Chapter 53: Even if it's just a glance from afar
Near the end of the song, Xu Ran, who had finished singing the high-pitched falsetto, suddenly felt a little disconnected.
I just sang a sweet song, how could I think of these memories that I had been in the dust for a long time, and my mood became a little heavy.
Is it because the person in the song is too consistent with her, the person who always speaks gently by his side?
"That's it, forget it."
The last treble Xu Ran didn't deliberately control it anymore and released it to his heart's content. What followed was Xu Ran's somewhat depressed mood.
Forget it, it's a complaint about her.
When the scars of the past are uncovered now, they will only be itchy and uncomfortable like scabs, not as bleeding as they were when they were first injured.
It's time to come back to reality, I think she's right, but when I see her smiling like a flower again, I can only wave to myself on the screen and in my dreams.
Seeing that she was so successful in daring to chase her dreams, Xu Ran now only had heartfelt blessings for her in her heart. Although this success was obtained by tearing up each other's promises, Xu Ran did not have even the slightest resentment.
is doing her favorite singing career, with a lot of people who love her, fame, glory, appearance, voice, friendship, she has almost everything she can have.
That's fine, as long as she's happy.
It's just that now she is as dazzling as a star, and she may have long forgotten the dust in her time trajectory.
Even if she is lucky enough to see her again, it is understandable that she does not know each other.
Does it still mean anything to her?
A ridiculous memorial to a past life at most? Even the future that was promised at the beginning could be just a joke on a whim?
Xu Ran didn't dare to think further, he was afraid that the truth would be too cruel for him to accept.
At the end of the song, Park Chaeyoung pulled Xu Ran and bowed to the audience.
"It's weird, how do you feel that this boy's mood just now is a little wrong, not quite in line with the feeling of this song, Ernie, don't you notice?"
Jiang Shiqi, who has a lot of experience in stage singing, is keenly aware of Xu Ran's abnormality on stage.
"What? It's okay, he's very handsome, and he sings very well. ”
Bae Joo-hyun replied absentmindedly, her fingers tapping quickly on the keyboard of her mobile phone, and the light in her eyes was a little excited.
"Wanni, what are you doing?" Immediately after that, there was a love emoji.
"Rummaged through the old stuff in the room, what's wrong with Ernie?"
In the bedroom, Sun Chengwan carefully took out a photo from the drawer, stroked it with his right hand, and a look of reminiscence appeared on his face.
It was a photo of her with a boy, dated August 30, 2011 in the lower right corner.
It was on his 16th birthday that he Ernie helped capture a moment that he celebrated his birthday.
In the photo, he was lying on the boy's back, and his face was smeared with cream by the boy, and he smiled brightly.
"It's rare to have no itinerary, just nest in the room?" Bae Joo-hyun's message came back.
"Well, I want to get some rest, where has Ernie gone?" Sun Chengwan watched for a long time before reluctantly putting away the photo and picking up his mobile phone to reply to the message.
"Shibu Qi and I went out shopping."
"Naoni and Shiki, come back early, stay safe."
"Hmph, I asked you to accompany me at that time, but you didn't want to do it anyway, so I had to go out with Shiqi."
Sun Chengwan smiled helplessly, this Ernie is good everywhere, but he is a little too clingy to himself, especially after discovering a little secret recently, he can't wait to sleep in the same bed with himself.
"Ernie, I'm so tired, I really don't want to go out today."
Sun Chengwan is very happy, although Bae Joo-hyun sometimes kicks the cabinet door in front of the camera, but it is far from being so exaggerated in private, otherwise others would really think that he and Ernie are in love.
Like now.
"By the way, haven't you been listening to IU senior's songs lately?"
"Uh-huh, what's wrong?"
"That's why I've recently started to like listening to IU seniors' songs, because it's wuli who likes it!"
“... If Ernie likes it, it's fine. ”
Sun Chengwan tugged at the corners of his mouth, and sure enough, his Zhu Hyun Oni started again.
"When I was shopping with Shibuki, I happened to see someone singing the song of IU's seniors, and it was very good, so I specially recorded it and wanted to show you."
"Really? Thank you Ernie for being so nice to me! ”
Seeing the message sent by Sun Chengwan, Pei Zhuhyun looked satisfied, obviously getting Wanni's affirmation made her a little proud.
"Wait a minute, I'll send you the video! Because you sit far back, you may not be able to see it so clearly. ”
Bae Joo-hyun selected the video he had just taken on his mobile phone and sent it.
"It's okay, just listen to the song, I don't care who it is."
"Then you can watch the video first, and remember to tell me how you feel when you finish watching it."
"Uh-huh."
Sun Chengwan clicked on the video sent by Bae Joo-hyun and waited for the video to load.
On the stage, a man and a woman were holding hands, and the song had already reached the second paragraph, and the girl wearing a mask sang first.
As the leading lead singer of their generation, Sun Chengwan can see that this girl's singing level is very good, but I don't know why, the voice makes me feel that I have heard it somewhere.
After the girl finished singing two sentences, she turned her head to look at the boy beside her, and she looked a little angry with her waist crossed.
Because of his lower head, the boy's appearance is not very real, but it gives Sun Chengwan a vague sense of familiarity.
"It's fun, it's a bit like a couple being jealous and awkward." Sun Chengwan smiled.
The boy looked up slowly.
"Bang dang."
The sound of the phone falling to the ground and the boy's singing sounded almost simultaneously.
Sun Chengwan's pupils set off a storm, and even thought that he had auditory hallucinations and hallucinations because he missed them too much. If she hadn't known that he was in Seoul, she would never have believed what she was hearing and seeing.
It was a person who carefully kept it in the depths of his memory, and it was the sound that he would play on his mobile phone whenever he was tired or couldn't sleep late at night when he was a trainee.
During that hard period, when I didn't even dare to eat a bite of the cake that my mother ordered for me overseas, it was the past and his bits and pieces, as well as my belief that I could see him again in a more perfect face, that became an indispensable force to support my perseverance.
It's a pity that I hope that he can forgive himself every day, and he can take the initiative to contact himself even once, but after all, it is just his extravagant hope.
I haven't really heard that voice in years.
The mobile phone that fell to the ground continued to be unable to understand Sun Chengwan's complicated and excited mood at this time, and was still playing the video coldly and mechanically.
Sun Chengwan woke up like a dream, anxiously picked up the mobile phone on the ground, his fingers trembled and magnified the image, approached the screen and opened his eyes wide to distinguish the appearance and body of the boy more clearly.
That's right, it's him, Sun Chengwan's heart beat violently.
"Ernie, what does Wendy say, do you like what you post?" Jiang Shiqi asked.
"Of course, she..."
Bae Joo-hyun said, the bell rang, and he shook his phone proudly, and the three big words "Sun Chengwan" were clearly visible on the screen.
"Look, I'm calling."
"Hey, I'm done, I think..."
"Ernie, where are you now!" Sun Chengwan's voice sounded eager.
"Mo? What's wrong? ”
"Tell me quickly!"
Bae Joo-hyun didn't know why Sun Chengwan's emotions were so out of control, but he still honestly sent the address.
Sun Chengwan rushed out of the room.
She was going to look for him, she was going to see him.
Even if it's just a glance from a distance, it's fine.