Two hundred and nine
The real demon is really infinitely inflated by the so-called goodwill, and from the bottom of his heart he believes that he is the so-called righteous, the so-called good person, and the so-called right person. Covering one's eyes, closing one's ears, ignoring one's own feelings, ignoring all shouts, and beating the weak and wild dogs who fall into the abyss, the kind and righteous "stand-in".
Ye Wen had dreamed in his dreams, again and again, again and again, night after night, repeating the intoxicating wind, the fragrant fragrance of flowers and the moving and weak figure under the peach blossoms when he returned to Wuting Town.
Even if he didn't know how to face Qixiu, how to say touching things to her, and then deceive her behind her back? Even if Ye Wen made his heart harder, he couldn't do this, how to lie while hugging those weak little flowers with his bloodstained hands.
As soon as he thought of this, Ye Wen didn't dare to think about it, he could only surface the old scene and the old appearance in his dreams over and over again, and then sketch out the delusions of the future, hugging his children, and slowly talking about the past.
Wuting Town is already inaccessible. In Kyushu, the Wu Dynasty, which was still peaceful and prosperous, Ye Wen actually saw a town that had been wantonly after the war.
Hike along the trail of memory and think about the place in memory, all the trees along the way are burned, the air is filled with the smell of rotting fireworks, and the plants and trees bathed in blood can no longer extract new shoots, let alone thrive.
Carrying the Seven-Star Dragon Yuan Sword and slowly climbing away, the peach tree still couldn't escape the fate of being cut down and burned, not to mention the ridiculous promise that the peach blossoms were in full bloom and people returned, making people feel like vomiting an oath.
Walking and walking, Ye Wen stepped on the route in his memory, and unconsciously found that he was lost. Ye Wen found that his face twitched a few times, and he couldn't laugh anymore, like a robot trying to laugh out, no matter how much he tried to laugh, it was only in vain; like a sad clown, no matter how much he cried, he could only laugh rampantly, and laughed rampantly. You're crying, they're laughing, you're crying, they're still laughing, and the most unfortunate thing is to spill a clinking copper coin and throw down two colorful banknotes.
Money is a good thing because it is seen as supreme and because of its substitutability.
Money can be channeled, but it can also be a little ghost, and it can even make the public opinion of money directed, blinding everyone's eyes and grinding everyone's hearts.
Under the original peach blossom forest, Ye Wen saw a woman dancing in the morning breeze, but it was not the person he remembered, the weak little flower, the peach blossom dotted with silk on his chest. Because she is too beautiful, too gorgeous and peerless, beautiful like a peony, glamorous and beautiful, beautiful is more like an epiphany that is carefully cared for, in a certain night, under a certain pair of eyes, inexplicably open, fleeting, leaving a legend that is thrown and praised, not contaminated with dust, but let the red dust sweep up a hustle and bustle.
Ye Wen naturally knew her name. is called Yan Ruyu, the Yan Ruyu who has Yan Ruyu in the book, word for word. Of course, her name deserves it. However, she is not the person Ye Wen is looking for.
Ye Wen looked at Yan Ruyu, bowed his head slightly, and found a protruding stone to sit down, looked at the ground coldly, looked at his fingers, and didn't know what he was thinking.
"She is behind, since those mountains, forests and grasses poured into Wuting Town, after plundering Wuting Town, when she learned that she was on this Wushan, she had never gone down on this Wushan, and of course she had not been found, you can rest assured. The moment Yan Ruyu saw Ye Wen, her eyes did not fluctuate, but her tone fluctuated slightly.
Although she didn't say her name, Ye Wen knew who she was talking about, it was the weak peach blossom he was looking for. What she said was reassuring, and Ye Wen naturally understood.
However, no matter who it is, Ye Wen hopes that whoever can scold him, or even beat him, so that Ye Wen feels that his heart may be better.
"I feel sorry for her, really, even though it's the first time I've seen her, I'm still sad for her. Yan Ruyu didn't finish her words and continued.
"Why do you say that? I don't remember her having the charm that makes you fall in love with it at first sight, right? Ye Wen didn't raise his head, and said in a low voice, piercing the identity that Yan Ruyu had been hiding, and even Chu Xiao couldn't know the identity.
"I'd be sad if revealing my identity would make you feel psychologically superior in this so-called victory, of course, for her. Different from the past, different from the previous Huairou style of Jiupin Baihua, Yan Ruyu said to Mai Mang.
"Sad, what are you sad?" Ye Wen seemed to have a breath covered in his chest, unable to spit it out, and said in a dull voice.
"Don't you really know what I'm sorry for her? I've done so much to be sad for her and still lose, I'm sorry for her, even though it's come to this point, you're too timid to see her, I'm sorry for her, and at this moment, you're still preferring to build a ridiculous argument with me, a passerby, because you don't see her. β
"How is she..."Ye Wen's voice was dazed.
Yan Ruyu continued, "However, this is where the problem arises. Whether she is free from persecution or does not want to be insulted, she has not changed her clothes once for so long, and she has not let the cloth on her body leave her for even a minute or a second. Crazy or crazy, crazy or stupid, I hope you can..."
Ye Wen was difficult to speak, and was hoped for by others again and again, but could he really do it? Between the private affairs of his father and his children, how is it best to make a trade-off? Or unconsciously he has made a trade-off.
"Someone once told me a story, do you want to listen to it?" Yan Ruyu opened it again, touching the traces of burning on the trunk of the peach tree, maybe it was nostalgia, or something else, without waiting for Ye Wen to agree or not, he said slowly.
"There was once such a person, he was very happy, because his parents were alive, his children were on his knees, and his wife was extremely virtuous, and the family's fields were harvested every year, and even if a large part of them were sold, they would be enough for his family of six. He's really satisfied. However, God does not give people a chance to be happy forever. β
"Storms, floods, and pestilences came one after another, and his parents died and the storm came, and his wife was crushed by her legs when the flood came, and her house seemed to collapse, and although she barely survived, she was disabled, and before the end of the matter, the plague came, and one of his children was also infected. β
And so, this man ran to the seashore, yelling, telling everything he had, venting his sorrows, losing everything, losing everything, and his whole sky just fell. Maybe if it continues like this, it won't be long before their family of six will become six nameless graves. β
"But life is so dramatic, you never know what's going to happen in your next moment. Maybe she moved the heavens, or maybe it was the time for the script to evolve, and he saw a fairy, and the god allowed him to fulfill a wish, whether to restore his wife's legs or to let his critically ill children recover? β
Speaking of this, Yan Ruyu stopped talking, what kind of choice was that person, she didn't continue.
"The story is over?" Ye Wen said with his head down.
"Nope. β
"But, what you want to say is already done, right?" Ye Wen still didn't look up, he was no longer the innocent teenager who would change himself because of a story.
"That's right. β
"You can't have it both ways, you mean it. Finally, Ye Wen raised his head and looked at Yan Ruyu, "You are really cruel, I thought you would give me an answer, an answer to choose between family and love." And that's the end of the story. β
"Everyone has everyone's answer, I have my answer, and the answer that belongs to you is in your own heart, why should I use my answer to interfere with your judgment, too naΓ―ve options are no longer suitable for us, is it. Yan Ruyu seemed to have used up all her smiles early, and at this moment she was willing to be a canary in Chu Wensheng's boudoir, and no longer gave anyone a smile except Chu Wensheng.
"So, what is your answer, what is your choice?" Yan Ruyu sat elegantly in front of Ye Wen, twisting up grains of sand and rolling them between her fingers.
"If your story is meant to tell me to make a choice sooner rather than later, it's too late, and I have only one answer, whether I want it or not. Ye Wen said his true willingness, not daring to meet her true willingness, just like the person in the story, how should he face his wife or children, and then said, I gave up on you.
"The content of the story is the same, but the people who listen to it are different, and the natural thoughts are different. Want to know my options?" Yan Ruyu said with a light sigh.
Ye Wen nodded nondeniably.
"No matter what choice I make, I will not run away from it, at least they should have the right to know the outcome of their choice. Did you escape?" Yan Ruyu looked at Ye Wen with a pair of good-looking eyes, and said word by word,
"And, even if it's an escape, just looking away, it's not an escape. β
Ye Wen didn't reply anymore, just like Yan Ruyu said, and Yan Ruyu's behavior like a fight against Mai Mang here was just to find a reason for himself not to see her, and now that he has decided to see her, then...
Qixiu, I'm here.
(This chapter is 209 chapters that have been rewritten after calming down.) Yesterday's chapter was a mess, and like I said, I was so uncomfortable that I didn't even know what I was writing at the end. But I don't know why, I can't delete it, so I can only pass this one up first. οΌ