Xu Ran understood a truth, the so-called independent life is not only to let yourself live and be materially self-sufficient, but also to be able to be mentally strong enough to support yourself, rather than being at a loss when you encounter things and thinking about relying on others.

It is often said that "the collapse of an adult is often in an instant", not because his or her heart is fragile to the point of vulnerability, but because he or she has endured too much, and it is only the last straw that breaks the camel's back.

"It seems that my parents don't allow me to contact them, not only for fear that I will secretly ask for money, but also for the idea that I will learn to bear and get used to loneliness and adversity alone." Xu Ran understood his parents' intentions more deeply.

"If there had been this kind of relaxed and robust mental world at that time, instead of just being angry like a child, it would have been a little different. If I'm not mistaken, she should be in the city now, but unfortunately, it was like that at the time, and now I should never be in the same position to hug her as before. ”

Xu Ran remembered some things about his high school at that time, and a reminiscing and bitter expression appeared on his face at the same time.

"I miss the warm embrace that has always belonged to me alone, but unfortunately I can only relive it in my dreams."

"But it's not my fault, why blame me!" Thinking about it, Xu Ran was a little unconvinced, and angrily punched the quilt on his side.

Xu Ran felt very bored, so he put on the headphones and listened to the song, but after listening to it for a few minutes, he pulled the headphones down depressedly.

"Really, how can you stand the lyrics of 'If you want to go, please remember me' at this time!"

Completely different from the night before, this night was also tiring, but Xu Ran had insomnia.

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The next day was Monday, and Xu Ran rarely did not arrive at the school classroom early, but rushed into the classroom door with a pair of dark circles under his eyes, a bite of bread in his mouth, and a bell ringing.

Xu Ran lowered his head, found a corner in the last row of the classroom and sat down, took the milk three times and divided five by two to solve the bread, and then lay on the table and closed his eyes to continue the sleep interrupted half an hour ago.

Xu Ran didn't know what time he fell asleep last night, maybe it was two o'clock, maybe four o'clock, in short, it was very late.

What's even more outrageous is that after falling asleep, he also had a nightmare, the newly moved Li Huizhen's little niece is a strong female white-collar worker with busy work, who commands herself every day to serve tea and pour water, wash and mop the floor, and once she is slightly dissatisfied, she will beat and scold at every turn, and she can only dare to be angry but dare not speak. As a result, the quality of sleep, which is not long, has become extremely poor.

After getting up in the morning, Xu Ran only felt that he was not feeling strong, and looked in the mirror, he said a proverb yesterday, and now he has really become Mr. Panda.

Fortunately, this is a water class that Xu Ran chose to make up credits, and the purpose of the school is only to help students broaden their horizons and develop their interests, and the rigid requirements are not very high, so Xu Ran just slept without care.

This course is about singing and acting, because of some experiences and guidance in high school, Xu Ran is also a little interested in these, and this aspect is not boring book knowledge, Xu Ran also chose to practice and play. It's just that now listening to the loud voice demonstration of the teacher who rotates on the podium, Xu Ran just wants to stuff a towel into his mouth.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of class, Xu Ran picked up his bag and rushed to the classroom for the next class, found a front seat to sit down, and then lay on the table to continue to catch up on sleep, but before Xu Ran slept for three minutes, a noisy voice came from the side:

"Yo, isn't this our top student, why do honor students also need to sleep? Shouldn't you be learning all the time? ”

Then there was a sound in the chair next to Xu Ran, and it seemed that a person was sitting on Xu Ran's left side.

Xu Ran didn't look up, and he couldn't understand what this yin and yang weird tone was saying, but with this uncomfortable male duck voice, Xu Ran still knew who the person was, but he didn't bother to pay attention to it, pouted and continued to sleep, this is a professional class, and it can make up for a little spirit.

Zhao Bin saw that Xu Ran looked too lazy to pay attention to himself, and he didn't care, he was used to Xu Ran's appearance, after all, he didn't really want to make friends with him, and sometimes he couldn't say a word for a week.

"Cut, if it weren't for the fact that you were useful in your studies, you thought I wanted to talk to you, a student from abroad?" Zhao Bin secretly disdained it in his heart.

According to his father's meaning, Xu Ran studied a management major. Maybe Xu Ran's interpersonal communication here is the countdown, but when it comes to learning from books, he has a deep educational background in China before, and Xu is confident that he is worthy of anyone, which is also the reason why Zhao Bin looks down on Xu Ran, but he still occasionally finds him, because he doesn't want to fail the course.

The absorption of knowledge in class is a very difficult, time-consuming and laborious thing for Xu Ran. In addition to being able to understand the English part, Xu Ran could only copy down what the teacher wrote in class, and after going back, he could study it again by himself against the books and the teacher's materials, and the increased burden can be imagined.

Looking at Xu Ran next to him who was listening attentively and taking notes carefully, Zhao Bin was thinking about how to coax Xu Ran's almost perfect lecture notes over to copy, which was an excellent magic weapon for not hanging on the final exam. With a roll of his eyes, a plan to kill two birds with one stone has been formed in Zhao Bin's mind.

When it was time for class to end at noon, Xu Ran packed his schoolbag and prepared to leave, he wanted to go to the library to absorb the content of today's class when there was no class in the afternoon, and preview the course of tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

"Hey, wait a minute, Xu Ran." Zhao Bin stopped in front of Xu Ran in a flash, and communicated with him in simple English.

Xu Ran frowned, every time this guy found him, it would be fine, and he wanted to bypass Zhao Bin and walk towards the door.

Zhao Bin didn't give up, and walked quickly in front of Xu Ran and continued: "Xu Ran, I know your local language is not good, I have a great opportunity to learn the local language, aren't you interested?" ”

As he spoke, Zhao Bin raised his eyebrows a little proudly.

Xu Ran looked suspicious, he always felt that this matter was not so simple, when did this guy find himself in the past was not asking for himself, either it was a note or a homework question, where was there a time when it was good for himself, but he was also a little interested at the moment, so he stopped and waited for him to follow.

But then Zhao Bin's words made Xu Ran couldn't help but hold his forehead.

"However, you have to put together a comprehensive version of your notes for me to copy!"