When I watched "Chang'an Rebellion" before, I was surprised that the originally easy story had a tragic ending, which made me sad. Han Han said in his epilogue that he himself was sad, because the story was not what he originally thought in the end, and I scoffed: Everything is written by yourself, can you not follow your own ideas?

It wasn't until I started writing on my own that I slowly understood that the story was written by the writer himself, but it was not entirely at the mercy of the writer himself.

For example, a lot of TJ's hy. (laughs.)

There is a picture on the Internet that is very vivid, which probably means that the inspiration is a top-level painting, but the outline is a very simple sketch, and the final text is already a child's scribble.

In fact, it's not so much an entertainment article as my book.,I think it's more like a daily article with female idols tla.,It's not a sweet pet article.,I can't say it.,In short, it's not like four.,So what kind of weird thing is it?

Xu Ran's identity is very ordinary, he is not a company boss, not a big director, not a famous screenwriter, not a singer, not an actor, not an idol, at least he will not have anything to do with artists for the time being, even if he wants to do it later, he will only serve the plot until the end. He is not an invincible protagonist who has both hands and eyes to the sky or a system, so this also made it difficult for me to write this book.

Since it can't be involved in the entertainment industry for the time being, you can only write about daily life?

So when this book is written, it is basically an original plot that I have constructed myself based on the real situation, and things like coincidences and conflicts should be interesting and reasonable in reality. Unlike the traditional hy book set template, it is like fighting monsters and upgrading step by step to become a more and more well-known artist, during which he participates in a few variety shows, posts a few songs, and acts in a few dramas, everything is ready-made, and it is good to put the role inside.

That's where I'm so smug, because I'm different from those books.

My original intention of writing this book and the purpose that I have been carrying out until now is that I just want the emotional line between Xu Ran and female idols, and everything should serve this basic point with this as the center. I didn't write entertainment for the sake of writing entertainment, and even if I did, it would definitely be useful for the advancement of the plot. For example, in an issue of variety show, mark one, two, three, four, five after the title, write four or five chapters, and convert the video of the entire game link into text or something, as if it is a useless branch that grows on its own completely out of the backbone.

Of course, I'm not saying that it's not good to write like this, Zhuyu is in front, many books with great results are written like this, and some readers also love to read them, since readers are willing to read them, it means that such books are good, what am I talking about, how old am I?

But I still didn't write like this, because I don't have a good memory, I can't remember watching variety shows, and more importantly, I also want to write my own story.

But what was supposed to be a good starting point has now become a constraint for me.

Since they are all about everyday stories, they have to face a very acute problem - emptiness.

That's the bottleneck I'm having right now.

After the various aspects of the story, the background, characters, etc. are clearly introduced, the daily progress becomes extremely difficult, and this trend has become more and more obvious recently, writing a 1000 word is like squeezing toothpaste, squeezing and squeezing and squeezing and squeezing again.

Except for the necessary coincidences of some characters, eating, chatting online, attending meet-and-greets, singing in bars, etc., these are all ordinary things, so ordinary that many people have experienced them, and ordinary so ordinary that they don't look like they are writing. Unless it's artificially adding some incompatible bloody plots to these ordinary, I feel that it is too difficult to write about the ups and downs, and it is easy to become the kind of running account that you say I answer.

I didn't want to write a running account, so I inserted some portrayals of the character's psychology in my daily life, including a careful description of the demeanor to reflect the change in the character's mood. This can work when the character's mood is turbulent and the relationship is progressing, but if it is not, it will not work.

But whether it is psychological portrayal, or a large number of daily descriptions, it is a very severe test for the basic skills of literature, including but not limited to vocabulary, at least it is a little difficult for me, my writing is very poor, and I have obsessive-compulsive disorder with myself, under the combined effect of the two, I have to repeatedly scrutinize the words and carefully figure out the feelings of the characters, and even check the sick sentences and typos, which also causes me to write much slower than other hy authors.

I read a book of Shan Taeyeon's daily essays before, and the author completely jumped out of the traditional shackles, writing a lot of daily trivial things but rarely making people feel redundant, and the sentences are not complicated. The whole story is concise and clear, the story line is very clear, he says that he is minimalist, but I think this is based on people's strong skills.

I know how many pounds and taels I have, and I have already written more than 200,000 words, and I am destined to be unable to change anything drastically, so it is inevitable that I will be in a dilemma, and I will not be able to reach the end or return to the same place.

It's been two and a half months since I wrote, and the impulses and passions I should have had have almost subsided, and I have fallen into deep interrogation and doubt about myself.

Why can't I write well? Do I need to write it down?

I've also asked book friends in the book friend group.,I've been writing very poorly lately.,Book friends are very nice.,They all said no.,But I know this should be comfort.,Some of the data that has recently slipped including subscription collections.,The bottom ranking in the same situation has told me the answer.。

Of course, I am very grateful to my book friends who have always supported me.

Don't worry I'm tj or something, and even if I do, people won't really send blades as they say, it's just a change of book to continue reading.

But I also have a longing for the climaxes, the conflicts, the emotional outbursts that I will write about later, the desire to write about my own inspiration. It's not a short distance, and it's struggling at the moment, but I'd love to keep writing.

I've been busy lately, and I'm only now realizing how stupid it is to not have a manuscript on the shelves. I really want to sort out the plot well, but time doesn't allow, and in this case, the whipping of two shifts a day makes me even more resistant, and my mind that is already stuck in a bottleneck and feels uneasy is also more anxious.

Yesterday another book friend gave me a tip of 10,000 points.,I don't know when the plus will be finished.,The rules can't be messed up.,Hy has been twilight.,Whether it's an author who is willing to hit the street or a book friend who has always been with us,We should give the greatest support.。

What do I say, it's still hard to write every day. When there is really something to say, even if I bite the text and chew the words compulsively attacked, even if my writing is poor, but the writing will still be much faster than normal, this testimonial wrote 2000 words, which is already the same as the number of words in a chapter, but I only wrote a little more than 1 hour, and the speed is almost twice as fast as I write the main text. (I'm really slow to write.)

With that said, I'm going to have to work harder.

I have a story, but I don't drink, I just want to keep the story down.