"Your eyes can give me strength, but they can also give me fear."

The song progresses to the bridge.

"But to me your lovely face."

Park Chaeyoung, who remembered the moment when Xu Ran once cared about herself, looked sideways at Xu Ran, her eyes were full of veins.

"Staring at me like this, will he be thinking of me when he sings this line?"

"Hmph, it can't be the girl who ate at his house that day!"

Park Chaeyoung lowered her head a little shyly, because she saw that Xu Ran, who was holding her by her side, had straight eyes that seemed to be on her face.

"I'm patient, maybe I'll be really angry!"

Xu Ran had in his mind what was perhaps the moment he was most angry at so far.

It's not a betrayal, but it's a renegade on a promise.

It's a girl who has always been a bit aggressive, but she has always been able to take care of herself a year younger than her with care and gentleness.

I have always disliked living abroad, but it was only a more than a month of life experience, and on the spur of the moment, I even offered to study in North America.

I really liked that sister so much.

Although she never liked to call her sister, and in addition to taking care of herself habitually, she would also treat herself as a friend of the same age.

We go to school together, eat together, sing together, look forward to the future together, and smile so brightly together.

Her gentle voice seemed to be ringing in her ears again, and now it really looked like a nagging to her juniors.

"Don't relax your studies just because your family conditions are very good, only what you get by your own efforts belongs to you, and you must be worthy of your uncles and aunts' expectations of you."

She would warn herself whenever she wanted to be lazy, so that she could get her spirits up again.

Although she seems to work hard, she can't catch up with the terrifying her, and that GPA can reach the level of 3.93.

"Don't associate with those who don't learn and don't know how to do it, those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, just stay with me more."

So he alienated himself from the children who approached him with impure purposes, and cut off the drunken world enjoyed by the moths of his parasitic parents.

"Cultivate more love, don't you like to listen to songs, then go learn music, write and write songs with a lot of emotion, your voice is so good, singing must be very good, just accompany me."

Then he discovered his musical talent that had been undiscovered, and participated in concerts, choir performances, and so on with her.

It's also a blessing to be able to stand here and sing today.

"Hmph, every time you pretend to bake for me, you end up eating everything I make like a greedy puppy."

It took me countless failures to learn from scratch so that I could pretend to casually mention letting her come to the house when I was baking with her.

"If I don't love you, I won't say it."

"I always care more about what I say than anyone else."

The last chorus sounded, and the beautiful voice of the girl beside her sang softly in her ears, making Xu Ran's consciousness and mood a little hazy.

Too much because of her business.

She is an indispensable person who has poured the shaping abrasives for her youth.

How good my relationship with her was at that time.

I was able to make an appointment with her early on, and I would go to the same university after graduating from high school.

She smiled and said to herself that she would go there first and wait for herself, and then walk through the rest of the time together, so that she must not be lazy and finally break her promise.

Of course, I didn't hesitate to agree.

Although he had some resentment against her, until the end, he had been silently sticking to this agreement, and it was not until he walked alone on the campus where the sycamore leaves fell that he knew that he was lying to himself.

She really repented.

She was the one who drew the beautiful vision, and she was the one who tore it up with her own hands.

Xu Ran still clearly remembers that afternoon many years ago, when the weather was very clear, he said that he wanted to celebrate her selection into the high school hall of honor, and went to her house happily.

Then she told herself that she happened to be selected by an entertainment company to accompany her friends to an interview, and she was going back to the peninsula to prepare to be a trainee, and she couldn't accompany herself in the future.

My first reaction was disbelief and asked her if she was joking.

The smile on her face was very reluctant, but her eyes rarely revealed firmness, she said that singing has always been something she loves, this is her yearning.

"What about our agreement, if we say that we will be together in the future, it doesn't count?"

Xu Ran was a little out of control of his emotions rarely, staring at the girl's face with dark eyes and questioning.

"I'm sorry."

Her answer was simply to repeat those three words.

Xu Ran's voice was a little irrepressible: "The so-called best friendship, is that it?" Negotiate a good thing, will be cashed out, and in the end it is still wrongly paid? ”

"There's a reason for that."

Her voice sounded depressed, and she knew it was wrong.

"Anyway, it's for yourself, isn't it, everything else, no matter what it is, friendship or commitment, you can throw it away, right?" Xu Ran's expression was very painful.

"I'm sorry..."

"I don't want to hear that word anymore."

"I.."

"So you've decided? Do you have to go? ”

Xu Ran took a deep breath, as if waiting for the final judgment, he could predict what her answer was, she had always been an assertive girl.

"Hmm..."

In the end, she nodded heavily, and with her heart that fell to the bottom.

"Then we won't see each other again?"

"Not really!" She panicked a little, "I'll try to find time to come back to see you, and I hope you can go to the peninsula to accompany me, so it's better." ”

"Then so be it, you go to the peninsula to be your big star, and I will continue to fulfill our agreement and fulfill it alone." Xu Ran smiled self-deprecatingly.

"What do you mean?" Her voice trembled, and she suddenly felt very frightened in her heart.

"It means not to contact again in the future."

Xu Ran was disheartened, since you can give up the future of the two of you, then I can also give up on you unilaterally.

Maybe it's the annoyance and anger of being abandoned, which contains the meaning of anger, Xu Ran just wants her to know: You can casually let go of the memories we walked together, why can't I? Whoever leaves and who can't live?

And I can be more decisive than you, and I will not lose to you in this regard.

At that time, he was blinded by pain and anger, and he had no time to take care of it, and the seemingly victorious approach would be like a thin knife in the days to come, ripping out his heart little by little.

Of course, I didn't expect that this kind of pain would be inflicted on her without the slightest.

After a long time, Xu Ran, who was much more mature, recalled the ridiculous response at the beginning, and only felt ashamed and regretful for his naivety and impulsiveness at that time.

How can you interfere with other people's choices, although it is so good that they don't distinguish each other, but after all, it is someone else's life.

What is your position to ask others to pay for your life as a matter of course?

Xu Ran's eyes flickered brightly and darkly.

If it's your mistake to break your promises.

Then recklessness and willfulness is what I should not be.

If you're lucky enough to see you soon.

I hope I will be lucky enough to see you again.

If you don't turn around and leave.

I'll definitely hold you.

Then, before you do, say the same "I'm sorry" I owe.

I miss you.

Sun Chengwan.