Chapter 308: The One Who Doesn't Love
Rong stopped talking.
His lips pursed tighter and tighter, along with the hand that held Shi Miao.
"Now, the whole world knows that you are Chu Xi's husband, so what am I who follows you? Have you thought about my situation other than hiding me and locking me up? Have you ever thought about children...... How will it be discussed in the future? ”
"So what do you want to say now?" Rong looked at her steadily, "You want to go again, don't you?" You promised me before, no matter what happens, you won't leave again, Yu Shimiao, you said it. ”
He pinched the tips of his fingers that were already a little white, "I remember, you want to break your promise now, don't you?" ”
"But Rong Ji, you gave up on me first." She whispered.
"I didn't!" He replied without thinking, "It's only temporary, San'er, you believe me, it will only take three months at most, and ...... in three months."
Shi Miao shook his head.
Rong Ji's words came to an abrupt end.
It was a long time before he regained his harsh voice, "You don't believe me? ”
"Do you love me?" Shi Miao asked.
Rong was stunned.
Before he could speak, Shi Miao had already answered for him, "You don't love me, you just ...... Treat me as your emotional gap, if you love me, you won't be engaged to someone else again and again, and choose to leave me behind again and again. ”
"In your heart, I don't even have a choice, interests, public opinion, in front of these things, you won't even think of me, this is not the first time, and it will not be the last."
Shi Miao's voice became softer and softer, and something in his eye sockets quickly surged up, falling drop by drop, smashing on the hands of the two of them, without any temperature.
She lowered her head and didn't look at him, "But I'm a human being, Rong Ji, I'm not an object, I'll be sad." ”
From the very beginning, she had a clear understanding.
Knowing that they are not a world, knowing that he will not love her.
But he gave her illusions again and again.
She took his possession for love, and she thought he loved her.
He just can't express it, he's just stubborn and extreme.
But tonight, Shi Miao finally woke up - no.
If he loved her, how could he be willing to do this to her?
How can you be willing to let her be nameless and scoreless in Rongzhai for four years? How can you walk with others again and again? How can you put yourself at the end of the choice again and again?
Everything had an answer and a belonging, but she was dazzled by the little sweetness he gave, and only now, after everything was torn apart, did she realize that she had been deceiving herself.
He made sure to her over and over again that she loved him because he needed that love.
He treats her as a feeding machine, squeezing her feelings for him over and over again to fill in his emotional gaps.
She had been arrogant enough to think she could redeem him.
In the end, he was dragged into the abyss.
- Broken bones.
Rong Ji's hand holding her loosened a little.
"San'er." His voice was hoarse.
At the moment when he completely let go of his hand, Shi Miao raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and raised his head to look at him, "So, Rong Ji, you give up on me, just like you chose to leave me in front of Qi Yao and their interests, give up on me completely." ”
"Rong Ji, I can't give you anything, I really can't afford to give anything, let's say goodbye, okay?"