Chapter Eighty-Six: If It's Love
"Ernie, what do you want to say?"
Park Chaeyoung wrung her fingers uneasily, glanced at Kim Ji-ni who was lying beside her, and asked softly. When it comes to Xu Ran's affairs, she always can't help but be a little concerned and confused.
Jin Zhini smiled and said, "Xu Ranxi, he is really a very good person." ”
"Of course, can Ernie see that?" Park Chaeyoung was a little happy that Xu Ran was praised by Kim Ji-ni.
Looking at Park Chaeyoung's somewhat proud look, Kim Ji-ni shook her head and smiled dumbly: "According to what you said, I usually take care of you very intimately, and I have a good temper, and I naturally have nothing to say about my appearance." Chaeyoung, really, this kind of boy is hard to come by. And most importantly..."
"What is it?"
"The most important thing is that I can see that he really cares about you, you don't know, when I couldn't contact you at that time, Xu Ranxi's nervous posture made me ashamed of myself as a teammate and good friend who has been with you for so long."
As if remembering Xu Ran's panicked appearance at that time, Jin Zhini continued with some amusement: "The only two times I got along, Xu Ranxi has always given me a sense of not being surprised by changes and being well-founded, and now I can see his gaffe, which shows that he really cares about you." ”
"Really? Maybe it's because of Aunt Huizhen's entrustment, and we've become very good friends over this time, and it's normal for friends to care about each other. ”
Park Chaeyoung said this, but she made up for Xu Ran's panicked demeanor because she was worried about herself, and she only felt sweet in her heart, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously showed a smile.
Looking at Park Chaeyoung's demeanor as a young girl, Kim Ji-ni's thoughts became more determined, and she changed her words and said, "Do you know what I went out to do yesterday?" ”
"Why did Ernie suddenly talk about this and this again?" Park Chaeyoung was puzzled, but still replied, "I heard Jisoo Ernie say that Ernie seems to have gone out with a boy, I misunderstood it at the time, I thought you were dating Xu Ran, and I felt uncomfortable for a while... Hey. ”
Park Chaeyoung laughed twice and scratched her head, still embarrassed by her whimsy.
"I went to a party with EXO's seniors and some other friends." Jin Zhini paused, and suddenly asked coldly, "Luo Jie, do you like Xu Ranxi?" ”
"Of course..."Park Chaeyoung said subconsciously, but after reacting, she hurriedly waved her hand and denied it in a panic, "How is it possible, I don't... I don't. ”
Looking at Park Chaeyoung's incoherent appearance, Kim Ji-ni's last trace of uncertainty disappeared.
"Then it's not, in fact, I want to say, I'm like you, I've been in a similar situation recently."
"Mo? Something like that? Park Chaeyoung's eyes widened and she wondered, "Does Ernie also like that senior of EXO?" ”
"Also? Didn't you say you didn't like Xu Ranxi? Kim Ji-ni immediately caught the language problem in Park Chae-young's words.
"Uh, slip of the tongue, it's not important, is Ernie really...?"
Park Chaeyoung glanced at Kim Ji-ni worriedly, she thought that she had not told anyone and had been hiding it well, but she didn't expect Kim Ji-ni to see it directly, although she denied it, but it seems that Jennie Ernie doesn't seem to believe it.
If Ernie also has someone he likes, it is not impossible to exchange them with each other as a secret... Park Chaeyoung thought secretly.
"I don't know." Jin Zhini seemed to think of something and sighed, "Recently, the relationship with that senior has indeed been getting better and better, and some other friends don't know whether intentionally or unintentionally, and will make some jokes about me and him, but I don't know what I think." ”
"Although it was true that I got along well with him, I don't think I could figure out if that emotion was like, and I wasn't ready to like someone or even fall in love. You know, Luo Jie, we've only debuted for less than a year, and it's too early to talk about this. ”
Looking at Kim Ji-ni's serious appearance, Park Chaeyoung's heart sank.
Jennie Ernie is this a subtle warning to herself? Park Chaeyoung frowned, savoring the meaning of Kim Ji-ni's words.
"Ernie was right... I understand. Park Chaeyoung clenched her little hands and said with difficulty.
Seeing Park Chaeyoung's not very good face, Kim Ji-ni explained: "Chaeyoung, don't be cranky, I'm not saying this to warn you about anything, I just want to talk to you honestly." Since you and I have mentioned the matter between me and my predecessors, it means that my attitude towards love is not like that of a flood of beasts. ”
"What does Ernie mean?"
"I'm not against you making your own choice, what I want to say is that you have to think it through and weigh it again. You know, this matter is not only about you personally, but also about your dreams, and even me and Jisoo Ernie and Lisa, it's not as simple as a relationship. ”
Kim Ji Ni was sitting precariously with a very serious expression: "Of course, the most important thing is to listen to your own inner voice and respond to your own true feelings, I know that Cai Ying is looking forward to your first love, if you can say to yourself, 'Okay, I really just like Xu Ran', not only will I not tie you up against you, but I will support you unconditionally." ”
"Whether he is Xu Ran or Zhang Ran, Jin Ran doesn't matter, as long as it is what Caiying wants, as long as it is Caiying and you think it is worthwhile, it is worth it, then pursue it bravely."
Park Chaeyoung was stunned, she originally thought that Kim Ji-ni meant to pay attention to her own proportions, but she never expected Kim Ji-ni to say such a thing.
"Ernie~!" Park Chaeyoung reached out and hugged Kim Ji-ni beside her, very moved, "Ernie, thank you so much." ”
"Alright, like a child." Kim Ji-ni also smiled and hugged Park Chaeyoung with her backhand and patted her back, "It's true that we are teammates, but before that, we were best friends, of course I will always be on your side." ”
Park Chaeyoung didn't speak, silently hugged Kim Ji-ni, and her inner thoughts were surging.
First love, I've always dreamed of having a fun, sweet and unforgettable first love.
Ernie is right, do I really like Xu Ran? Is he the one I'm sure of? Is it really worth it?
Park Chaeyoung asked herself repeatedly in her heart, but after asking a hundred times, she got the same affirmative answer.
So, should I be brave enough to pursue what I find worthwhile, as Ernie said?
Park Chaeyoung was very entangled, she really wanted to do this, if she left everything behind, she couldn't wait to hug Xu Ran tonight.
Hold him tight in a completely different identity and position.
But is it really possible? Even if everyone supports them, can they really ignore them?
Park Chaeyoung raised her head from Kim Ji-ni's arms, looked at Kim Ji-ni's incomparably sincere and lovely face, and her inner thoughts gradually became clear...