Chapter 168: Poke
"You have never treated me as an object, you can use it when you want, you can throw it away when you want, you have never considered my feelings, everything you do is to tear my dignity to pieces and crush it to the ground."
"Do you know why I want to go? It's because I've had enough! I don't want to wake up every day without even seeing the sun, I don't want to be called like a dog by you, I don't want to have to climb to the third floor like a prostitute and let you play with every phone call every day! ”
"I know, I deserve all this, I deserve it, I make a mistake, I shouldn't provoke you, just like you said, I shouldn't have survived back then, and I shouldn't have stepped into the door of your Rong family!"
"But my friend, what did my loved one do wrong? It's because it has something to do with me...... Just because of me, because they want to save me, they deserve to die, right? If that's the case, then the most damned person should be me, and I am the most damned person! ”
Shi Miao raised her chin and raised her head, her eyes looked at him motionlessly, and the words that were hidden in her heart for four years, turned them out countless times, and were constantly suppressed by her, finally poured out at this time.
She remembered the other day he pointed to her chest and said he was in pain.
Did he think about it?
She's been doing this every day for the past four years.
Even later, the pain was a numbing sensation for her.
The wounds had crusted, one after the other, all over her body, until now she had given up the struggle and watched them fester.
"San'er ......"
Rong Ji's voice trembled slightly, and his hand subconsciously stretched out to grab her, but the next moment, Shi Miao raised his hand directly!
"I hate you, I really hate you." She gritted her teeth, "Rong Ji, I only hate you now." ”
Rong Ji's movements stopped in place.
He lowered his eyes and stared at his fingertips for a long time, then suddenly laughed.
"So that's the case, Yu Shimiao, it turns out that you have been by my side for so many years, and you have this idea in your heart."
- Sure enough, it's not right, from the beginning of his bottom line because she wavered, it was not right.
Because of this connivance, she can be so unscrupulous at this time.
This confidence was given to her by him.
The knife that cut his heart at this time was also handed to Yu Shimiao by himself.
Ling Chi's blade fell down into his heart, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't even help but lighten his breath.
The hand that was still in the air clenched little by little, his eyes stared at Yu Shimiao's white neck, and he suddenly wanted to reach over and strangle her to death.
Never......
No one had ever been able to make him like this.
But the moment he met her eyes, his sanity still occupied the top.
The clenched fist was withdrawn, and he closed his eyes as well.
When I opened it again, the gloom in my eyes was also hidden at that moment.
He said, "You're tired, I'll send you back first." ”
How powerless and pale that sentence was was that it was impossible to calculate.
All he knew was that he couldn't let her go.
She was his, and had become a part of his flesh and blood over the years, and just thinking about it at the moment made him feel as if something had been pulled out of his heart, and he let out a sharp alarm and cry for help.
The punctured tissue paper, he just mends it again.
She wanted to go, so he tied her tighter.
But the next moment, Yu Shimiao's voice came, "No, Rong Ji, I won't go back." ”