daoyi, followed her towards the outside of the school, and the two of them walked through the school gate one after the other, crossed the road, and came to the sun-paved peach lake plank road.
Shen Daoyi looked around, but found no one, and immediately reached out and grabbed Cheng Mo's arm, dragging him towards the gate of the Normal University, where is there a tall stone wall engraved with a light beige Star City Normal University, behind the stone wall are several rows of camphor trees, which belong to a hidden corner that no one usually goes to.
Shen Daoyi dragged Cheng Mo towards the front quickly, snorted coldly and said, "To tell you the truth, your student is the worst student I have ever seen, it's too self-righteous!"
Listening to Shen Daoyi's tone, Cheng Mo was a little unable to judge Shen Daoyi's current situation, so he could only remain silent.
When the two of them walked up the green and yellow hillside to the back of the tall stone wall, they stood under a few camphor trees that were not too tall, and the river wind blowing from the Xiangjiang River blew two air currents around the wall, and the camphor trees on both sides were shaking in the rustle, while the camphor trees facing the back of the wall barely moved.
Shen Daoyi turned to look at Cheng Mo, her dark brown pupils hovering left and right in her eye sockets, "You really can't do better, but I can't praise you." ”
Cheng Mo shrugged his shoulders, lowered his head to avoid Shen Daoyi's burning gaze, looked at Shen Daoyi's shadow on the granite floor, and said lightly: "I didn't do all this for you, so I don't need your praise." ”
"But all this you do, maybe she will never know for the rest of her life. ”
"I don't know the best, I hope that Mr. Shen can live like this, don't experience any storms, don't experience such a bizarre story, to be honest, I hope you can protect Mr. Shen's life, not interfere with ....."
Shen Daoyi raised his hands and reached out to hold Cheng Mo's cheeks, so that he had no way to avoid her gaze, she stared at Cheng Mo's eyes without blinking, "What a stupid child." ”
Cheng Mo's cheeks have the softness of Shen Dao's palm and the temperature of his fingertips, in fact, there is nothing special to say about this touch, but with Shen Dao's sincere eyes, the feeling in his heart is extremely subtle, like lying in a hot spring under the starry sky on a winter night, Cheng Mo enjoys this warmth of hot and cold very much, so he did not break free.
"I'm not as great as you think, I just don't care about other people's opinions, besides, I just happen to have other things to deal with, so I just took this opportunity to take a break from school....."
"Don't pretend to be nothing, no matter what, you're still just a child, if Xiaoxi knows that you have done these things for her, she will not only feel distressed but also regretful, how do you tell her to face you?"
Cheng Mo said lightly: "If you can't let her know, you won't let her know, even if you know, it doesn't matter.... Maybe I won't ever go back to Changya....."
"That's not going to work..... If you weren't there, Changya would be bored, so you must come back, if you don't agree to me, I can only continue to torture Xiaoxi!" Shen Daoyi said with a sly smile at Cheng Mo.
"Don't threaten me. Cheng Mo said.
Shen Daoyi was not frightened by Cheng Mo's expressionless face at all, but instead hugged Cheng Mo into his arms and hugged him tightly, Mr. Shen did not wear high heels today, his height was about the same as Cheng Mo, and he could easily rest his chin on Cheng Mo's shoulder.
"It's not a threat, it's a plea....."
Cheng Mo smelled the aroma of orange blossom in Mr. Shen's hair, as well as the steaming slightly moist milky body fragrance on Mr. Shen's body, at this moment he felt a kind of dependence on Mr. Shen on him, Cheng Mo didn't know whether this was a good thing or a bad thing, and often patients would have this kind of love-like feelings for doctors.
But no matter what, Cheng Mo couldn't let go before he cured Teacher Shen, so he could only give a vague "um".
Teacher Shen held Cheng Mo's shoulders and stretched him away, she squinted her narrow eyes, like a cheetah looking at her prey, "Don't let me wait for a long time, I'll be angry if I wait for a long time!"
Cheng Mo nodded helplessly, and Teacher Shen let go of the hand holding Cheng Mo's shoulder, "That's good! Cheng Mo, I'm looking forward to the next meeting..... Hurry up and go to your little friend!"
Cheng Mo didn't say goodbye, turned around and walked towards the outside of the wall, although he couldn't see it, he could feel Teacher Shen's burning gaze, but Cheng Mo didn't look back at Teacher Shen more. He stepped out of the shadows with steady steps, as if he were unrestrained.
Outside the tall marble walls, the world suddenly changed, and there was a lot of traffic along the side of the river, and there were many students running on the playground not far away.
Cheng Mo felt that although he hadn't left yet, he seemed to be nostalgic, why did people always think of those times when they didn't care about them when they lost them.....
Maybe it's because no matter how much we miss it, we can't regain those lost moments!
So, in fact, the past and the future are not so important, and nothing is more important than caring about the present moment.
Cheng Mo felt that he should say goodbye to Teacher Shen.
So Cheng Mo stopped and looked back in the direction of Teacher Shen, but unfortunately, he could only see Teacher Shen's back running against him and walking down the blue-yellow slope.
Maybe life can only keep remembering, even if it is close at hand, we can't get it back.
Cheng Mo stared at Teacher Shen's back moment, turned around and continued to walk forward, hoping that the missed goodbye would have a chance to say it again.....
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