Chapter 31: The memory of the year is painful

"Who is that Mr. Xu talking about?"

For some reason, when he heard Xu Ruge talking about that person, he suddenly felt a little uneasy and irritated in his heart.

That sense of foreboding, a wordless fear, was slowly wrapping her up.

"It stands to reason that you are from the Qiyuan Empire, and you should know that person. Moreover, you, like him, are all surnamed Chu. ”

Xu Ruge didn't directly say the name of the person, but he didn't want to hang his appetite.

It's that person, that memory, for him, as long as he mentions it, he can't help but feel distressed.

When he heard the surname Chu, he finally understood where his fear and anxiety came from.

Is that him?

"His name is ......"

Chu Qingmo. ”

It turned out to be him!

It's just three words, but when combined, it weighs tens of millions of catties. Liuyi only felt as if someone was holding a knife, a very blunt knife, cutting open her heart little by little, showing her most vulnerable side.

Her heart ached suddenly, and it hurt and hurt.

She had never known that a name could have such power.

"What's wrong with you. ”

Xu Ruge clearly saw that the pain in the girl's eyes was enough to wipe out everything, so heavy, that her face instantly turned a lot paler and crumbled.

Xu Ruge held the exile, and the girl leaned on his arms, as if there was no weight.

"Are you from the Chu family? ”

Xu Ruge suddenly had a bold and absurd idea in his heart, which flashed away, and was quickly overturned by himself.

How is this possible?

Liuyan didn't answer Xu Ruge, and as soon as he pushed him away, he walked out again.

It's just a name, just a moment, and the girl's body is full of anger and murder.

"Forget it, I won't force you. ”

Xu Ruge looked at the appearance of the exile, but it was not easy to ask any more.

Anyway, the man must know her identity, and it's easier to ask him.

"By the way, what I said last night, do you want to think about it and worship me as a teacher. ”

Still unresponsive, the exile stubbornly walked forward, desperate to get out of this place.

Xu Ruge didn't know what was going on with her, looking at the back of the girl leaving, another figure actually appeared in front of her, overlapping with it.

At that moment, Xu Ruge was a little panicked. With a wave of his hand, the doors and windows were closed, blocking the way of the exile.

Liuyan turned around and looked at Xu Ruge with a very calm gaze.

That gaze, calm and unwavering, is like a pool of stagnant water.

Seeing that Xu Ruge's heart was getting more and more panicked, he felt as if he had done something angry and resentful.

"I ......"

Xu Ruge wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't say anything, so he had to open the door.

Without hesitation, the wanderer turned almost mechanically, and the figure quickly disappeared into the night.

Just when Xu Ruge breathed a sigh of relief, this breath came up again.

Exactly the same red, almost the same expression, Xin Que appeared in Fengqi Tower.

His appearance did not alarm anyone, but it almost scared Xu Ruge half to death.

"What are you doing here! No, you don't leave here at all! You're always around here...... Oh my God, I haven't found out ......."

Xin Que didn't pay attention to Xu Ruge's shock, and his expression was calm and he fought with Chu Liuyan.

"You, you shouldn't mention Chu Qingmo. ”

"What's the matter, that girl ......" Without waiting for Xu Ruge to continue asking, Xin Que took out his sword, which frightened Xu Ruge.

"What are you doing here!"

"Think about it, we should have not had a fight for many years, the moonlight is just right tonight, why don't we have a fight, don't use our strength, just compare moves. ”

Xin Que is determined to fight with Xu Ruge, and he can even say that he is only a move.

He has said everything, and it is a little difficult for Xu Ruge to agree or not. Still, he still needs an answer.

"For Chu Liu's death?"

"Hmm. ”

Xin Que nodded and took the lead in leaving Fengqi Academy, Xu Ruge shook his head and followed very helplessly.

It turned out that it was because of Chu Liuyan!

It's just, you've done so much for her, does she know it? Is it worth it?

It's stupid.

Xu Ruge smiled self-deprecatingly, what is worth it or not, only willing and unwilling.

Besides, I did this kind of thing back then. And who is in a position to judge him?

On the other side, Chu Liuyan didn't delay for half a minute, rushed back to the room as fast as he could, and after raising his hand to activate the protective array that had been laid out a long time ago, the girl threw herself on her bed.

His face was buried in the soft cotton, his body trembled uncontrollably, and slowly, a slight sobbing sound came out of the cotton, and he was ashamed.

Exile wept.

At first, I was able to control myself and not let the sound come out, but I couldn't care so much about it later.

She rarely cried, she thought that tears were a sign of cowardice, but now, only tears could relieve the pain in her heart a little.

"Daddy...... Daddy......"

Chu Liuyan cried so sadly, just because of Chu Qingmo.

Xu Ruge didn't know that Chu Liuyan was Chu Qingmo's daughter, Chu Qingmo's death gave Chu Liumo a great blow, and finally under the washing of Shi Wen, she forgot about it a little, and the wound finally scabbed.

Xu Ruge mentioned Chu Qingmo, so that it was the scab that had formed, and it was torn open again, revealing a bloody wound.

"Daddy......"

Grief and longing gushed out with tears, and they were out of control.

The memory became more and more sober.

Exile is different from ordinary people, she has a particularly good memory, remembering everything from birth to the present. It's just that it's a little blurry before the age of one.

Before the age of three, Chu Qingmo occupied all of Chu Liuyan's memories. During that time, although the two of them had been on the run, it was the happiest day of exile.

But all the happiness turned into grief and pain as soon as he thought of Chu Qingmo's departure.

Chu Qingmo, who she always thought was killed by herself, not only Chu Qingmo, but too many people died because of her during that time.

Liuyan has never understood the meaning of her own life, why it is not her who died.

She had thought about dying, in those dark years, but she knew that she couldn't be so selfish.

Her life is no longer hers alone, but those who have left for her, and she needs to take their share and wander alone in this world.

Although the years have never treated her well, she still wants to live, with their share, and live a glorious life.

As for revenge......

It was really too far away, so far away, and she didn't have much confidence to go on herself.