"Hmm... How to say it. Xu Ran pondered for a moment, and then said, "That's right, I also said last time that I was a student from China, and I haven't heard much Korean songs, so I basically don't know how to sing anything except your songs." You have so much experience on stage, and you must have sung a lot of songs, so I wanted to ask you about songs. ”

"Wait, you don't know how to sing Korean songs, except for my songs?" Lee Ji-eun keenly captured something.

"What's wrong?"

"Hee-hee, it's nothing, it seems that my songs are really good, so that you can sing even one who doesn't listen to Korean songs." Li Zhien raised his little head proudly.

“... I said I was a fan of yours before. Xu Ran smiled helplessly.

"Will black fans still sing my songs?"

“...”

"Okay, I'm not going to tease you, let's talk about it, what kind of thing is about the song?" Lee Ji-eun returns to the topic.

"I just want to ask if there is a song with a specific theme. Have you ever heard a song about someone who is nostalgic for the past and in memory? ”

Is it the kind of emotion that expresses the passage of time? Nostalgia for youth? Li Zhien said uncertainly.

"No, it's mainly songs that express complex feelings such as longing and regret for people who are no longer around."

"What kind of feelings? Family, friendship, or... Love? ”

Xu Ran was stunned and didn't know how to answer.

What is the attribute of the relationship between him and Sun Chengwan? He didn't seem to have asked himself this question, but now that he was asked by Li Zhien, he was very confused for a while.

Friendship? Supposedly it should be like this, but it seems that friendship is too narrow to describe the kind of emotion she has for each other.

So, is it love?

Xu Ran shook his head quite amusedly, what was he thinking, although each other's attachment to each other was more than that of a couple, but the words "I like you" were never declared, and each other just tacitly stayed by each other's side, thinking that this kind of life would continue forever.

So, how to describe it, Xu Ran couldn't find a very suitable word at the moment.

"Why don't you talk again? Remember something? Is it the one you want to miss through this song? Li Zhien seemed to see through Xu Ran's thoughts, and asked softly.

"Hmm... I don't know how to describe my relationship with her. ”

Xu Ran lowered his head, he was originally very resistant to recalling those things in the past, because the happier and happier the past, the sharper it would be when it stabbed into the heart of himself who had now lost her.

But today, since Li Zhien mentioned the matter of learning vocal music in the past, he simply opened up this time, and it is not a way to sing when emotions are always held in his heart, so it is better to take the opportunity to sing in Alice, in that place where the audience is willing to listen to his singing, and use music to tell his thoughts and regrets about the past and her.

Although she can't hear her inner voice, it may be enough to sing it herself, and it is better to release it than to accumulate it in her heart.

"It's a girl." Li Zhien's mind is exquisite, she probably knows what kind of feelings it is.

"Well, that's right." Xu Ran said honestly.

"I guess, it's the kind of young people who were ignorant of each other, the surface is like a dragonfly, but the heart is extremely sincere and warm, I didn't say it, and in the end, it was gone, green, beautiful, but with a regretful color." Li Zhien thought about it seriously, and then said slowly.

Xu Ran glanced at Li Zhien in surprise, she didn't know how to express her emotions in words, but Li Zhien could describe it in very simple words, except for the final ending, she didn't - of course, she couldn't have expected it.

"Did I say yes?" Seeing Xu Ran's expression, Li Zhien knew that his thoughts were indeed right.

"Well, almost." Xu Ran did not deny it, "Li Zhienxi is really empathetic, no wonder he can write so many lyrics that go straight to the listener's heart." ”

"At this time, you know that you took the initiative to praise me? Hum. Li Zhien pouted, looked at Xu Ran's face, and said casually, "I can't see it, Xu Ranxi... There's still a very twisty relationship history.,I used to say that I was a mother-fetus solo.。 ”

"No, I'm really a mother-fetal solo, and I really haven't tried it in a serious relationship." Xu Ran shook his head, "It's just that she's different, she's my only one." ”

"The only one." Li Zhien bit his lower lip, he didn't expect Xu Ran to give such an evaluation to a girl, "It seems that that person must occupy a very important position in your heart." ”

"No one can replace her in my heart, and I think even if I fall in love with other girls in the future, she may not disappear from my heart."

It seems that the girl with fleshy cheeks has appeared in front of her again, and the feelings in Xu Ran's eyes are very strong.

"It's been five years, and although it's no longer like when I just lost it, I can't sleep because of regret and self-blame, but I have also tried to forget her, but every time it is in vain, the feeling when I think of her has been engraved in my bones, like a tattoo that cannot be erased."

Xu Ran's eyebrows were lowered, and she whispered that Li Zhien couldn't see clearly what kind of eyes Xu Ran was under the cover of bangs, but she didn't need to look at it to know that it must be a kind of gloom that made the seeers lose together.

"She still lives in my memories, and I can't help it. She wouldn't come out of my memory and be in front of me again, and I couldn't walk up to her and hug her tightly again. What is more regrettable than the regret itself is that I am the only one who regrets it. ”

Xu Ran sighed, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was extremely bitter: "That's it, it's good that she just stays in the memories so quietly, at least she can always smile at me there." ”

Xu Ran looked up and saw Li Zhien looking at him stupidly, Xu Ran suddenly came back to his senses and scratched his head a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, Li Zhienxi, because I thought of her, am I a little out of shape." ”

"No, the reason why feelings are feelings is because they are so difficult to control." Li Zhien digested Xu Ran's words, "But I didn't expect that Xu Ranxi you also have such an emotional side." ”

"It's just hypocritical, it's useless except to make yourself sad. Sentimentality is not a good thing, Li Zhien xi But don't follow what I did just now, let go, in order to embrace a better tomorrow, isn't it, so that you can live up to her company. ”

"Xu Ranxi is quite open."

"Forget it, after all, it's been so long, no matter how much you can't let go, you should always look at it, otherwise you haven't made any progress in the past five years."

Xu Ran didn't agree with Li Zhien's words, if he really could see it, how could he want to deceive himself and use singing to vent his feelings.